hello there my fellow readers and writers, It's me again your Lazy writer LAzysnail, I hope that you did missed me, if not, then there's nothing I can do. I'm writing this article right now at exactly 10:51 am Philippines time, and I didn't know why it's 12:51 pm in my laptop's clock. this is my first time to write an article at lunch time because I usually wrote an article at dawn. maybe at 4:00 am to 6:00 am. Well I don't actually plan to write one for now I just want to take a rest or break from it. right now I'm with my father in the living room I'm using a laptop in writing this one. My mother is doing the laundry, I help her a bit but she told me to stop because I'm still sick, I feel dehydrated. so a gatorade on my and my father's with me. We're waiting for our country's pried Manny Paquiao to fight on air with his opponent Ugas( I don't know his whole name sorry). SO YEah I get bored a little bit for waiting that's why I'm in this platform again.

It's been a long week

I'm sorry for being absent for how many days, being active and inactive for time being. I failed to interact with all of you. maybe you missed my name to pop up in your notification or maybe not. I failed to write an article for how many days. I failed to do my goal in an article per day for the month of august. so I'm sincerely sorry for that one. sorry I miss all of you I swear I realy do miss all of you I wanna write one but I always failed to.

why did I stop writting fro time being?

maybe some of you actually questioned for my absence, or maybe not. but for those who's asking why. this is what happened, as I said on my short post before. a week I think. my cousin, the one that I treat a real friend died. She died on Leukemia a deceitful disease. she died on monday and no one expect it to happen. we're all mourning heavily, the first two night makes me cry and the rest is the time for us to accept everything that it all happen for a reason.

My relatives together with our whole squad of friends attend every funerals wake. I'ts 4 straight night we attend every bit of it. we went to where's my cousin's body is placed at 8:00 pm and went in our respective home at 7:30 am. We don't want our friend to feel alone every night so we're accompanying her. after getting home my friends getting a long rest while I'm preparing for my morning class that will last until 5;00 pm in the afternoon. I actually feel fatigue and exhausted. Every free time, though I rarely have, I'm getting my phone and head straight to google and search this platform read.cash. I tried to do finish the last episode I'm working on but I just can't. Every time I tried, either my mind getting blank or my brain is still on my cousin's death. I told myself I need to break. planning to do it on next monday.

what we just did for that 5 straight night is actually nothing I think, we're just sitting next to our friends body, we don't want to cry because she doesn't want to see us crying, she always said "para kang tanga ano ba" in exact english it means " you look like fool" but for her she's telling us to stop crying because we look like fool hahahahha. so yeah we stop crying for how many nights of funerals wake. we're just endlessly chatting with each other. playing cards teasing and anything something we enjoy but doesn't want to happen again for same reason. we love our friends my cousins. but on the fifth day she'll be moved. from Taguig City to Cavite. because her relatives on her mother side wants to see her before her burial. and the fifth night we didn't see her but we all plan to went to her burial. the pandemic in our country is still rising we have new virus spreading here but we want to see her last before her burial. People younger than 17 can't travel and we have 3 of us who is less that 17 so on the day before her burial me and friend, the two of us went to cavite alone we look for every checkpoint there is to be avoided. getting home we memorize them all.

just yesterday, saturday morning at 8:00 am the whole squad is prepared. we planned thoroughly. not all us will gonna wear white so that the police wouldn't notice us. we even split our group into four so that there'll be no mass gathering. we successfully went to cavite at 9:30 am we wait for 1:00 pm for the last mass to start and witness her burial. almost everyone cry I just don't want to elaborate it here, I know some of you already know the feeling of being left alone.

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hello hello again my fellow readers and writers. once again I'm so sorry fro being inactive my mind is drained so I can't write. my eyes are sleepy so I can look directly. My body is exhausted that it just wants to rest. I wanna write but I can't I felt something lacking but I can't do a thing. I'm sick right now due to exhaustion, I'm dehydrated needed a lot of water but I can write as of now. I'm going to make a come back tomorrow.

are all of you is still in here with me???

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Ps; Paquiao's fight is still not on air I'm still waiting