Asking myself!

Let me put myself today about the random life questions that would make me realize of what will gonna be.

I need to internalize sometimes about the life that might through me in any circumstances in life.

Well, let's find out.....

What worries me the most about the future? Well, I guess one of the worries that surely bothered me sometimes is when not giving best as much as I can at this present times. Of course, my future depends of what my life today. I don't want my future being in the lowest state of life. I am working so hard as what my passion dedicates on my skills, so that it's not hard for me to settle myself in some aspect of careers.

The future that I am preparing today might be the answered of what my worries bothered on me.

The number one change that need to make my life in the next twelve months is being hired for my lifetime career. I am now manifesting of what my life in the next twelve months. As what I stated earlier that I was preparing my future even sometimes the situation and time wouldn't cooperate, I'll make sure that I might not be worried when this future came.

Being at this stage and temporary unemployed, I had many realizations that would probably setting up on my mind for making myself change into better and a better future uphold.

Change is coming on my state of life!

I would honestly say that I'm not perfect by not making a mistake all over and over again. The mistakes that I made all over was being said that 'I am okay but deeply it wasn't' this is the biggest lie that I couldn't change to myself and yeah it's a mistake that I make all over and over again for many times.

It's okay not to be okay but it isn't okay that you will gonna lie for being okay even not. This is the common mistakes and this was my mistake in my entire life. I really don't want to feel others that I was not okay because it makes them bothered and don't want them to include or added me to their personal problems.

Being failure!.

I know that this could be worse than death. Being failure seems like you were in the tract of your death. The biggest challenges into our life is being a failure in the whole world.

I know we learnt from our failures but in the moment that we feel the failings in our life is somewhat worsen our life too.

We need to embrace of our failures so that it wouldn't be as much worsen that we think a lot. We need to learn and accept the failures that we never expect into our whole life.

As I internalized every question, it made me feel that I was being a fighter for my self and a fighter for the future self.

I know that all of my answered wouldn't be strong without the guidance of God. I always let God do His will.

Thy will be done in the God's perfect time.