Feels so broken

Supposed to be I have an article to be publish last night but with the heavy hearts, bothered, speechless and broken I cannot take myself to express my emotions. It ruined my being as what this typhoon devastated our land.

April 11

This day was very the saddest part of ours. Actually, I don't know how to start this article because I was now speechless and broken. I cannot take myself to feel good when I know that the typhoon will hit us again. It was so heartbreaking to our part knowing that it wasn't done yet. Haysss. Lately, I was had a chance to open my facebook account since the TM internet turned back. Without knowing the nearby cities which is our one sources of goods and necessities devastated seriously.

Floods and landslide is everywhere.💔

Did you remember, I publish my last article about "here we are again" and it stated there that my aunt was on the hospital where the city most hitted by the typhoon and where the places mostly hit by the landslide also right now. My mind truly bothered where are they now? Is it still at the hospital? Or are they okay? From this recent news, lots of patience right now at the hospital and they are all survivors from the landslide and floods. It hurts a lot that you can't lend your help to your relatives.

As I keep scrolling my timeline on facebook, people are keep shouting of helps. Post here and there that they need rescue as soon as possible because their place already cause of landslide.

I can't sleep peacefully where my mind full of fears and pieces in my heart. Brimming tears in my eyes reading all those conversations stated from those survivors. It stated, he lost his mother and father. A grandfather already trap by the land. He lost his sister. Two or more family died and still lots of missing.

As you were reading all these statements honestly it crumpled our heart. Whyy??? Why this all happening? People are dying and people are sufferring.

One thing that makes me cried a lot is when my relatives, my grandmother and grandfather is in the part of the city. We don't have updates on them that they were be okay. Their place is far away from the city and it's hard for them to evacuate easily because the bridge already ruined by the overflowing water. They were stuck on the village and hopefully there were no floods and landslide there. There were rumored last night that if the rain will continually pouring overnight for sure the river will overflowed on the certain village. I keep praying to God that it won't happen. I feel pity too much with my grandfather because he is already old and he has an ill which he used nebulizers in order for him to inhale with medicinal drug. Hopefully they were okay right now. It's hard for us to visit them because our place right now trap by those barangays has landslide. And most especially our bridge is not passable.

We don't have anything to do just only keep praying. To those rescuers has always there 24/7, I salute all of them as they take the risk just to save other people.

Lord God, we humbly ask your help and protect my love ones, friends and family. As this typhoon still on our land and hope this rain wouldn't cause again casualties.

April 12

Thankfully right now, we have already update to my love ones. My grandmother and grandfather are safe and thanks be to God that there were no bad news about them.

About our aunt in the hospital still we don't have update but still we are keeping the faith to God that they are in the safe place.

This natural calamities really brought a lot of dead bodies. Many lives been curse in this typhoon. It is so heartbreaking seeing those people crying out by looking their family. Many children lost their parents at this midst of calamity. Really lots of casualties at this month od April.

Please, include us to your prayer as we are dealing this calamity.

Thank you read.cash family🙏