First Anniversary turns to war

April 18

Right from the start we are already set our relationship of distance. Not literally we choose to be in this kind of relationship but the dreams in life we had made our relationship to understand deeply.

It's not that kind as easy to deal with by just understanding the LDR thing, setting love at distance and making ourselves be far away to each other. Both of you highly need of understanding, consideration, patience and trust. Being in a distance relationship builds so much discipline that lead growth to each other.

Love is Happiness and Sacrifices

This love taught me a lot. Seems like it teaches me to become ready of what future might looks like wherein relationship is not just about happiness and feel inlove, it should always have paired an opposite. On the other hand, it should have a sacrifices that will make the relationship grows healthy.

Love is flexible of all things because love wasn't just feelings nor emotions instead it is also build you into a braver human in the world. It teaches you a lot of things! it might be your inner self, personality, your appearances, your dreams, your love towards others, your respect to someone and your perceptions of love.

Love is really a magical thing that indulge our being into something real happiness.

Our first Anniversary!

We celebrated our first anniversary to my love way back second month of this year. It's been two months I didn't shared it here because it is just the both of us. But now, as I think more about it, I can't take myself not to laugh those childish attitude of mine hahahah (you know being topakin gf will make the relationship actively pressure)😜

So, our first anniversay goes like this.

I made a love letter to my someone even though the distance we had. We are in a thousand miles away but I made it sure that it should always a memorable one. ( Literal po na memorable😂)

So, Being a LDR relationship never a hindrance to make this letter mail to him. I really did something an effort just this letter be print out and put in the envelope and someone will hand it to him personally.

So, I chatted his co-workmate/close friend that I have something a favor just to make my plan successful. Thankfully, that their workplace has a printer. Haha but I already know that they had since my boyfriend made an effort before as he is printing out the word Happy Valentines Day. Look at this one as he made an effort and be a resourceful hahaha

So very resourceful dba! He uses christmas lights and paper flower.

I am confident enough that my effort will be successful since I already know how to move. His workmate agree about my plans and he even give his true effort as well wherein he made an envelope to my letter. I couldn't believe that it was so cute and beautiful as he puts hearts on it hahaaha.

Mga ma effort yan hahaha

So yeah, I told chard which is the workmate of my someone that he should hand it at exactly February 27 in the morning. Since we had different time where here at phil. is already morning and there is dawn, of course its already 27, chard extend his effort to hand it as early.

My someone is really happy that time because who would have thought that I made an effort personally. Since he is so busy at work we have a limited time having a video call. As time goes by, I don't know why I lead to log out my facebook account and log in his account but unfortunately the password is incorrect. ( yeah, I have his account for a couple of weeks because I was praning that time as I struggling enough my emotions. Dumating ako sa point na nagdududa and the reason with that is I am so depressed about my dreams, my emotions and overthinking) of course, as I've read that "password incorrect" really put me into something boiled water. I really don't know how to handle my emotions as in it lead me into something unusual. I never mind our celebration and it was the first year of us, I ignore it all and started our war. I became an angry bird that time and I spit a word that makes him totally disappointed on me. I told him, can you please burn that love letter because it is useless. He was so speechless and he ignore me. He ignore my calls. He turns totally different. But I hate that way as he ignore my calls. So, I was triggered so much. Then I decided not to disturb him and let him free.

So, in a couple of hours he chatted me. He says sorry and explain his side. He fail to explain me why he change his facebook account but he has a plan to tell me. He was just disregarded it first because it was our anniversary and he knows I might be an angry bird whenever I've knew it on that day, so he let the anniversary pass first before he told me that he change his password. Unfortunately, the time didn't allow that because me myself found out that I can't access his account. That's why our anniversary became a war moment. Hahaha

Don't you know I learned a lot from it. I know it was my mistake because why I didn't let the day be a good one since its our day but then the temper hold me ev*l. We really missed that day to become our happiness but then it was a blessing in disguise because I grow myself on it and he is as well.

A healthy relationship should always have a good conversation and be informed to each other.

Our journey might be a million miles away, either our time might be different and our ground is not the same but,

LOVE KNOWS NO DISTANCE

And Love will make you grow!