Where are you snail?
11|16|2021 10th entry for November Month
Snail is missing for almost 5 days, to trace was found, no slime was left. He was banished in an instance. No comment was given, no article was published. Didn't even reply to other people. Other believe that snail become the real zombie and can't write a post. But where did actually the snail go for almost a week? Have you been curious about his absence? Did you even noticed that he's gone Missing? For the whole 5 days where did snail go? What did snail do? Wanna know the reason of his absentees? Then be with me and let's talk about stuffs.
The last Article made by snail was made and published last November 11, 2021 in which he published an article about him taking the first step transforming to a zombie. Kidding, he published an article titled "Astra-zombie na" though that's the title, the content is all about him, getting his first shot of covid-19 vaccine and what shot he got is AstraZeneca it was a foreign made vaccine because like all covid vaccine was made by foreign countries. Well the first day of him is kinda okay, he even finished writing and publishing an article for that day. But when the time needed him the most, he vanished...
**November 12,2021**
It's was Friday dawn, everything is going well, snail is sleeping peacefully until someone kidnapped him. Kidding, no one kidnapped someone, it was at dawn when snail started to feel the side effects of AstraZeneca vaccine. He was waken up by the cold breeze coming from nowhere but by his own body, snail was feeling chill through out his body, And he can't do anything from it. Snail wear a jacket and a pajamas, but he's still cold as north pole, snail get under his blanket and even went under the comforter yet the cold is passing through the clothes. Despite feeling chill, snail decided not to wake up everyone because he will gonna disturb someone's sleep. It's not just the cold that snail is feeling that time. He even experiencing pain in his shoulder, the part where the needle was shot is aching rate 8/10. Also, snail is getting hungrier time by time with the thirst on his throat, but snail decimal not to get up, because he's feeling so tired, to the point he doesn't want to leave beds. He was getting awake time by time. He just, endure and bear his night dilemma, the AstraZeneca covid vaccine really hit him up. At morning, when snail wake up, he feels relieved, it's just his arms that feelings numb,and also kinda drowsy. Snail told it to hit mother and her mother asked him why he didn't call for her. Snail take paracetamol every four hours. That day, because of that dawn, snail decided not to use phone, a no phone day for whole day. Snail just took a lot of rest on his bed. No movement at all just sleeping in his shells. That's what his Friday went through. If you just get vaccinated or will gonna be vaccinated soon, don't be scared on this side effects because it's normal and stated that there will be a side effect after taking a shot. Just be calm at all times, panic just make things worse.
**November 13,2021**
It was the normal Saturday for snail, at dawn he wakes up for almost like 4 times per hour. He can't sleep properly because his shoulder is aching every time he moves positions. Also, it is normal for snail to wake up for how many times every 1 to 2 hours. A normal Saturday for snail it is. He decided to take another day for his rest so that he will be fully recovered from that sickness his experiencing. At Saturday he's actually feeling okay, it's just that he decided not to do a lot of stuffs like writing an article or being active here. Snail and chikakiku should have scheduled to have a badminton game at 6:00 in the morning but he know that chikakiku will understand snail's situation. Just a normal Saturday it is for snail. Taking medicine, having rest, getting enough sleep, drinking water is what he all do. That Saturday. A boring day Indeed but still a great day to be away from social media.
Author's message
Times up, that's what happen on snail two days of being missing here, he just stay in his house for that two days. You might saw it as a boring day but it's actually feels great to have a great rest. Three days more left to write and I will tell you right now that the following day is actually an interesting stuffs. In that day. Bear with me every, snail just have his comeback from writing after almost a week of being missing.
Astra-Zombie Na!!
Your lazy writer lazysnail is now one step closer to becoming a zombie na.right now I think of writing an article at todays 9:00 am because I feel like I might can't move my muscle after an hour of being vaccinated, yupp lazysnail will take his vaccine for few hours. Right now I'm at the venice BGC Taguig City. In which the venue of my vaccination will gonna happen. So why am I writing this today? Simple, I'm thinking wiser today and I have no things to do, I should be exercising right now in my home but here I am nothing to do, waiting in the long-lasting, distant, stretched line of people who's going to take their vaccine.
`Let's talk about why am I here right now`
Lazysnail doesn't actually have a plan to be vaccinated this year. It's not that he's scared of needle or whatsoever, it's just that it's his own choice not to take vaccine "I will be the last line of defense to kill zombies" (kidding) it's just his own choice not to be. But then, yesterday afternoon, lazysnail's brother, which is younger than him a 16 years old planning to take vaccine. When he told it you our mothersnail, he then asked me to accomplish my younger brother and to take my vaccine too. LazySnail, immediately reject his mom's offer little did he know, that right after that conversation, his mother listed both their name. She told me that I still have time to prepare, but then just yesterday night, a message was sent to lazysnail saying that my schedule will be November 11, and that's today. I HAVE NO TIME TO PREPARE!". Well this is what it is, as you can see I just published a well-rushed Article yesterday night.
*Aighttt done with taking my first shot!*
*Time check 7:42 pm and I have free time so I used It to continue this article of mine.*
It was earlier 8:00 am me and mahh badii's older brother, My future brother-in-law went to the place where my mother told us to go, they said we will have a free ride to our destination,and she's right. When we went to Tenement Taguig, there's a short line of people and some personnel with uniform talked to us and tell us what to do. It's the first screening I think, they asked for our, Baranggay ID and our tracing QR code. We then rode the van which is our service, not later that 8:45 am the van started our journey to become an Astra-zombie. The travel hour is not that long, we just travel for over 20 minutes and we reached the Venice. I thought we are the early birds but we're not, there's a numerous, bunch, hord of future Astra-Zombie in here. We then go to the last line, and that's when I started to write the first part of this article because of my boredom.
When the line started to move, I stopped writing this article and just focus on the line. It's not really boring in that place, I'm with my future-brother-inlaw and we're actually closed t each other. We just accompany each other until the end. Excluded the screening before we went to the venue, there's 2 more screening in venice, they asked us about our age or any symptoms that we might have before vaccination. There's a form that I filled up. And we just continue the process. There's a lot of staffs in here and all of them are genuine and have good manners. While answering the form, an old man infront of me cannot read his firm because it's too small for his poor vision. I then helped (I', I read every part of the form so that he can know what he needed t write. He simply says thank you too me, and that he's lucky that I'm with him to help him. I have read in the form that there are really side effects of this vaccine and that we must be prepared on this one.
To the last stops before being vaccinated, the doctor outside talked to us and orient us so that we will be knowledgeable about this covid-19 vaccine. After that one, we all went one by one to the room where they're injecting us. I don't know but the closer I get the more I scared of being shot. But I fought it and now I am vaccinated. The shot is like being stung by a bee, something you would feel at first but not that hurtful. After getting shot we went outside to take pictures and now we're done with first dose of vaccine.
**Author's message**
When we're going to our service van and following the one in charge on us, half of us got lost because we lost vision to her.and so we need to look for her for almost 20 minutes and we finally went back home at 1:30 pm,when I went home I just clean myself eat lunch again, and take a rest.
Right now I'm gonna sleep and take my rest as early as I could. I'm feeling drowsy today and that my left arm is aching a little bit. I feel numb and needed of water most of the time. 1st step to become an Astra-Zombie Na!
I don't know why, but I can't upload any pictures except me with the last shot. I have alot of pictures to tell to all of you.
Make me choose between you two
**11|10|2021 8th entry this month November**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. This day is great for me, later afternoon, around 1:30 pm I, male lazysnail and mahh badii went to the park to play badminton for almost an hour and then we go for a walk, we're planning to go home that time, but our friends also come too that's why I used my time to play and interact with them, it's one greta day for me though it's simple this is what I love the most.
**Makes me choose between you two.**
`No other introduction let's direct to the choices.`
Countryside or main city?
Lazysnail was born and raised in main city. They said that living in the main region of the country is great because it has a lot opportunities. Yupp, it actually has a lot, but living in the main city for almost 20 years is boring. Lazysnail is an animal and animals should be on its own habitat and his habitat is the mother nature. Lol, but to be serious, it's not that I don't like the main city, I just don't get amazed that much by the infrastructure, tallest of all the tallest building, wide roads or anything. What I was amazed more is the mother nature, on how great our mother earth in terms of engineering. Just look at the waterfalls z no further explanation about that one. In one glace you'll be left with mouth open on it. Also the greeny widey grassland, is what calmness and peace for me. I can exchange my wealth for that one.
Faith or facts? Which do you prefer?
I don't think you'll gonna believe it, but believe it or not. At Lazysnail's 7th grade he call himself atheist, until now I don't think believing in no God is actually bad especially when you're not hurting anyone. Yupp lazysnail believe in no God before. But on his kindergarten and elementary days he used to attend church every Sunday mass. He's a religious snail that turn into worshipping none at all. I regret nothing I swear, with that I learn and become knowledgeable in both side of it. Reading bibles is what I love to do before, and then change to watching sci-fi and documentaries of scientist and animals. Right now, I'm on the middle part, I believe that there's one almighty up there who create all is, but I don't worship him especially the God named by all religions, I don't worship them but just respect them all.
Crowded people or alone at home?
I know it's not just me but almost all of you in here, who prefer to be alone at home than socializing with everyone who you know doesn't have any interest on you. If I'm in a party, there's only two things that in my mind, first is that where is the food, can I eat already? Does it taste good? Where the drinks? I hope the have cola, ahhh Shanghai, yupp I only think of food, secondly the moment I enter the party, first thing enter my mind is that when can I go home, it's not that I'm bad at socializing with people, I'm actually learning and improving on it. But I still prefer to be at home. As I mentioned before, I'm good at reading people in first glance, and I know if they're sincere talking to me or not. And I don't like to see them talking to me if they really don't want too. Being alone at home is not alone, it's is called solitude (Though solitude means state of being alone). Being alone in your choice is what real peace is. I easily get irritated with nonsense noise. And I'm bursting out when that happens.
**Author's message**
Time check 10:50 pm I wrote this article earlier 10:30 pm and it took me 20 minutes to finished writing this one. I actually have different entry for today but decided not to continue it for today because I need to sleep early, tomorrow will be my first dose of vaccination and that's why I needed to sleep Early. I'm kinda nervous for tomorrow lol, good luck on me
One day with the best people
**O**ne day with the best people, I hope that our dreams be succeed. So to all my friends,let's grind for today, catch your dream, start investing to your future, I don't care if you will not gonna reply on my messages, as long as I know you're doing great on your journey. I will not gonna be angry, if we will not gonna meet for how many years. The way I'll treat you will still be the same as before. Grind in life today.
**N**othing can stop you, if you're dedicated to your goals. Just focus on it even if you needed to distant from us. Just remember, that if you needed a hand we're in here, we're one call away. Just email me, and I'll do anything to help you ease your problem. To you my friend I only wish is one, that I wanna saw you with your dream achieved.
**E**verything is temporary as they say, but our friendship will never be erased. Even a half of decade of no contact, I promised I'll treat you the same as I did today,so I hope you do too. As time passed, it changes every, the only constant int his words is the changes. So invest your time on something that you'll gonna profit more. I mean I didn't say don't invest it on me, if you think that there's something more important then don't hesitate to do it even it means leaving me behind. Don't think that I will be upset by that decision of yours, because I won't. To be in fact I think that I will do the same, that's why I wanna say sorry for right now.
**D**oesn't it great to imagined, that half a decade from now, or even a full decade. All of us are wearing professional vest, that we were all going to the beach, having a party, toasing a glass of wine, because a of us achieved each everyone's desire in life. And then we will gonna brag our journey to success. The hardship and sacrifices we needed to put on. That's the type of dream I wished to have, I wished for all of yours success that you don't have any financial problem and can support even your grand parents life.
**A**t that time, we will not gonna problematize anything, because all of our dreams was already achieved. No tears nor cry, just smile. The time were we just can freely chill in life. Isn't it great to wake up in a morning, with the coffee in your hand and you'll come out in you terrace, while feeling the breeze of the nature? That's the type of dream I want all of you my friend to have. I am yearning for it.
**Y**es I do, we're all still teens today, that's why we have a lot of time for things we wanted to do, instead of wasting it on something not that important. I'll be more happy if you'll investing it to different type of your skills. Let's grind for today my friend so that-
**One day with the best people**, you'll my friend, we will gonna be the very best version of ourselves, with our dreams fulfilled, a toast of wine, with havana attire, on the beach we are, and our cars in the parking lot. We'll have the very best bonefire in our life. And we will say, "I'm happy that I'm with the best people of all"
**Closing Thoughts**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Today is 9th day of November, and it's my 7th entry for this month. Actually this supposed to be my 6th entry, I wrote it on Sunday but haven't finished it yet so here I am. Isn't great to have a goal not just for yourself but for everyone around you. And then in the near future you'll see yourself smiling at their life's achievement. That's the most satisfying thing I could ever be. I am the oldest in our circle of groups, I'm their "kuya" eldest brother. That's why, if there's a chance I always have them advice in life that I know they'll gonna used. I wanna see my younger brothers and sisters become happy in life.
The BCH is pumping up today everyone, it reach 660$ today. As much as I wanted to be happy, I can't. I failed to hold my BCH because I decided to make them all fiat and withdraw them all. I'm not sad just kinda disappointed on my life's decisions.
Hello hello, I just wanna gave thanks first to my 2 new sponsors. Infinity and mickey.med it does makes me so much happy knowing that someone appreciated my works and put sponsorship on mine. Also, to Teng the man TengoLoTodo! Thank you for renewing your sponsorhip to me!! Appreciated much and I'll do my very best.
Chikakiku exhaust my sunday
**11|08|2021 6th entry for November Month**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers, it's me once again your fellow readers and writers. Sorry for being inactive yesterday. I failed to publish an article yesterday and even read your comments even until today time. I have something more important thing to do than writing in this platform. I actually have an incomplete draft for yesterday article but decided not to finish it because of same reason.
Yesterday is sunday and it's for church day but I didn't attend Sunday mass, because I'm with chikakiku and his friends. So for now let's talk about my day yesterday sunday and on how does chikakiku exhausted my body so much. Let's all start from the beginning of the beginning Saturday.
November 6 2021, chikakiku published an article about his day, Saturday. In which he's playing badminton with his friends and strangers. While reading on it, I remembered that he's countlessly inviting me before to join them in arca south near FTI. And because of his enautiastic article. I decided to leave a comment and direct message him through messenger. Yupp, me and chikakiku are friends in real life. He's my classmates in highschool for 3 consecutive years. And at 8th grade and 9th grade we're very close to each others. We are talking about supernatural stuffs. Going back, I asked chikakiku if they will going to play badminton on Sunday and if I could join them.
I'm confident to wake up early but just to make sure I put an alarm on to wake me up. I wake up at 3:50 am in the morning I just laying in my bed and at 4 o'clock chikakiku chatted me I then get out in my bed. Do the daily routine I used to do before, at 5:00 o'clock we all started to get out of our houses.at first I was kinda scared and shy because only chikakiku is the one I knew on all the people gonna but then one friend of chikakiku is also familiar to me. I then get along with them. First and foremost before playing badminton master243 which is chikakiku's friends start the warm up and then we both follow. (Badminton warm up is slightly different to our warm up when we are going for a jog. After the warm up, we then played with them. But as I saw them play, I am the noobest of all the noob in there. Adding up that lazysnail is in his shell of almost a month. I know I couldn't catch up and play with them very well.
To chikakiku's kindness, we then went to open space a good spot and that's where we play 1 vs 1. It's not a typical play of badminton. We're just exchanging shuttlecock and letting it fly in the air. I missed chatting with chikakiku, it's been 2 years I think since I last saw him and almost 3 years since we last talked to each other personally. While letting the shuttlecock fly we're talking about random stuffs. Most of the time, it's me who's talking a lot because I missed talking with him. We talked about the research festival about how the panelist burn a lot of researcher. We talk about one of our old friends, about readcash, it's techniques and things we noticed for how many months. Lastly we talked about mahh badiii. After an hour and a half of playing peacefully, I finally take a rest but chikakiku, challenge masterz243 in which as I watched they both play too good. CHIKAKIKU IS GREAT AT PLAYING BADMINTON NO KIDDING!. while sitting there's one badminton player a friend of chikakiku who's I'm talking with. I didn't know his name but feels like we're closed enough to laugh and bra out random stuffs. I forgot his name I swear. Chikakiku if you're reading this, what's his name again?
At 9:30 am I think or 10 o'clock. All player decided to go home, but chikakiku, telling us to stop at 7/11 "TO EVERYONE WHO READ CHIKAKIKU'S ARTICLE THIS IS WHAT REALLY HAPPEN". Chikakiku told us to stop at 7/11 because he haven't had breakfast yet. It's me Lazysnail, chikakiku, master243 and the unknown new friend of mine who's walking straight to 7/11. Master243 decided sit outside the 7/11 so the three of us enter the store. Other player also come to the store. Chikakiku, with his kindness heart, (YES HE'S THE ONE) told us that our breakfast is on him. He told us to pick whatever we want and because I don't wanna take too much advantage of his kindness I took the same thing as he took. A foot long and a coke was payed by chikakiku, as he open his wallet I saw a number of blue bills(thousand pesos) I think it is more like 5 lives of blue bills with him. We then eat our foods, and I walked the same route as they took. Because it's too great to chat with them. Until we needed to part ways.
I reached my home at 11oclock home, after I ate lunch and took a bath, my body is so exhausted that I can't move. I then take a nap, and to my surprised it's past 4:00, pm. I wanna write an article, but all my muscle is at pain, especially my arm. I'm not used to play badminton and I know that's one reason. My body is so exhausted that I just lay in my bed until I sleep at night. Well that's one great Sunday of mine. We'll meet again next Saturday.
Let's meet after 5 years
**11|06|2021 5th entry for November**
They said,
"When you're meant to be, you will be"
That no matter what happen you'll be with each other at the end of the story. But, is it the destiny who'll decide it? Or it us who needs to make an action? Who must write the story of our own book?
It's been almost 3 years as I remember. I'm an Ateneo student that time and we were required to support our basketball teams when they entered the finals. Our beloved team is facing the De lasalle Green archer othe rivals of our school in many terms. The battle inside the court is intense but I feel more intense the battle outside the court. "The battle between fans" we have no intention to be loss by their crowds and instruments that's why we also bring our own instrument and cheer as loud as we could. In the end our team loss, it's okay but I'm still frustrated.
After the game, we are all preparing to go home. Everyone in their own car and so I am. But when I'm at my car, I remember that I forgot my purse. I then went back to the bench I seated and I saw a man holding my purse, he look at me from a far and he realized instantly that the lost purse is mine. He gave it back to me and to show my gratitude I offer him to have a coffee at starbucks. He agreed without hesitation. (I forgot to tell you, my name is Christine and his name is Charles) I found out that he's cheering for our rival team De lasalle Green archer. We just both laugh and didn't make it a big deal. At the end we exchange number and email.
It's the 3rd game of the finals and the series is one to one draw. I went again to where the game is and charles phone me and says I have a reserved seat by him. I'm the only blue eagles in this side but no one on them is looking bad at me, even their fans has sportmanship. From that time every game where your teams faced we are seating to each other. After the series end our team won the series and crowned as champion. Charles then told me that he wanna court me. Charles is a good man that's why I let him court me.
After a month of courting I finally gave my Yes to you. We were great and click to each other. But when time passed we're both seeing the problem and flaws to each others. I love you but something's feels off. **Maybe what people says are true that we are too young for this thing. That relationship are not for us yet.**
So I decided, we decided. That this thing we have be scheduled after 5 years. It hurts it is, but let us see what will happen after that year. Right now, we are facing number of quarrels almost everyday we are fighting, it's not the same as we first me and when we're just exploring each other's personalities. Maybe it's just a bad timing. So I told you, let's end this and see what will happen. I was shocked when you agreed on it. But it is me who decided it so I don't have any reason to be hurt.
It's been 3 years since everything happen. Your face is still fresh in my mind, and your smile is still as sweet as a sugar plum. But I shouldn't contact you, it is for us. We promised each other not to contact and even try to stalk each other. I wanna meet you already, my feelings for you is still the same as we first met. I just wish you feel the same. I hope that you're still thinking of me too. I wish that after 2 years from now. We will see each other and that time we'll be sure to each other. DID YOU KNOW HOW BADLY
*I wish-*
*To see you again.*
*But in that time-*
*I mean there's no end.*
*But for now-*
*Let us both travel alone.*
*Because I know-*
*That no matter where we go*
*Each other is own destination*
"Let's meet after 5 years"
"If we are meant to be, we will be"
__________________________
**Author's message**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. It's been a long time since I made a story, I don't know why everything just come in my mind. Without any inspiration or anything this poem was made up. I hope you like the story I made. It is a fiction indeed.
Do you think christine's decision is right? How about you guys? Would you let the destiny to do the rest? Or it is you who'll make an action?
Let's follow TengoLoTodo!
4th November 11:00 pm hello hello there my fellow readers and writers how's your day went today? As for me I did no important thing I just have a normal life of mine today. But today 11:03 pm I'm still awake so here's your lazy writer who got too lazy to sleep and will gonna try freewriting as like our one and only TengoLoTodo!
I went to bed earlier at 9:00 pm and in just staring at nothingness and kept on imagining things that I wished and wish not to happen. And so it's been 2 hours since I can't sleep I get out in my room and went to our living room, I wanna take a sleep but I'm attacked by insomnia for almost when week today. As I'm here in living room I remember our one and only Teng and his piece about freewriting. I actually amazed by his worked for I think he's writing everything without sweating. Maybe it's a quirk for having english as a first language @TengoLoTodo is it? (I'm sorry because I'll keep on Bragging your name today this one is inspired by yours)
**LET'S DO FREEWRITE AS TENG!**
Teng used tic tok of the clock as his first picture and here's my entry a circular object that I mostly played. I actually done playing it for few minutes before deciding to write this article. It is my mother who bought it for us. I really thanked her so much because this is one of the only thing I'm playing to escape the internet world and also when I was bored. Is was exciting to play a little bit especially when I'm playing with my family we are betting who will have the highest score and dare the one who has the lowest, like washing the dishes lol, I love this part because I could escape house chores with this one. Don't be mistaken I'm not that good at this one. All are let to our God of Luck(do we have one?. No time for searching the clock is ticking)
In this dart game I also remember that a teacher of mine asked us if precise and accurate are the same thing, and this snail with his little vocabulary answered that those two are synonyms to each others. But to my surprised their not. In dart game for example, when you're throwing your dart. If your darts are closed to the target which is the "bulls eye" then that means you have high Accuracy. Accuracy is about the closeness of the measures to the specific value. While precise is about the closeness of the measurements to each other. That means even if you're keep on hitting the 1 point for 3 times your shot were precise. Well that's all I could say about this thing I hope I could add information to your knowledge.
Ahh yesss this spicy adobong mani or so called "mani" in filipino. Does this food has different name on your country? Mind sharing it? I'm having a fight between life and death today while I'm writing. This food is on my front today and it's making me tempted to eat even one, but I can't because I'll know that If I eat one I will not be satisfied until nothing will left but bowl. I can't fe defeated by this temptation, wanna know why? Right now this snail has a pimple in his nose that's why he's putting a cream on it. And I know that this food peanut wil give me more pimples. Also I'm awake today at 11:25 pm and sleeping late at night will result to more pimples. So being awake at this time and eating peanut is equal to a bunch of pimples, I might be a living pimples if that happen. I do love this peanut food so much that every time I passed a vendor of this one I can't help myself but buy one. What can I do? It's too cheap to buy. For only .10$ - .20$ you can satisfy yourself. And this is one reason why I have a lot of pimples before.
Time check 11:26 pm not bad to write an article not too fast and not too slow. Right now I'm feeling sleep, I just hope when I get back to my bed I wouldn't lose this feeling. Because I know I'll start overthinking and imagining things again. I don't plan on publishing it today. Maybe tomorrow 11 am I'm gonna publish it. Well I don't know if it's worth reading or nahh, everything I wrote are just a product of my thoughts. Well I just feel satisfied right now putting down everything that comes in my mind. There's no rule here stating that It's illegal or inappropriate to write things like this. Ahhhhh I wanna go back to my bed, should I sleep or play more darts? I wouldn't gonna touch my phone until tomorrow morning cyaaa I'm your lazysnail writer lazysnail
**Closing Thoughts**
Time check 10:55 am 5th day of November, i managed to sleep at 3:00 am I think because the last time I checked my phone it's 2:30 am and it tooks me 30 minutes after that one to go back to finally fall asleep. It's at night were we are at peace hearing nothing but a sounds of fan and other insects that will put as to overthinking. It is great to think at night because nothing will gonna distract us but this overthinking distract us from sleep. Time check 10:59 am I don't know what to do today lol, I have no plan I think I'll just gonna go with the flow for today.
THINK before you click/speak
**11|04|21 3rd entry for November**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail, how's your day today? Time check it's 8:08 in he morning, are you planning to stay in your house or go outside your and interact? Write now we have a lot of ways to interact with our friends, loveones, families and even total strangers, we can interact physically and even with the use of internet.
A lot of medium were used to communicate with others, there's this old way to do it and eve effective way, talking physically, there are people who's sending letter to other. But the mostly used medium to communicate right now is the use of social media and internet. There's this messenger, facebook, twitter, discord, telegram, instagram and many other things. It's the easiest way to communicate with other people especially right now where we are facing this pandemic that some people can't go out and lessen their outside life. With the use of internet it's so easy to communicate and convey a message and so it can easily also hurt someone's feeling even unintentionally.
Misunderstooding message is really common in communicating using social media platforms, because of its barrier, like limited ways to express our emotions and tone. Especially when communicating through text messages. That's why we need to THINK
**T= if it's true**
Social media has a bunches of information, in just one click on internet you can get a bunch file of about that corresponding topics. Even in platform like facebook and twitter the most widely used throughout the world, even though we're not searching for it internationally we can still manage to see and gather different types of information. However, beware, I know you already know, that not all information you can see in internet are true. Most of them are biased, or even false information. That's why before you share information to other people that make sure that it is true to prevent confusing other's and hurting someone's feeling.
**H= is it helpful**
In tiktok, and facebook I mostly see this especially in tiktok platform, many people are sharing thoughts and opinions to their viewers however as I saw many of them is not that helpful, sharing red flags and green flags about relationships and even sharing toxic advice to other people, this kind of information will just lead to nothing but negative effects when followed by their viewers. The trend they're doing for the sake of like and views wherein they're bothering people and just gave trouble to them. And so we must think, especially for people who's famous that we must share things that helps other people grows and not just for our own sake.
**I= is it inspiring**
In internet, people loves to share their day, how their life went or even their bodies was shown to the world. People loves to show their achievements and hardworks. And so as I observe people loves to share opinions and insight about the specific post intentionally or unintentionally people are discriminating other, by body shaming, And other ways on it. That's why before you click you must think, "is it inspiring?" What will gonna happen if I click this button?. Will itis it make him/her improve? Will it make them motivate? Or will it make them happy? If not and will just gonna ruin their day then don't do it.
**N= is it necessary**
People loves to share, that's one thing I know from my observation, even me the snail before keep on sharing other's post because I just love it for no reason, anything that I found on internet that makes me smile I sharing it on internet. But then you just think of yourself before sharing, "is it necessary?" I mean, sharing happiness is great sharing knowledge is better, but there are people who's just sharing thoughts that's actually not needed and just gonna ruin someone's image, one perfect example is what happening today the election is near it will happen on next year Month of may. And so many people are fighting for their candidate, sharing knowledge, bragging accomplishment and many other things. There's no wrong in that kind of thing a formal debate is great in which vote side will get ideas and can think greatly, however people are crossing the line and hitting below the belt, instead of them debating knowledge and ideas, their goal changing to ruin the image of the people they're debating too. Naming them a lot of things that will discriminate them. Is that necessary in debate? I think not. It's now so we should think first before saying that one.
**K=is it kind**
Last but not the list, in communicating being kind is the best way to have the best response to our listener. "Don't do unto others what you don't want others do unto you" said by philosopher confucius. Be kind to everyone, no matter what circumstances is. Think first if what you're typing if they might misunderstood it or what. Being kind is essential to allow others and yourself to understand information more accurately and quickly. It's the first message that will gonna dictate whether you'll gonna have a good or bad communication.
**Author's message**
Think before you click the phrase we kept on seeing and reading, but mostly forgotten by almost all people. It is good to deliver message it is good to communicate, there's no bad in staying opinion, but let's all be sensitive and be aware that not all people think the same as us. A CAPS LOCK TYPE MIGHT BE YOUR WAY TO SHOW YOU'RE EXCITED BUT TO THEM IT MIGHT MEANS YOUR ANGRY AND SHOUTING. a simple emoji also do the same. It is easy in this internet world to experience miscommunication that might leads to problem and quarrel so we all must be sensitive.
Halloween, the origin of mask
Third day of the month of November, and it's my second entry because I missed my first day because of some circumstances, I've already written an article about that one if you wanted to know the reason, you can freely read it in this given title : first day of Novem .I'm really planning to write different Article today, about my day yesterday when I become a photographer of my family because we all hang out after how many months of staying at home. But for some reason I decided to do another entry. https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/first-day-of-november-dbff14c3
Halloween is widely known through out the world for a thousand of years and I was shocked to know that there are people who didn't know about this one. That's why yeah I'll try to make some entry of it.
**Halloween definition**
Halloween is the spookiest day of the year it came from the root word "hallow" - or holy person refers to the saints celebrated on All Saints' Day, which is November 1.So basically, Halloween is just an old-fashioned way of saying "the night before All Saints' Day" — also called Hallowmas or All Hallows' Day.
Halloween is celebrated each of the year a night before the first day of November which is October 31. This tradition were celebrated in Celtic Festival of samhain( a powerful and special demon) people back then would lit a bonfire and wear costume because they all belief that with this technique they could wars of demons and ghost to possess their body.
People back then, believed that the ghost of the dead will gonna go walk to earth after October 31. Because they said that it is the weakest gate that divide the alive and the dead people. And that this is the time where Demon Samhain has the strongest power. Because of this the ghost and demon will walk through earth and that it will gonna take alive people to their place right after that day. That's why people think of a way to ward them of and this is by portraying as a dead people. They all wear costume so that the demon will not gonna possessed them. This also work the same as decorating houses and backyards. Ghost will gonna be attracted when they saw a human house and will wait for their prey but when they found out that it's also a ghost they will not gonna enter to it.
**Trick or treating**
As I remember, this trick or treating was made by an american when they borrowed the celebration of European Tradition.they wear scary costume and went house to house asking for food or money, this practice was used in every year and became a tradition. Around how many years have passed, a community in america makes a move where they made a big celebration for Halloween..all the neighborhood gets together wearing different costume and pranking each another. Parents were encourage by the community to dress as frightening as they could to win the Halloween costume awards. This also one reason why halloween parties became tradition in many part of the world.
`Now people are doing this halloween for fun and enjoyment`
This is everything I know about this halloween I hope it add knowledge to you.in addition if you want to broaden your knowledge about this corresponding topic you can visit my friend @TengoLoTodo and his Article "Did you know that halloween is actually Scottish?" https://read.cash/@TengoLoTodo/did-you-know-that-halloween-is-actually-scottish-2d746fce
***Closing Thought***
I didn't know that there are people and religion who doesn't celebrate this halloween, I have little knowledge about why they didn't, but still we needed to respect their beliefs so they would d the same to us.
Also I wanna gave thanks to @BreadChamp and @Eylz2021 sa dalawa kong ateeee salamat sa Pag renew ng sponsorhip niyo po! Salamat salamat!
First day of November
Snail told everyone that he'll gonna have a comeback and do better in the month of November and here I am missed the first article of it. What should I do? I did an important matter. The first day of November, let's talk about what happen yesterday Monday. Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers how's your Monday yesterday? Did It do great or something bad? Well as for me I have a very rare scene in my life. Let's have a short story.
**October 30, 2021**
Two days before the first day of November, the event coordinator for Halloween knock in my door, as my mother open it she mentioned my name and so my mother summoned me from an instance, we have a short talk and she's asked a favor to me, she told me that if I could talk in the event for opening remarks, at first I hesitated because I just don't like it. Though I used to talk in stage in our school but not in our small community. Because I really don't like it, I brag other's name to replace me but my mother told the event coordinator that I will gonna accept the offer.
**October 31,2021**
A day before the 1st day of November, I really don't know what to put in the opening remarks, I don't have any idea on it. And so I search in the internet about what should an opening remarks has. I even look at the youtube for tutorial on it. I then contact the event coordinator so that I could gain knowledge about the event that I could connect to my content. After almost 5 hours of searching and trying to make a speech I then finished my drafts for opening remarks. I know memorized everything I put (one reason I why I kinda missed reading all your article sorry)
**November 1, 2021**
The first day of November, I know what to say and everythings on my mind, the only problem is my accent, my tone is for radio broadcasting and not for public speaking like that one. I just changed a little bit of my tone by practicing on it.
**The time has come**
It was 4:00 pm I am preparing what I should wear and I'm thinking of what to wear, a formal attire will do but I found more interesting vest. My sister offered me to put some foundation to my face so I gladly accept it. The program will start at 5:30 pm and I am the opening remarks so I should be there early. After everything of preparing I'm ready to go it's just my mind who's not ready, I'm not used to speak in this small community. Before I go out, I contacted mahhh badiii and she immediately went to my home, she was surprised about how I dressed because I kept a secret to her that I will be a speaker for opening remarks. She compliment me to how I dressed when we go out the program still not started so we just take pictures of me and with her.
Opening remarks is more on welcoming everyone, giving thanks to everyone who contributes and give appreciation to them also I needed to put some quotes and real life experiences so that I could get their attention. I added what Robin sharma says "that being scared is part of being alive" I take this quote because it is connected to halloween, horror, scared, fear etc. Are connected to halloween. I then add some scenario about how this thing, this quote can be used. For example is that "you're scared of jumping in a sea even with a life vest on. You should jump on it no matter what because if you didn't you'll be scared for your whole life until you gave it a try. Being scared is part of being alive, it is part of our characteristics and behavior and nature being scared is okay, everyone has this fear inside their heads and mind it's just how you will gonna handle that fear of yours.
**Closing Thoughts**
Yesterday after my opening remarks we all just watched everything from it. My circle of friends also come to watch the event, we all enjoyed everythings and was entertained to their dances, intermissions and even their songs. One of my friends who sang in stage gave a flower to the girl his courting and even out her to stage, well one memorable experience of mine it is. Something to be cherish. I love how mahhh badiii is super supportive to me yesterday. Even after the event we talk through phone. That's what happen to me yesterday the 1st day of November.
How about you guys? Did you wear a costume yesterday November 1st?
Hello there, November halloween!
Snail do experience a lot of creepy story in his twenty years of living in this earth. There are nightmares that he twice published, ghost encounter, entity encounter, and even near life and death situation. Today is the last month of October and tomorrow will be November in which many people celebrate halloween, the all saint day in November q And November 2 the all souls day. That's why this snail will gonna make this as his entry for the November halloween.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers It's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail will gonna share some of creepy story that he once experience for his 20 years of living.
The begining
It was my 2nd grade as I remember, while waiting for the gate to open, every students are on the line to their respective sections. On the other hand, me and my 2 friends love to play alot to the point that we're running and leaving out the queue. We went to the condominium chasing each others and then when we are at the stairs we smell something bad. A scent of rotting meat, we then follow the trail of it's scent and we to our shocked we we found under the first floor stairs a dead fetus, its flesh is rotting and has fly and other insect in it. My friend monica who is a girl immediately vommit in floor and crying, I was shocked that time and didn't know what to do. My friend jeffrey told me to call their parents. We then call them and they're also shocked to what they saw. They immediately went to the Baranggay official to take and investigate it. But the moment they went to the scene there's no trace of the dead fetus even the smell of rotten flesh was gone. Some of our classmates calling us liar and that we're just making up some stories but we know what we saw and even their parents saw it too. That's the beginning of my spooky creepy experience.
**Voice mimicking**
I'm the type of person who loves to do prank to the people I'm comfortable with. This story also happen at my 2nd grade in elementary, I used to prank my families by calling their name and immediately hiding so that they would find me and to scare them also. One night at around 2 am I think (smart phone is not well known that time so I can't track the time but I know it's past 12:00 am) that time, I was sleeping peacefully with the open window so that fresh cold air will enter. I wake up and feel chill on my ears. When I open my eyes, I'm hearing sibilant sound trying to attract my attention to it. It's saying long "PSSSSTTTT" at first I thought it's just nothing until the second sibilant "PSSSTTTTTTT" it's getting louder and it came from the window, I never think of in looking to the window because it might be a jumpscare, I pretend to be asleep until it called my name with the creepiest tone it could be "J.....R...." That time I was really scared and sweating under my blanket, for 10 minutes it keeps on calling my name I don't know what to do I did pray so that it would end.
**Life and death**
This scene also happen in my 2nd grade a month after that sibilant sounds who's calling me. It was a normal month for me, my life as a 2nd grade near to its end . I'm comuting to home alone because my mother gave birth to my little brother. It is me who volunteered to commute by myself. One common afternoon, from a normal day, riding a normal jeepney and that's when everything changes. Until I was near at my house. I told the driver to stop the car, but I think he's not hearing a words from me. I was scared to death knowing I will gonna passed my home and I didn't know how to go back. I shout so loud for him to stop the vehicle yet he still can't hear me. I don't know what's the reason why he can't hear me. I'm really really scared that time. Until a voice from last week the one who's calling my name that time, that sibilant voice that scared me to death whisper to my ears that time. Her voice is like a demon in my head. She's constantly chanting this phrase " tumalon ka! Tumalon ka! Talon" in english (go jump over go jump over! Jump) she wants me to jump from a running vehicle I'm riding at. I was scared and doesn't know what to do. For how many seconds that voice is in my head upto the point that I listen to her and jump from the jeepney. When I'm in air falling I saw a women from the other side, she's carrying a child with her while looking at me falling. I lost consciousness and I wake up at the hospital with a skull fracture with me.
Closing Thoughts
This are just three spooky creepy experience of mine. I felt like the woman calling me at night and the woman whispering at me and the woman at the other side of the road are same entity and that her child she's carrying is her's, and that's the fetus that we found in the stair. It looks like they wanna take me with them. But they failed
Not my fault, isn't?
The previous Article is about snail published about what happen in the month of his October. In which he write things he failed to do, about how he became lazier in that month. Promises he failed to achieve, hobbies he stopped to do, and many more things. In which at the comment section his readers says he's not real lazy at all it's just that there are lot of things to be considered and that he still did a great job.
In today's Article was titled "Not my fault, isn't?" Well, snail just think of a lot of reason for why he was inactive and not doing the way he used to be for the past few days and this might also apply to the life of you our readers, so bare with me my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazy snail
*Not my fault it's them*
**Busy outside life**
October is snail's school summer break. That means he has a lot of free time to be with his life. When it's his school days, snail just dedicated almost whole of his whole time in school, studying the lesson, advance studying for the future lesson, doing assignment and submitting activities. Snail put almost 80% of his life in school because he loves studying that much. And so at summer break he wanna gave time for himself, going out with her older sister is what he mostly do. His sister loves to go out in the mall and so snail accompanying him. Snail put time with his neighbor friends. Snail has small circle of friends and he cherish them much that's why when he has free time he'll try to gave time for them. Snail gave time for himself, it's not just his friends and loveones who needs time but also himself, he needs time for himself. There are times that snail has a no phone day. Literally wouldn't gonna look at any social media or mobile games. Just quality himself with nature.
Missing motivation
Snail loves to plan, a night before tomorrow he will start thinking of what are the things he wanted and will gonna do, that's because he has things to look forward for. But at the first week of the month of October, snail's motivation slowly disappearing upto the point he can't see it. Right now snail is just going with the flow of life, doing the same routine as he used to do for this month. Having no things to look forward for makes a person lazy and not being productive at all.
**It's the RETROGRADE who's at fault**!
Did you know what retrograde is? https://www.farmersalmanac.com/mercury-retrograde#:~:text=As%20the%20name%20suggests%2C%20retrograde,is%20direct%20or%20prograde%20motion.
As the name suggests, retrograde is when a planet appears to go backward in its orbit, as viewed from Earth. Astronomers refer to this as “apparent retrograde motion,” because it is an optical illusion. The opposite of retrograde is direct or prograde motion.
Now let's talk about the effects of retrograde
From the site that snail have read and tiktok content snail have watched, retrograde affects the behavior of us human. Physically and mentally the human was affected by this so called retrograde. Expect to have more or less energy than you're used to, particularly of the nervous variety. will either sap you of your usual zest and leave you feeling lethargic, or fill you with chaotic, scattered energy that might have you feeling restless, unfocused and anxious.
According to astrologer Helen Frost, how you channel said energy during Mercury retrograde is pivotal.
All of this explosive energy will inevitably be held in the body, which can be incredibly creative, wonderful for dance, sport, and creative inspiration," Frost told Bustle.However,it can be an emotionally tough few weeks, and it's easy to misdirect this energy which could have unforeseeable and terrible consequences."On the other hand, that drowsy feeling may tempt you to miss your circuit workout and sleep all day.
***Closing Thoughts***
Mars retrograding the earth affect us human, by taking our energy it will make us sleepy, tired, restless, and any other things that there could be. Retrograde is one reason that I blame for my laziness but nahh, it's still me who can control myself. The discipline should have to continue what you are doing. Stop procastination it will never do something great at all.
Results for the end of the month
Have you ever noticed that this lazy writer of your becoming more lazier and lazier time by time? I mean look, he mostly skip an article a day when things happen, he wouldn't gonna published for that day and never even say sorry for those things, lazy snail just wanna stay on his room and do nothing at all.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail becoming more and more lazier and in todays day the 29th of October let's talk about the things that this snail failed to do.
`Lazysnail becoming lazier`
I think everything starts at the 1st week of October, the time when rusty was absence is the time this snail become lazy too. This snail is supposed to write 31 Article for todays Month who has 31 days but guess how many Article he has published? Today is the 29th of October and this is his 21st entry for this Month that means he has missed 8 Article in today's Month. Unlike the previous month we're he missed only 2 or 3 Article and he's really sad when those happen but now he feels nothing at all like it's all okay and it feels weird actually.
`Snail becoming introvert`
This snail doesn't talk a lot, did you notice it too? Before snail is reading 15-20 Article per day, he was so active that he even exceed and reaching 30 Article per day, he enjoy reading, enjoy interacting, enjoy talking with you guys in this platform. But this month has entered and he changed, he's just reading 5-10 Article per day. He even missed replying to every comment. What actually happen? Even the snail doesn't have enough answer for now int hat specific questions. He think that he even lose some of his friends I. This one because of going back to be an introvert.
`Snail nearly failed to reach his one and only goal for this month.`
As of now, the snail in noise.cash has a total of nine hundred and thirty-eight subscriber in which he gain four hundred of those in just this month, noise cash is the place where the grind much because this is the only goal he set for this month, but at the last week of October, he manage to accumulate an exact nine hundred of them yet today is 29th of October he only add thirty-eight of them. As any other people, he's only posting one to two Article per day because that's what he noticed to most of the people who's earning number of BCH yet maybe that's one reason why he also got lazier.
`Snail loss his track`
Have you ever asked yourself where are you? Even though you know you're at your house? You're still asking where are you and where are you planning to go? This snail questioning himself for almost a month and still can't find the answer that will satisfy him. He loses his track,and having no goal to seek, no go to look forward for. This snail lose his motivation too. Becoming bored, and tired even though you're doing nothing at all, you're procastinating because that's what your mind is saying and can't help anything to resolve this issue. That's why at the end you'll do nothing at all once again.
`Snail ruin his daily routine`
You'll knows if your snail's old reader that he always go out for a walk and jog every 5 am in the morning, waking up at 4 to prepare and going for a jog is his morning routine, yet guess what, this snail starting this month is always waking up at 7:00 -8:30 am in today's month. That means he missed almost 4 hours of his time being productive, someone says that "when you conquer the morning you already conquer the day. And that's what snail is doing however he's losing to his laziness almost every day. Snail doesn't just becoming lazy in this two platforms he's also becoming lazier in his outside the internet life. He either lay on his bed and do nothing or still do nothing at all.
*Is it my fault in feeling and becoming lazier? If not who's fault is this one?*
Closing random Thoughts...
It's just the snail who's experiencing feeling of becoming lazier and losing his motivation in today's month? It is only him who's not productive? Are you feeling productive today? Being lazy is not actually a sin but we must be lazy for only a day and not for almost everyday of our life. If you feel lonely, take things slowly it is not bad at all because becoming slow you'll see someone running the same phase as you are doing. Snail badly wanna achieve a thousand subscriber in today's Month but how should he battle the laziness when lazysnail is feeling lazy to battle it.
The importance of BRAT
Yesterday I published an article in which I told everyone that I ate a number of Pilipino Barbeque, different dish of them satisfied my craveness yesterday, I actually love every bit of them because it's my first time for how many months Eating barbecue. It's price so cheap that it only cost almost 4$ for all of it. I ate them all yesterday and now I'm facing the consequence of eating too much.
I'm in my bed today for almost whole day, my stomach is crumbling and my body feels so cold, I'm battling diarrhea. Yes I do, my selfishness and greediness to eat all of them all by myself leads to this problem of mine. When I woke up earlier and right after I prepare my breakfast my diarrhea started to attack. I haven't had my first bite of my breakfast I went straight to the comfort room. I'm going back and forth from my room to CR for how many times since earlier. Even right now I'm experiencing this one. I shouldn't eat that many yesterday.
So what's with BRAT?
Brat not a brat kid but a BRAT diet Physicians typically recommend whole-grain, high-fiber diets when your health is good. When you have diarrhea, though, high-fiber foods can be problematic. BRAT Diet are low in fiber and can help firm up your stool. Bananas are abundant in potassium.which helps your body replace the nutrients lost nutrients due to diarrhea.
`B for BANANA`
Banana are an effective way to cure a moderate dehydration since they are high in potassium, which is typically efficient in dehydrated people. An important element like potassium are also lost when your body lost too much water. That's why it is important to load up your body by banana. Bananas can also aid with muscle cramps if you're dehydrated.
The perfect banana to eat when you are dehydrated are bananas that is ripe and firm. Because if the banana are ripe and not hard it is not as sweet as the other one.
`R for RICE WATER`
During bouts of accute diarrhea rice water is used to replace electrolytes. Rice water was found to be more efficient than an electrolytes solution in lowering the quantity of bowel movements in neonates. Rice water doesn't require special ingredients to be made, and can be done simple at home.
Rice water is another fast effective way to cure diarrhea, to make this you only need to boil 1 cup of rice and 2 cups of water for about 10 minutes until the water become cloudy. You can strain the rice if you want or eat it as you prefer. Rice water not only provides some fluids direct to the body to prevent the dehydration to happen. It also can reduce the time duration of experiencing diarrhea. The rice water that's a binding effect in digestive system that makes the stool and firm and bulkier.
`A for APPLESAUCE`
Soluble fiber can assist absorb liquid in the intestines while also reducing constipation if you have diarrhea. Applesauce is a healthier option than an apple because the fruit's skin includes insoluble fiber, which can cause stomach distress.
Applesauce from the name itself was made from the sauce of apple. It is easy to do and mostly used in western country to battle diarrhea. To made this you only need to put the cutted apple in a pot with sugar and then let it soften upto 30 minutes and then mash it.
`T for toast`
No further explanation, Toast are good to absorb excess water in the body and ease the symptoms of diarrhea.
Bonus part
Sports drink such as Gatorade are one of the best way to battle diarrhea sickness or sometimes called stomach flu. Gatorade replace the water exerted in our body by continuous vomiting and stooling.
Closing Thoughts
I'm writing this article yesterday but my stomach crumble so much that I take a rest from writing an article and end up missing another day. Right now after eating applesauce, rice water, and banana my stomach is kinda at peace that I can finally continue this article.
If sour sickness last for 3 days then start going to the hospital to be checked by your doctor. Drink a plenty of water to avoid dehydration.
Very random Article,sharing my shot...
Time to eat, it's been how many months have passed since I last eat Pilipino barbeque. Time check it's 4:35 pm and my family is not around they all went out and I decided to stay at home because I don't wanna go out. I'm craving for something I didn't know that's why I went out in my house to look for anything I could find. I then found a vendor of barbecue near our street. It's actually my first time seeing them in our place, I then ask them if how long they have been in this place selling barbecue. They said they're here for almost a month I was shocked and smile that just show that this snail of yours is not going out of his shell(house) for almost a month. And now I'm gonna eat all of this by myself.
Skies is what I love the most. If someone makes me choose watching in television all day or being in a grassy land staring at the sky. I prefer to look at the sky all day long. It has beauty on this own that attracts me the most I don't know why but by just start at it out me at peace. The skies that's blue and the clouds playing in my imagination (you can call me a child and I wouldn't gonna react to it). When I look at the sky I always think if how far the human could travel, how many planets we can get to. Or how many races we can discover before our ends come.
`Life is like a dice game`, a gamble that we needed to play for the greatest prize to be achieved. However, just like dice our life will be role in the floor. You never know what rolling of your chance to leads to which what number is showing up in the face of the dice. Therefore, it is essential to have a mental lightness and sometimes not-serious attitude towards the roller coaster ride of the life. Otherwise you'll be disappointed to which it will gonna lead you. Because you are starting to blame the situation of your life from your unfulfilled expectations.
`What is it you truly desire?`
Whats your dream car? Don't be mistaken the image on the post is not my dream car it's just the only toy car left on me since my childhood. Someday I'll buy one of my dream car. Someday I will travel to different places worth the car I've acquired. But to do that we first need to grind in life. As early as we could we must grind until the last drop of our sweat. With this we can get what we want. And the will be the fruit of our labour.
What I desire the most is to become a millionaire that I wouldn't need to care for tomorrow's problem because I have money to solve it. I wanna live in life of peace that no people will irritate my inner peace. I wanna feel love(though I'm already feeling it) I wanna become successful in life. That's what I desire for now. How about you? What is it you truly desire?
`right after the rain`
Rating this shot 10 over 10 though it's perfect score is self proclaimed I still believe it is a great shot. I missed going out for a jog because it's been a month since I stopped I lost my routine that I'm following for how many months. Even this one in the picture my jogging partner he's not going out for a walk/jog because he became too busy focusing in his study that he needed to stay awake till 1-2 am just to finish his requirements. This shot was taken right after the rain has stopped before. We were awake that time 5 am because we're planning to go out but the rain starts pouring I almost go back to sleep yet the rain stopped so we both get out so sniffed the fresh air. Right after the rain.
`Two sisters of mine`
It was taken just this month when I accompanied my two sisters to visit our cousin's grave. I made an article for this one before you can read it if you're curious about it. My older sister is 2 years older than me yet she think way too mature than I do. She's an independent women that I admire the most. She's the one who's giving me some advice if I needed it for life. But you'll started to fear her when you try to start a fight with her because she'll never let you win. The other girl is my younger sister, she's hardworking and always cleaning our home. We don't wanted to see dirt in our house. She's responsible little girl that she'll do a favor when you approached her very nicely. But still she's also an evil one, sometimes she's rude and I hate that kind of attitude.
**Closing Thoughts**
Sorry for this nonsense Article. I just feel of sharing things with you guys. I stopped writing an article earlier at 5:00pm because I have some important things to do. Hoping you learn something from this random thoughts and pictures of mine and even it's a 1 in a million chance I hope you enjoy reading my thoughts.
Special mention to @gertu13 it's been a long month since I haven't had my new sponsor and here you are my first ever since a while. Thank you thank you you don't know how happy I am knowing that someone was interested again in my Article. And giving a time to sponsor me. Thank you very much Gertu I'll try to make more Article sorry for this random thoughts of mine.
The Dark side of Japan
If given a choice to move to any country you want, many people will choose to be in Japan. Japan is a dreamland of technology, for the said have the most advanced country all over the world the bullet train for example. They have this robot battle, and advance ai that can think of themselves. Many people want to live in Japan because of its tradition and culture, from the manga they have read and anime they watched it was shown how great japan is.
Am so sorry for being absence yesterday I was watching anime whole day long that it took one day of my life. Even me the lazysnail wanna live in Japan, for what reason? Anime! I love it very much that I'm spending my whole month for it. That's how addicted I am. Also for the technology. I'm studying electrical for how many years so Japan got my eyes to work with, and now I'm studying industrial engineering I badly wanna travel and work in Japan.
Despite Japan's nature's beauty, and it's advance technology that people was attracted to. To the point they wanna live in there. Japan like every Country has the dark side. Let's not talk about the past dark side but the present dilemma many people are facing in japan. Here are some of it that I observe while reading and watching about Japanese culture.
Don't get me wrong: this article was not made to discourage anyone or to ruin Japan's image but I just want to make people aware of because many people thought of it as a dreamland paradise.
Suicide/suicide attempts rate.
"Work over life" is one phrase that the Japanese believe in. The don't care a lot about their mental issue but just focus on the job they're having. This leads to stress and depression. Japanese people they said doesn't good in terms of communication and saying what inside their heart like problems of their life. Problem will be pile up stress will be stock in their heads that the only solution they can think of is to end their lives. The "work over life" mindset of Japanese are toxic for me because no matter what it is life is the most important. last 2019 their study shows that there are more people who died from killing themselves than in covid19
Harassment
Have you heard of the story of Angel of shibuya?. *He is the Australian streamer robcdee has become somewhat of an angel of Shibuya. The IRL streamer often walks around the streets around the Tokyo district, finding himself helping drunk or distressed people get home after a night out*. In his stream he's saving a lot of people especially girls who was being physically and sexually harassed by other people especially Japanese citizens. In the main city or put lic transportation like train many people were harassed. In japan bullying is common as they say. It was far more than you can imagine that this is one of the reason why students commiting suicide by jumping in the school's rooftop.
Lifestyle
The reason why Japanese believe in phrase of "Work over life" is because of their lifestyle. Living in Japan is expensive that almost half of your income will going to your Government Taxes. Japan is **consistently ranked as having one of the highest average costs of living in the world**. Daily expenses can easily add up to 280,000–300,000 JPY (2,500–2,700 USD) per month. The bills and Taxes is what problemazing them. Especially those who live in main city like Tokyo the expenses is too much. That they needed to double or triple their Job just to have a decent life. But that Job is taking their whole life.
Racism
This is the last for now, because we know that racism is running all over the world not just the country of Japan. But still racism is happening in Japan. If I'm not mistaken I think I have read something around 2017-2018 that 33% or 1 in to 3 foreigner who travel in Japan experience Racism. But we all know that people are improving and trying to remove this issues.
*Japan is a great country but not a dreamland*
Author's message
This article was not intended to discourage everyone or to ruin Japan's image everything are based on my observation because I love Japan too however it's sad that I saw this dark side. I know that everyone can travel to any country they want. It's just that you need to think first and research especially their cultures what are must and mustn't do and things to consider. Every country has a dark side they're trying to hide to everyone. Every place are great but it has cons and pros.
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Random questions...
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. I'm becoming lazier than before and this is something I'm not proud of. You know the feeling when you're not following your daily routine, the morning routine is what is important and when this messed up everything will follow to mess up. I always failed to wake up at 4:00 am for morning jog. Maybe the reason is the weather that the temperature is too cold that I wanna be in my bed all day long. A short introduction it is yeah I did it.
Yesterday is a so so day for me, nothing new, nothing interesting has happened it's just me and my normal boring life. Living like a snail is not bad at all. But just yesterday night my badii found some questions from 1-53 and she asked me through phone depends on the number I chosed to answered. I get bored because the questions are too easy and boring to answer. An example is that "what your favorite candy?" Ow wait? What's my favorite candy? It's snowbear because it has the coolest menthol effect of all the candy in there that I could by in a sari-sari store. Well then, because I get bored I then search at the google some random questions stuff in which I saw squishy duckling. This squishy duckling is generating random questions that yeah we are answering. I send the link to direct her and we are exchanging questions and answer.
Here's some of it.
What's the story behind your scars?
I once have this scar for almost a decade but just vanished about 3 years ago. A big scar on my arm from my little brothers birthday. As I remember it's his 2nd birthday and I'm 6 years old that tike, my family are preparing a lot of dish. I then went to them and make myself busy with a lot of things. I then sit in the chair talking with my sister. It's been 5 minutes of talking with her and then she shouted out and started calling my mom's name. I then look at where she is looking out and find out that my arm is touching the hot pot for too long. I was delivered to hospital that time, I didn't feel any pain but I saw my hand burning and bleeding. I have this scars with me for more than a decade.
What's something you wish you'd figure out sooner?
Two things, first is this read.cash I once imagine that what if I started writing an article when this platform is just starting to bloom. Am I gonna be the same as the veterans here? Or I will be like other writers who stops writing. Who know I just wish to know it more. Because there's a lot of people I became friends with. Next is the Cryptocurrency, I badly wish I knew it sooner when it's value is at it's lowest. If only I knew it will gonna pump up like how many hundred of percentage I would definitely gonna Invest a lot of money in here I would be a millionaire right now if only.
If you could live in a book, TV show, or movie, what would it be?
A lot of movies enter my mind where the main characters goes on God mode and rampaging almost everyone. But what I want to live in is the story if Billie "The fool grim reaper (you can tap the link if you wanna read it. It's one of my pieces a short story that I made. I even the author was touched by his story. His selflessness and sacrifices is what I want to be. I wanna be like Billie. If ever I could live on his role I will gonna save as more as he does. https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/the-fool-grim-reaper-a-one-shot-story-5f564e91
What does your family always tell about you?
Not bragging but, every time that there's a party or celebration in which our neighbors or relatives will come to celebrate especially to drink liquor. The time when our parents got drunk this story is what they never missed on telling. About how great we are, our grades and achievements, the keep on telling it on how proud they are for us. Because they raise us very well manner.
Who inspires you to be better?
I answered this yesterday in noise.cash (you can visit me in noise) this is my answer As for me, everyone I see that is better than me, even though they're not doing anything to inspire me I become inspired and motivated to grind more in life. When I'm seeing someone way better than me, some people become demotivated band jealous but for me. I'm seeing a new goal, like I wanna achieve greatness like they did. I will gonna know the path they take and will gonna try to surpass them by walking the same path but in better ways. https://noise.cash/u/lazysnail
It depends on our perspective if we will be jealous and feel down or motivated and inspire to better version of ourselves
When people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with?
Two most reason why people come at me for help. It's either math or love advice, at school every time that the math subject ended number of my classmates will come to me and ask me to teach them because they're having a hard time catching up in the lesson. Even right now pandemic some old classmates of mine and even my relatives messaging me for that purposes. I'm the love master there said. Lol, a number of girls talk to me and ranting and crying for their boyfriend because their having a quarrel or worst. They then ask for my advice if what they should have done. And me will gave what I think is the best and it's up to them if they'll follow my advice.
Closing Thoughts
A boring Article it is lol, but I enjoy answering all of them, it Gaves me different feelings u like the other random questions that I answered before. If you're interested you are free to answer this kind of random question too. From the given link below
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Visiting my cousin's grave, A journey to Cavite!
Introducing an article is really not my thing. It's one of my weaknesses Thinking of an idea on how to start is really a big challenge. How do you start your article? Does a quote will do?or is a greetings a better ways to do it?. Can you gave me some tips how to do it? I badly needed that one.
I have a lot of topics in my head a lot of content to do, but most of them were just stuck in my head. Some number of reasons why. But now here I am, your lazy writer lazysnail writing a topic about me visiting my cousin's grave yesterday 21st of October 2021.
Yes we did, if you didn't know. My closest cousin just died this year at 15th of August. She's my closest cousin and one with my circle of friends. It was in the 1st of August when she was diagnosed to thrombocytopenia it is when someone platelets decreased so much that it can't hold the red blood cell that much. Some people called it a cancer in blood. We did everything we can, bringing a number of blood donors and prayers but it's not enough at 15th of August she passed away. It was heartbreaking, that even me the snail cry so hard. Every night of his funeral wake, a whole week we are awake, we didn't let her be alone that night all of our friends are present until her last day for her funeral. She was transferred to cavite from Taguig City at 5th day so that her family on the other side can mourn for her death. At her 7th day we all went to Cavite to attend her funeral.
We missed her so much that on her funeral we promised that we will go back to cavite for her 30 days yet we failed to go because of some important thing. So we told he that we will visit her at 2nd of November the all souls day. It's my sister and I who promised it that whatever will happen we will go no matter what.We were all set , the government gave a memorandum that all the cemetery will be close at the day start from October 28 upto November 4. We are all sad of the news because before the memorandum was made we are all happy that the the new ordinance they gave makes the quarantine loosen up. But we can't break our promise for the 2nd time. That's why my sister request a leave and her boss gave it.
**Let's start the journey to cavite**
`21st of October (yesterday) we started our travel from Taguig City to Cavite it will be a long journey.`
My sister is working from home as a supervisor in a customer service and I need first to wait for her shift to finish. After she finished she told me to gave her some time to rest because she is night shift and it's really exhausting shift. I let her take a nap at 8 am little did I know she will gonna wake up at 12:00 pm. I didn't bother to wake her up because I know how tired she is. I just prepare myself, I took a bath and prepare all the things we will need for travel. When she wake up at 12:00 she's rushingly went to the bathroom to take a bath also. She then ate her lunch. Our younger sister asking us to make her come with us so we did. Bec6 the quarantine is not that strict right now. We go out at 1:00 pm from our place we commute and rode a jeepney a t minutes travel time to our first stop where we need to ride another jeep for another route. At St. Niño street we rode another jeepney a 30 minutes ride to heritage at Pasay City. We travel to another city.
From heritage we walk a 15 minutes distance from where we are going to ride our 3rd jeepney. We look for a jeepney with a signage of "Zapote Kaliwa" thats the longest travel we did we stayed in the jeepney for over 1 hour and 30 minutes if my calculations were right. That's really a long journey, for me not to bored I play my rubik's cube. Because I'm not used to hold phone inside the jeep. While in the jeep as I look up the sky it became so dark that I know it has a heavy rain with it and I'm totally right, rain pour heavily. I didn't know where we will going to stop because it's our first time travelling without guidance of elders. The moment I ask the woman Infront of me if where is "Ligas Cavite City" she told me that we are already in our stop. We then ask for the driver to stop the jeep.
As I I said it's raining heavily but no need to be worry I'm a self proclaimed boys scout I bring 2 umbrella with me that time. I gave the other umbrella to my sisters which they shared and one for me. We went first to the jollibee because that's what our dead cousin's favourite. We also wait for the rain to stop. Before continuing our journey. After the rain stop we then ride another jeepney from ligas City to Baranggay ligas because we needed first to went to our auntie to get the key for her tomb. After taking the key we straight ahead to our cousin's tomb.
It's around 3:20 pm when we arrive At my cousin's tomb, we just seat there and eat first. I called my friends in messenger because they wanna see my cousin our friends. Some of them cried and even my sister do cry. I just sit there talking about good ol days when she's alive. Reminiscing memories with her. She's an angel with pure heart. No sugarcoating, she really has a pure heart, the purest that I know. "**They say it is the purest who first die because the God doesn't want them to be tainted by the evilness of this world"** we do nothing at all just sitting there and talking with my older sister. We lit a candle for her do a little picture for remembrance. It will be a long time for us to visit her again.
At 4:30 pm we then decided to go home, we go to the same route from Cavite to Pasay City but when we stop at pasay we then ride a Taxi straight to our home because it becoming darker. We arrive bat our home at around 6:30 pm. Another 2 hours of journey.
**Closing Thoughts**
It's actually a mixed emotion for me when we went to our cousin's tomb happy because we finally see her again but sad because we're seeing her in that way. However, we all need to stay strong, people do die and that's inevitable. Accept the faith of life, people come people leave. That's why we must Cherish every memories with them.
It's actually funny to think of that no one between my sister and I know how to travel or even try travelling alone from our place to Cavite Ligas City. We're both scared of getting loss but we stay strong and ask everyone like a patrol man or traffic enforcer for the right route to our destination.
The story behind my name, lazySNAIL!
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Guess who's the laziest in this platform?
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Yeahh yeahh, from my name itself I'm the lazy one and because I'm too lazy to think of a entry for this prompt I'm gonna rewrite my 3rd post in this platform I'm which I introduced to everyone why and how this man your reading an article come up with this name.
`But beware`
This article is full of nonsense so this only aim to waste your time the more you scroll down.
Lazysnail is a man, yes I am. But I preferred to be called snail whenever I play games or in this platform. I'm not gay or bi just a pure straight man. Don't be mistaken I hold no grudge on them. I hold grudge to everyone (kidding). The name Lazysnail sounds too girly and so many people inside the game and in this platform mistakenly thought of me as a girl and burst in laugh and confusion when they found out my real Identity. LAZYSNAIL IS A MAN!. I used username lazysnail in some offline and online games. As I remember, the first time I used this name is when I started playing **Toram Online.** Toram Online from the name itself is a free to play online games. It is an MMORPG where you dress yourself as an anime whoever who like and in there you will interact with different people from different country. This games has a good storyline, endless tasks, A lot of beautiful scenery and great battle. well I'm talking a lot about the game itself I'm going back to the main topic. It's funny thinking there's still a lot of gamer who fall in a trap of a gamer like me. They even ask me to have a date in real life.
The revelation: How I came of on this name
Let's start a short story, as I remember I'm at the part that time. It's around 5:00 at dawn. I'm at a park that time under the tree in sitting in the bench. The weather that time is cloudy and in thinking that it will rain in no time. A nice time to sip a coffee and so I did. While sipping my coffee, I'm scrolling in fb.com to burn time and so that's where I saw an ads of Toram Online. To my excitement I immediately went to playstore and download the app instantly. The loading time and downloading resources almost took my life for how long it is. The game already ready to play, but before playing I need to customize my avatar. Male avatar sure is cool but many male gamer love to use a female avatar and so I did. I chosed girl avatar and the judgement has come, I don't know what IGN to use that time. I dressed up as a girl and so I my name should be girly too. myself.........then I got tired of thinking for unique name. "hellbreaker", "kirito", "monsterwall", "lightning blitz" but wait... I'm using a girl avatar so my name should be cute or something unique or should I go back to my old nickname danDEAN??. nahhh... Not danDEAN again. As hard as I think of I ended up not thinking at all. I then think of " is there actually a unique name when all nicknames are unique?. What actually is a unique name?" As I thinking of I realized I'm just lazy thinking for my name. that's the moment when my attention was taken by a snail that trying to pass me. I was staring on it for a while, he's crawling or walking I don't know what he's doing or where he's going, is he even moving?. I then smile and decided to use snail as my name. But snail alone is so plain and boring I should add more, the more I think the more I'm thinking of danDEAN. I cat think properly that time. And then I said "ahhh katamadd mag-isip" "too lazy to think of" in english. And then I realized I kept on saying the word "Lazy" for how many times that day. Snail+lazy = lazySNAIL.
From then, I worshipped snail just kidding. But what I actually did is appreciate snail and reflect on it. I might actually consider myself a snail. and if I can become any animals I want to be. I'LL CHOSE TO BECOME A SNAIL.
Snail doesn't just mean lazy but it has two symbolization for me
**Snail symbolize peace**
Have you ever seen a snail that violently attack someone? Because I didn't (dm me if you did). Snail symbolize peace that I'm every move they do they can hurt no one. A tiny little creature that just peacefully crawling just minding his business looking for food or place to lay their eggs. Snail is calm and so I am.
**Snail symbolize patience**
Slowly and steady the word for me, I believe in it since my childhood. We don't need to rush thing, just trust the process and we will reach our destination. As confucius says "it doesn't matter how slowly you go as long as you keep on moving." Being slow is not bad at all, with this there's still pros that you can see your environment very well, and so you can see someone who has the same phase as with you.
Author's message
Indeed it is a nonsense one, I hope you learn something about my identity that lazysnail. Am I lazy? They said not, but I know I am. I did waste your time thank you
How I wish to have a happy ending!
I don't know what happen, christine just did everything. I don't know if she have done, will gonna help me or it will gonna ruin the timing. I'm crying in here, please reply asap. My body is exhausted yet my minds still waiting for your reply. Unconsciously I fall asleep. When I wake up I immediately open my inbox yet no reply for you but just a seen. He have no feelings for me, he's not interested on me, maybe it's a karma for what I have done to a lot of boys back then. I then went straight home with a disappointment in my shoulder.
This is a continuation of the story of carl and lyn
It's been 3 hours since I'm waiting for your reply. I'm losing hope right now, but I still will wait for your reply. I first then take a shower because I feel I'm haggard. While in shower my mind is still with him, and then a notification sounds from my phone, I immediately get out in my room and look for who it is came from and it's from you! Your reply is "that sounds good, let's go out" I don't know why, but I loss strength from happiness and fall in floor I was smiling for how many minutes that time hugging my phone I don't know how happy I am that was full of excitement. I then replied let's meet on Sunday. We then exchange information where to meet up .
That's the start of our love story, is it? Or the start is at the wedding celebration? Who cares right if which is which? The important is that we're starting to have closer relationship. I always looking forward for our date,I was very excited and don't know what to dress. Every day and night every piece of seconds we're exchanging text with each others, at night we call until dawn. Exchanging taugth and laughs is like new to me. I'm getting to know you time by time until the time you told me you love me. That time my my sorrounding has stopped, it's more like a slow-motion scene where I can't here anything but only your voice. You told me you wanna court me. I gave you a chance without hesitation because I know I have the same feeling as you. But I First make sure how determine you are. Until you went to my parent's house, you don't know how happy I am when I saw you asking for their blessing. I'm also nervous yet full of happiness on me. You talk to our friends and in a short time I said my Yes to you. I believe that it is the relationship that we need to make longer and not the courting stage.
You didn't change and so I am. First I'm scared that when I said my Yes on you you might change and show your true color but you didn't. You're the same as the carl I first met. You're so practical that you make me moved to your place. You're not wrong actually, renting in two room is cost a much. They said we're too you to be in one room but I don't care. You love me and so I do, but I'm scared and don't know what to do. What must I do when I lived with the man in one roof? Time passes I get used to it. I become more responsible and know what I must do in the house. We both distribute our task and the funny part is that we pretend to be a real husband and wife. It's a preparation practice for me. We fight sometimes but easily be fixed. We don't want a night to pass when our problems are not fixed. However, you need to go to the Canada because your parents is on that country. They're calling you to prepare you for your family business.
I'm scared actually, I don't want you leave me here in the Philippines alone. I can't come to you because I don't even want to leave my parents. I'm scared that I might can't handle being separated from you, I'm scared that you might find someone better than me. I'm scared that you might lose you feelings to me. I don't want you to go away. I don't want you to leave me. But you must. And so I let you go, your promise to me is what I only hold, that you'll gonna be back here after how many years. You told me we must stay strong that when you go bach her we will gonna marry each other. Promise me you will. I will waiting here. I must stay strong.
I will wait here until you come, I saw you fly to canada. I cry for real I'm gonna miss you. But you'll gonna comeback and I need to be strong. It's been two months since your gone, I kinda get used to our new routine. Our time zone is very different so I must adjust for you but it's okay. I think I'm doing many months have passed until a years passed in a blink of an eye. I only need to wait a whole year for you. But things go unexpectedly, I am diagnosed to thrombocytopenia a deadly disease. I don't think I could see you grow old carl. I'm scared I missed you, please go back home.
**Closing Thoughts....**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. The ends is near for carl and lyn what will gonna happen next? What do you think guys? Don't asked me because I already know the ending of it.
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I shifted courses, did I do the right choice?
Have you ever asked when you were a child? What do you wish to be in the future? What dream do you want to be? What kind of profession you are aiming for? Do you wanna be a doctor who cure any disease? A policeman who serve and protect the country? A teacher that will give knowledge to the future generations? A lawyer that will fight for the rights of people? Because for me, I wanted to be an engineer when I was a child.
Why do I want to be one? I don't even remember the reason of it why I wanted to be one when I was a child. Maybe it sounds cool? It is what my parents wants me to be? That it is where people look up it you? A profession for smart people? Or is it just my dream to be? Yeahh that dream of mine almost vanish on my head. That I can't even see a glimpse of it.
Because when time passes I almost lost my dream because of wrong choices in life (is it actually a wrong choice? No idea). I don't know why, but my track put me to electrical field. For almost 5 years of my student life I'm studying everything about electricity. It's not that I hate electrical field. Actually I even win a competition at electric competition.I just don't know why I'm here and doing it. but then, I saw an opportunity an engineering course is in front of me. I wouldn't gonna waste this chance like I did before. I grab it.
It's almost been a week since this things bugging in my mind, if you all gonna noticed I become too inactive because I'm not in myself for time being. My brain is always exhausted for a number of things especially this one. I been thinking for whole week if I should shift courses. My course actually is BSIT-ELEC bachelor in Science industrial Technology major in electricity. For some reason this is what I put in my enrollment for when I'm an incoming first year student.
I do accepted my fate and thoughts that it is my calling. But then at the middle of the year I become bored and lost. I realized I'm studying the subject that I didn't want to be. I can't picture myself in the future working in this field. Not that I don't like it, actually I'm the best in all my class in terms of this field I'm not bragging a chair just stating facts. But when you look ahead 5-10 years in the future and you can't see yourself that means there's a problem and you must look at it very well. I deeply think what is the main problem, is it just to bored to be in this course? Do I look it too easy that why I wanted to try new things? What else? I can't find the reason.
But then a week ago, I heard that my college school is accepting to shift courses. When I heard that one, I first deeply think if I would gonna shift courses. Let's go to the "No, No!" Side first, I don't wanna change course because as I said 5 years of my life was spent studying this field and it would be a waste if I'm gonna shift courses, second is that engineering courses is as hard as they said that many students cry on this one. Third is that I am scared, yupp I am, scared to be left behind by my batch mate, my classmates they will be going 1 year ahead of me I'm gonna see then graduate first before I do. But a side of me wanted to shift courses, first reason is that this is my dream since childhood, I study as hard as I could to put engineer before my name. It is my parents wants me to become at my elementary days also and even people around me Thought that I will be an engineer in the future. And so it makes pressure in my shoulder that I need to be one. I study hard because of it, I even mostly focus on math because they said this is where engineers good at. Third is that, engineer day said have high salary yeah everything's about money.
After a days have passed, what do I want to be? What do I think I will be more happy when I chosed.? Stay in safe or take a risk? I did take a risk. I know that even though it would put another year for me, that it will be a harder course that previous one. I know that I will be happy with this one. I will blame no one but myself alone because it is me who chosed it. I wanna be an engineer, yupp I shifted courses, did I do the right choice? I do
**Closing Thoughts**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail, I'm sorry for being inactive for this week again. Or for the whole month. Especially this week. And yesterday, I have a lot of things to do, and to be considered and I'm choosing priority over priorities which is which as they said.
If you have 2 option to choose, take a risk or stay for safer side. I suggest to take the risk especially when it's an opportunity. If you're scared that you will gonna regret it still choose it. Because no matter what you chosed a in all at the end, there's always a regretting moment and that what if part of your life.
I'm in deeply sorry for not making an article today. I went to my school to process my shifting form. I shifted to Bachelor in Science industrial engineering.
And it took me a long process to do it.
I'm so sorry for being inactive and not visiting your article. I'll try to read as many as possible tomorrow as compensation
He knows, what should I do?
Things happen so fast, I didn't even remember and I didn't know why I did those kind of thing. We drink so much until I didn't what's happening the moment I gain consciousness, I'm at a room naked next to a man I didn't know the name. I panic and didn't know what to do. He's still sleeping, he's still sleeping, I took my clothes and wore it. I then get out of the room and pretend nothing happen. It's humiliating for a girl to d those thing with the man he didn't know the name. I hope he doesn't remember my face.
I left him out hoping that he doesn't remember what happen this night. It's not that I'm not in love with him, but it's humiliating to do especially when my friends know about it. I pretend nothing happen and there I saw christine in the beach, she's having a coffee and holding his head (she sure has a hang over) when she saw me she immediately run towards me with a worry in her face.
Christine : what happen to you? Are you **okay? Where did you go?**
**Me: chill, nothing bad happen to me, I just went to the beach concert last night**
**Christine: you scared me to death. You know that your parents gonna kill me if something happen on you?**
**Me: I'm so sorry, lol chill out. Don't mind it.**
**(Charles enter the conversation)**
**Charles: heyy heyy! Is there a chance you saw carl?**
**Me: who's carl?**
**Christine: wait, carl is also not here last night?**
**Charles:yeah, I'm looking for him for whole night, he's kinda introvert so I'm looking for him**
So he's carl, what a nice name hehe. But, what if... Noo, he mustn't let's just wish he don't. After an hour carl then went to us, we were eating that time when charles drag my hand,
**Charles: carl this is Jofralyn "lyn" for short and lyn this is Carl. Now get out of here and talk to each other**
I was like, what the hell was happen?. But then, when I look at him he's staring at me like he saw a ghost. He remember everything...what? What now ? What should I do? I can't pretend that nothing happen. As Charles said. We seated near to the corner side. I don't know what to do, he's not even talking. He's a shy type man? Why that's cute! I love it. I then told myself that I should take responsibility for what I have done and continue what I started. He's not gonna start the conversation so I should. But the atmosphere is too tense. What should I do? I must start it in a funny way.
**Me: are we just gonna sit here and pretend nothing happened?**
**Carl: what? Wait, noo, I mean, I'm sorry about what happen last night gonna take responsibility on it.**
**(Did he just? Stutter? Lol 😆 I'm falling inlove with him, I like his type)**
**Me: hahahahaah you're funny. I just said few words to teased you but you messed up.**
(He's very shy that he can't look at my face, after what happen? You can't look at me? Lol. )
**Me: you're cute. Let's be friends, Kayyy?**
He just nod at me then smile. I offered my hand for him. And we then hand shake. We just talk for the whole time. It's my first time being open to the boy for my life. I feel like all what I will gonna said even my secrets are safe with him. We talk to each others exchanging ideas, and even Identity. When he get silent in teasing him about what happen last night. He told me not to talk too loud about it because people will judge us. When I'm roaming my eyes I'm seeing charles and christine on the other side looking at us with a huge smile on their face. I bet they're shipping me and carl (louder!!! Make carl hear you voice!!). The vacation party ended so fast. We then gave farewell to each other with a last cheers! For us all.
While I'm riding at the van, I can't rid off carl in my head. Especially what happened that night. Am I really that girl? Aaahhhhhhhh get off get off get off my head. But I miss him so fast. I can't sit properly in my sit I kept on moving and changing position until christine talk to me.
Christine: you'll gonna stop moving when you started texting him
**Me: huhh? Ehhh? Whoo? What? What??**
**(Christine burst in laugh)**
**Christine: no need to drop his name! We have the same braincells. It's carl!!!!**
**Me: ehhhh? What should I say? I don't know what to sayyyyyy**
**Christine: give me your phone!(he grab it before finishing her words) let me see it. Daheck? You took a picture of him when they arrive here?**
**Me: ahhhhhh give me my phone, give it back that's just an accident**
**Christine: accident or not, you still did and it's not even deleted. Let the master handle your problem Kayyy?**
**Me: okayyy, but don't make it bold that I like her please 🥺**
**Christine: trust me, it will work. (She then send all the pictures that I took ) and Said I'm looking forward to meet you, let's go out"**
**Me: I told you not to make it bold(╥﹏╥)**
**Christine: you're questioning the master? Chill out**.
**Christine: I told you to calm down, he will not gonna reply to you right now. Wait till he get home. Maybe he's sleeping.**
I don't know what happen, christine just did everything. I don't know if she have done, will gonna help me or it will gonna ruin the timing. I'm crying in here, please reply asap. My body is exhausted yet my minds still waiting for your reply. Unconsciously I fall asleep. When I wake up I immediately open my inbox yet no reply for you but just a seen. He have no feelings for me, he's not interested on me, maybe it's a karma for what I have done to a lot of boys back then. I then went straight home with a disappointment in my shoulder.
**Closing Thoughts...**
Helloo hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me Once again your lazy writer lazysnail.ahhhh I'm actually planning not to finish this episode 3 because you know? Today is 17 and that means it's my 3 month here in read cash. Yesss it is a 3rd Monthsary with him. I'm so happy. and that not only what to celebrate in 17th of a month. You know what you know what? Wanna know what? 17 is mahh badii and I monthsary day hahahahaha. I spend half of my day with her. Aackkkk. 17 is my favourite number.
To understand is very well you could read this article below
Episode 1 Man in black suit
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/man-in-a-black-suit-e6c861bf
Episode 2 would never gonna missed this chance
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/would-never-gonna-missed-this-chance-451ab480
Boys pov
Ep1 You look so beautiful in white:
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/you-look-so-beautiful-in-white-abf51e56
Ep2 A dream we wished for
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/the-dream-we-wished-for-877ae25c
No Article for today guys I'm sorry I become too busy and my brain is exhausted to write an article.
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Let's solve your problem, Are you sure it's okay?
10|15|21
Having a hard time, waking up in the morning like the snail used to be. If you're new readers, this snail always woke up in the morning to go out for a jog or walk. However, because of the weather , this snail becoming sleepy all night. He just want to sleep and lay on his bed at dawn. It can't be helped because it's rainy season and storm after storm is visiting the country so he can't go out in the morning. Just some light exercise will do for it.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail, right now I'm not gonna write the continuation of the love story of Jofralyn (lyn) and carl, I'll gonna do that tomorrow because I became too busy today enjoying my day with some strangers. Not actually strangers just some neighbors of mine, what I did earlier? Well, I have some fun with them. When I go out because I'm too bored in the house I'm in a house bored, I went out too look for sum fun. What I found are some kids that's playing "POGS" (I look at the internet and says it's called "milk caps" in english words) I just watched them playing until I found in not far away a group of people almost the age of me, they're actually a Friend of mine which I usually play with when I was a kid, I saw them playing the same toy. Because of my boredom I but a .1$ worth of POGS bad played with them. Too my enjoyment I didn't noticed that I am outside playing for too long. I actually won a lot of POGS but I decided to give it to kids and my cousin's after I played. And then I remember and said to myself, "dafudge you have an article to do"
Swear on heave I didn't know what to write today, so this article will be completely random. I remember last day I save some pictures that I saw in Facebook. I rarely scroll my facebook because today's trend are all about Politics. It's not that I don't care about politics, it's just that everytime I open my facebook. My news feed are full of rants , critizision to other party and barking to each other. I swear facebook become too toxic. However, in darkness there's some light. I found some quotes from the pages that I followed, random quotes about life. As I remember I posted It in noise.cash
Short story
Two people in a relationship having a quarrel upto the point that they're hurting each other emotionally and mentally, they're talking to each other for how many days.
**Are you sure it's okay?**
Are you it's okay that you're fighting with each other? Are you sure it's okay that you're hurting each other's feeling? Are you sure it's okay that you're not talking with each other? Are you sure you're both okay with this things? Relationship is not all about love and being clingy with each others. Relationship really do face problem, problems that's both parties gonna have misunderstanding. But this doesn't mean that just because problem is common in a relationship it will not gonna give time to be fixed. It's not okay to be okay all the time. We must fix things the way it must be in the first place.
**Understanding both sides.**
A fight comes from misunderstanding and because you think you're on the right side you'll gonna do everything to prove them that they're wrong. Dropping some words that might hurt your partner just to have your stand. Doing anything just to be right and not be corrected. However, we do know that they also believe that they're right. So why don't we put ourself on their shoes to now thier sides. Consider both side, know where does their words came from. Maybe you're both right and has a valid reason to support your opinion. We just need to be open minded look at the wider views to make our perspective better
**Let go of your pride**
After looking at bigger views we will see who is more right or who's wrong but that doesn't mean we shouldn't do anything when we are on the right side. Remember, you're having a quarrel with your partner/loveones. Even if we are right we should have the courage to say sorry. Because relationship is not about right and wrong it's about what you will gonna d to solve your problem. Let go of your pride and say sorry to who you wronged and especially to who you hurt. Letting go of your pride is not a sign of weakness but a strength that we know few people have.
This are the three things to consider to solve your problem with someone, it's not just for people with partner but for everyone who's have a fight with someone even though they don't know much.
**Closing Thoughts**
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Time check its 11:52 turning to 16th of October. I hope you learn something from this random stuffs that I found on facebook.
Before ending I just want to give thanks to all of my sponsors they're all generous and a high class writer, their piece is very interesting and unique you can visit them if you wanted to I'll bet you wouldn't get bored on them. Thanks to this fate for meeting this people.
To everyone who's following the fiction love story of carl and lyn um gonna continue it tomorrow
Would never gonna missed this chance!
Memories are still fresh in my mind It looks yesterday when I saw him in my the wedding ceremony that I attended, his face is still in my eyes, his voice is like whispering in my ears . Am I inlove? Is this love? I don't believe in love at first sight , I don't even believe in love. My friends says I'm bitter because I don't give people chance to court me. One only reason, I don't think of love that time. But why now? Especially, why him?
*In my dreams you're the one*
*That in my live who'll give some fun*
*The laugh and tears I'm prepared*
*because that's what we must,emotion be shared*
*Memories be makes, memories be stored*
*And be reminisce until we aged.*
*We will grab each opportunity*
*Will never gonna missed a chance*
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**This time I'll do it..**
A year have passed I didn't saw you, but there's no week that I remember you. However I know there's no chance again. However, the lady luck is on my side this time. One afternoon before summer, christine told me that they're planning to have a beach party. There's no particular reason why they plan on that it's just that summer is coming so they want a vacation maybe. I immediately agree on it because I don't have anything to do in the upcoming summer season. It's a two months preparation for me, we did the girl thingy to prepare ourselves, we go out in the morning for jog and do some exercise to make our body slim. The summer come so fast though we are fully prepared. Christine meet me with their van and we went straight to Laguna. While on the way, christine is talking about the other group, I didn't know there's another group actually so I'm surprised. When we reached the destination, there's no sign of the other group so it is us who prepared the things for party. After an hour while taking a rest, the other group come, most of them consist of boys and when they're going out one by one in their van without any reason my heart starts beating slowly and loudly, until he came out from the van. The man I saw in the wedding ceremony. I took a picture of him and run away to take a deep breath. "It was him I knew it"I told myself. I wouldn't missed this chance.
I thought everything would gonna be easy starting now but the opposite happen. I don't know how to socialize especially flirt with boys I don't have experience on it. Everytime I'm sneaking a look on you, your face is serious like you don't want to be with a lot of people. I don't know how to talk with you so what I did is that I walk right beside you, unfortunately it seems that you didn't remember me. "I'm the girl from the wedding ceremony! I'm lyn your future wife" only if I could say that out loud but nahh. I lost my will to be notice by you. Maybe you're just drunk at wedding ceremony that's why you did that. Maybe you didn't really have an eye on me maybe you forget about my face. I'll gonna stop this daydreaming of mine. What I just did is that I enjoy the whole party the way I used to be a lyn who doesn't care about girl imma go back to my old self. But every time I look at you it feels different but I should let it go. I can't hold my feelings so I get out of the party, I just walk in the seaside letting the sea waves touch my foot. I'm walking in the moon doesn't care to everyone around me until I hear that there's a beach concert in will gonna happen. I went straight to it, it was BEN&BEN who's singing in stage I love their songs since they started but why it feels like I'm more affected by it today. My ears is on the band in stage but my mind is on you. That scene is keep of playing in my mind. To my surprised you're infront staring at me. The song switched to "araw araw" "**Matang magkakilala Sa unang pagtagpo**" this is the first time we look to each other since we met but it seems like we already know each others "**Paano dahan-dahang Sinuyo ang puso?"**I feel like my heart is not beating anymore, we're just staring at each other but my heart started to think**"Kay tagal ko nang nag-iisa And'yan ka lang pala**" I thought I will gonna wait for nothing because you didn't even notice me, I didn't let any man court me for you are my dream man I'm waiting for. "**Mahiwaga Pipiliin ka sa araw-araw Mahiwaga Ang nadarama sa 'yo'y malinaw"** I love you... You walk straight to me, and ask me If I wanna hang out. I didn't say I word just nod is okay. You grab my hand and we run like child. We sit next to the sea you're looking at the sea while I'm staring at your face. I wouldn't gonna miss this chance.
Things happen so fast, I didn't even remember and I didn't know why I did those kind of thing. We drink so much until I didn't what's happening the moment I gain consciousness, I'm at a room naked next to a man I didn't know the name. I panic and didn't know what to do. He's still sleeping, he's still sleeping, I took my clothes and wore it. I then get out of the room and pretend nothing happen. It's humiliating for a girl to d those thing with the man he didn't know the name. I hope he doesn't remember my face.
Closing Thoughts
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. I hope you enjoy reading this. This is the episode 2 of a man in black suit. If you haven't read it yet you can check the link and try to give it a glimpse of it. I'm so sorry for the delay I should've published it yesterday but I did something different more about ran I'm gonna drop the link below and you're free to write them.
For all girls, women female readers please give your insight about the story if I'm doing good or if there's something to improve especially about the girls pov. Coz you know Lazysnail is a man
To understand is very well you could read this article below
Man in black suit
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/man-in-a-black-suit-e6c861bf
Boys pov
You look so beautiful in white:
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/you-look-so-beautiful-in-white-abf51e56
A dream we wished for
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/the-dream-we-wished-for-877ae25c
Where did I go wrong?
Things happen so fast which I am not used to. It's more about here in read.cash. I feel like the lazysnail is slowly dying it's name. As you can see I am used to be noticed by a lot of people in every Article of mine, however this past few weeks I realized I'm having a lesser of them. Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail making a free write about where did I go wrong?.
This article is full of things about the writers emotion that might look like rant or whatsoever it is. Beware it might look cringe.
The lazysnail writer is actually am average writer and I know and accept it. Not like other veteran writers in here who can gather a lot of attentions ,subscription , and upvotes, the lazysnail can just get a average or below of it. But they'll stared to vanishing one by one.
Lazysnail can't earn like how other writers earn but he doesn't care for he knows his work and the worth of it. Lazysnail can only get an average of 4$ - 8$ per day in read. Cash not like other who can make 15$-20$ per Article but he doesn't care to be jealous. He just make them an inspiration and a goal to strive, but how can he strive more when his average passive income got slowly lessen?
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*Where did I go wrong? Lazysnail kept asking on himself... Wait,did I do wrong thing?*
As far as snail remember it all started to happen just a week ago, when they said there's a new update in the platform. Rusty become absence to almost 90%(self proclaimed) of the user but raining BCH to some chosen people no need to mention their name for the snail know you know them. On that,lazysnail started to stopped writing an article time by time and even become inactive for time being. He lessened his interaction activity the way he do for the past two months. Does he became demotivated on rusty's absence?. Snail still continue his writing after how many days of being inactive, however he realized fewer viewers, commenters and upvotes visiting his work. Is is because of rusty's absence? Or does snail's pieces are just become more plain?
Here are some possible reasons of the current issues of snail
**Plain Articles**
In beginning of his journey snail used to make Article which add lesson to every each of it. So that his readers will gain something from it. He then tried making fiction stories that attract a lot of readers, he even blogging his life sometimes when there's an important happening. Even a normal routine he's sharing but now? What does snail doing? He can't even track what he's doing.. am I doing wrong in this one?
**Lesser interaction**
Before, this snail can read ranging 15-20 Article per day or even more. Commenting, replying, chatting that's how he interact to this platform. Almost 24/7 he's staying in here but after rusty's absence for time being he then decided to put time for himself, being with his friends, family and his badiii his interaction to this platform become lessen maybe this one is a reason right? Am I right?
**Writer's block**
Sure writer's block happen to every people in here especially when they're writing longer than other people all the topics and ideas was almost run out however, this snail doesn't run out of topic he actually have a lot of things to write it's just that he doesn't know what to write in the morning. Writer's block is not a problem for snail so he doesn't do anything wrong in here.
**Demotivated**
Is snail demotivated because of rusty's absence or rusty is absence on snail because of being demotivated that affects his writings? Which is which? I don't know, is snail demotivated?, For real? I mean he's writing this one, though it's kinda nonsense not even a rant just thing in my mind gonna let it slide in my fingers to the phones keyboard. Is snail demotivated? I think he's not, or he is?
**Inactive**
This might be one reason where snail got gone wrong... He became inactive for a while, he started to write Article and publish it in random time not like the way he used to be. He's reading fewer Article, commenting less than he do. Main reason is that, he rarely open this platform. Like opening after 3-5 hours. Lazysnail became addicted to outside world with people he loves. Is that a good choice?
**Emotion**
Does snail failed to show his emotion to all of you? Can't his feelings when writing pass to all of you? Because he feel it doesn't like it used to be.
Lead image from unsplash
Closing Thoughts
I'm so sorry for this looks like a rant, but it's not it's just an emotion and things from my mind that I wanna let go to make my head lighter. Can all of you especially to my old friends in here tell me, where did I go wrong? Because I feel like, this past few weeks or even the whole month, I started to commit a lot of mistake, I wanted to strive hard for this month but the opposite happen. I don't beg for anyone pity it's just a freewrite of mine. Another thing I'm gonna make the continuation of story a man in black suit tomorrow morning and try to publish it the day tomorrow also bear with me.
Man in a black suit
*~~It's been a long time since you're gone~~*
*~~But I wait too long for you to come~~*
*~~I have no regrets for I choose to be~~*
*~~Because It's the promise we both agree~~*
*~~That ill be your girl in white~~*
*~~Who'll walk in the isle~~*
*~~And you'll waiting at the altar~~*
*~~A black suited man.~~*
**How does it end like this...**
Hello, I'm Jofralyn but people around me use to call me lyn because it's so easy to say than three syllables. I'm 27 years old well my story started about 11 years ago if I'm not mistaken. I'm at wedding ceremony of one of our friend's auntie they look so sweet in the altar and so I told myself I wanna be on that stage too. I have this man of my dream in my head he's not perfect but I wished to meet him. It was a a fast ceremony, after they kissed and sign some papers, we head straight to the hall 5 minutes away from the church. It was gigantic and there's a lot of food to be served. "What do you expect? They're both rich" I'm with my friend christine that time, she's the one who invited me so I wouldn't dare to lost her sight for I don't know what to do when I lost her. Unfortunately, things go the least I expected, while Eating our meal. Christine was called by her mother she told me to wait so I did. I thought she'll be gone for only 10-20 minutes but after an hour she told me she'll be gone for 2-3 hours. I wanna go home for I can't stand in too shy lol. I'm just sitting in the corner seeing people becoming wanted on the liquor they're drinking. It was past 9:00 pm I think I'm still waiting for christine so I could go home. But I feel sleepy that time, I wanna take a nap and so I did. Last time I remember, I saw a man walking towards me, he put a coat to me because it's getting cold right now and my shoulder is exposed. I was strucked and just stare at him. He then smiled genuinely, he asked if I want to have an accompany yet I can't answer because my heart still beating too fast. I don't know what to do that time. It's my first time feeling this thing he's like the man in my dream I made. A man I'm a black suit he's kinda handsome, 5'6 height, fitted body, goodlooking face, white skin, gentleman, and lastly is his genuine smile. I don't know if he's drunk or what he sit down next to me and told me to wake him up when some dude try to harassed me. An hour had passed christine finally came with a full of sorry I her mouth, I accepted her apology for he has a understandable reasons.
I don't know what's this thing I'm feeling, I'm taking a shower right now yet my mind is still on his smile. He got me, am I inlove? No, I don't believe in love at first sight but what if... I wished to see that man again... I'll never gonna waste a chance, I hope he'll remember me next time.
To be continue...
*All image from unsplash*
Author's message:
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me your lazy writer lazysnail. Finally I could make 2 Article straight. If you didn't know or you forgot about something. This story a man in a black suit is like a prequel of a the two stories I made "you look so beautiful in white" and "A dream we wished for" if you're my old reader you who already it I know you could do easily remember it.why? Because I just know you will lol. This is just a first part of a prequel I am making bare with me guys.
Before ending I just want to give thanks to all of my sponsors they're all generous and a high class writer, their piece is very interesting and unique you can visit them if you wanted to I'll bet you wouldn't get bored on them. Thanks to this fate for meeting this people.
To understand is very well you could read this article below
You look so beautiful in white:
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/you-look-so-beautiful-in-white-abf51e56
A dream we wished for
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/the-dream-we-wished-for-877ae25c
How do you wish to be remember?
October 11, 2021 | 6th of 10th month
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me again your Lazy writer lazysnail. I'm so sorry kinda being inactive yesterday I cannot log in to read.cash and noise.cash properly because of internet connection. And also we attended a birthday celebration of one of my friends. It's his 17th birthday.
*How do you wish to be remember?*
Jumping back 2 years ago, my professor in purposive communication gave us an activity named how do you wish to be remember. He instruct us to draw a grave in which we will put our name, birthday , death of birth we think of and how we wish to be remember. At first we thought it's just a simple game he gave us to burn some time of us. But then in the middle of the activity I then reflect to myself. What's the story I wanna left to everyone when I die. What's the thing they will remember on me? How do I wish to be remember?
Dying is one of the scariest and worst thing can happen to a man. There are some people who wish to committ suicide but when you put him in the middle of the sea you'll see them trying their best to swim it means everyone is scared of dying. We don't know what lies after death, are we going to purgatory to be judge? We will be transfer to next dimensions? Or just nothingness after death?
But when do people die? Do they die when they're shot? When stabbed? When poisoned? Dr hilluk of one piece once said people only die when they're forgotten.
Did you all watch the cartoon movie named coco? It is a story of miguel who loves singing and performing, he stumble to the land of the dead where he meet his dead elderly. And learn about his great great grandfather's identity.
In the story, their culture is to have a celebration for the dead people to make the dead people feel that someone remember them. Because in the story those dead people that was forgotten by their relatives was hing vanished in the land of the dead and become a lost soul.
**How do you wish to be remember?**
As I remember I put in my activity that: I dan(my nickname) a good man who helps others in their needs.
Its simple I know, I don't wanna be important to someone's life. I just want to be a commoners, a chapter on their book of life that the only role is to give them advice leading the to right path. I'm not important person, I can be your friends but not enemy I swear I don't hold grudge to anyone I just forget your whole existence when I'm mad at you.
There are people that was very well known that even though how many generations will pass their name is written in the history, like Einstein, Galilei , Da vinci , Mandela, shakespeare, and many more people that put contribution to the development of the world and society. You can be like them if you wanted to and when you pursue your dream.
And there are people who doesn't care how they wanted to be remember, what they just do is to enjoy every single second of their life. They have this Quotes "YOLO" You Only Live Once so try all things. They are so adventure and risk takers because why not? Aren't they right? We will die soon and how we will be remember is not that important.
And here's the rest of the population, who still doesn't know what to do. But don't be mistaken, there's no need to rush, you're still on process trust your heart. We don't need to prove things to others just be happy and have no regrets in life that's one important things too.
**Closing Thoughts**
How do you wish to be remember is still your choice, no one will gonna dictate it for you. It is what you'll gonna leave them before leaving this world. So until we are breathing let's try to make good things to others. For every single days have passed should be a one help to other person per day.but don't forget to still love yourself, put yourself first before others because it us who must enjoy ourselves and nor other people.
I just wake up and look at my notifications, and Guess who's back? It's our one and only Teng! @TengLoTodo thank you for renewing you sponsorhip on me!!!
@Lazysnail
