What do I want to do?

February 21

Hello everyone! February is near to end off. Time really flies so fast. Only two weeks left and we will welcome the month of March. Awee, Lets enjoy every second of our life.

What do I want to do?

There are many things that I would love to happen again in my life. And these are the things that I would love to do right now.

1. Check in on the Hotel

I don't know if I'm the only one who loves to check in on the hotels rooms. I would love to spend my time and take a rest on that four corner. The life that I can surely feel the peaceful, calmness and slow motion of life was in there on the hotel. No pressure at all that everyone experiencing struggles and challenges. Life is full of uncertainties that might hold us into depression, sadness, grief, sorrows and unbalanced life. We are in the world full of negativities that somehow make us reluctant to lived. But then life always throw us an unexpected ways that is why we should be ready for it in many ways.

I want to have it now staying in the hotel. I prefer to have it as my relaxation place there even if I'm alone, that would be great definitely. It makes me feel that life is not a race because we are permitted to take a pause. Hotel room is my reliever of all things happened in my life wherein no matter how lonely I am, if I'm currently in that place for sure I already find my peace. I can do whatever I want because I'm free to cry out those pains inside of me.

(I remember those days that I really want to go out with friends and always telling them that lets check in the hotel and take some shots hahaha (Feels like bad influence) well, I just want to express myself that time just to forget all the things bothered on me. )

In hotel rooms, I can freely feel the goodness of life wherein it is so good to live the life and start over.

2.Dancing with the waves

I want to have this feelings now dancing the waves and move on the sea. I miss how this helps me to get through my emotion. That feeling of cleansing those toxicities and troubled mind. I really want to touch again the sand, lying on the seashore and dancing the waves. It makes me feel good and washing out the bothered things in me.

Just like the life we had, waves might represent on it. Our life would always have troubles but no matter how dark the journey is still we need to keep going and dance with the waves of life.

Realization would give us when we were move with the sea. Just like my favorite author Christy Ann Martine said, "

"Dance with the sea, Move with the sea. Let the rhythm of water set your soul free."

It always reminded that life should dance with the waves and move with the sea for us to washed away the negative.

Awee,, I miss the waves who push me to be strong.

3. Window shopping alone

I'm not that kind of introvert but I can be like that as well. Should we say, I can be both and that is ambivert. Yesssssss! Being alone it's not that big issue of alonely somehow there are tendency that a human who prefer to be alone was used like that and already find theirselves as self love.

It doesn't mean that when you were doing this kind of things was already has a bundle of money on the pocket. Don't you know being used to be alone like doing window shopping was also consider as looking yourself peaceful and self love.

I remember when I was in the city because I went to the church alone. I feel myself genuinely in the sense that you can really find your own self by being alone. I went to the mall and have a window shop while I'm doing it by choosing the item that I need, it feels like I have a capability to decide of my own. It's really different when you are with your friends and when you are with yourself only. In terms of socialization, we also find ourselves through our friends but having your own individual there is no such thing as dull when you were doing what you love.

Finding the true you is when you decided to pamper yourself, enjoying yourself and look beyond the real you.

Hoping that I can have time again with myself by window shopping alone.

4.Visiting Churches

I would never get tired choosing this kind of habit. I really love visiting churches and I really want to do it anytime. Of course, be with yourself only as you were praying solemnly. In my part, I would always preferred to be alone again in this kind of ritual because I can express myself without any distractions. I can focus myself by talking with God. I miss doing this kind of thing. I really want it right now.

It makes me satisfied by having my own self as long as in my heart God existed. My life wasn't be good without him. He is my strength. My savior. My life and My Everything. I wouldn't be save from those sins I have without the graces coming from above. I do believe God is able in all ways.

There are many things that I wanted to do but these are the main thing that I want to do right now. I do believe that no one is responsible to make you happy just you, yourself only.

Sometimes, we need to be flexible enough by looking ourselves our own happiness. Life is precious to recharge again.

Peace and Love around the world!♡