That's really all you hear "I hope you die and burn in hell, it would be better if you never existed. And then if this is your reality I need you and expect you to know that truly your life don't depend on the thoughts of others. I cannot imagine how difficult that must be, if you're the one, I think you've got to shake those negativities off of you.
You're not disgusting, it wouldn't be better if you died and burned in hell and it wouldn't be better if you where never born. You are loved, your life is worth something so please shake it all out to be yourself. This has to challenge you and I even from hearing it and as a follower of Jesus if you learn to love your enemies... not the person you see daily at work or school that gets on your nerves but the person who has most offended your humanity, disrespected and dehumanized you.
If you learn to love that person then you begin to understand what the love of God is like. My understanding had changed over the years and the last few years have been me really deconstructing my life.. I was confused at some point in my life, why I really kept some friends in my life.
There was a time when we couldn't r afford anything, and then you meet friends to help out and all you get is abuses and courses. I kept coming her for help, till I got the answer I never expected. "If its money you came for, then I think you should remain in your state because you deserve it" immediately tears drop, and from that moment I never came back.
Do I really deserve to be broke, or completely empty? That was on my thoughts for a while, till I realized that people will always say what they feel about us... but when you know whom you serve, those things dosent matter coz God alone can beautify you.
I think from there, I never went back anymore..in all of this i have written always remember that God sees you differently and you can never allow your self be consumed by the things people say.
You've got the power in you to take a stance, who you want to become and where you want to be even after all this happened from people you may trust. Maybe what happened to me was what pushed me to go further because I was frustrated and hurt... neglect and erase every negative opinion about you and you will see how your life will witness a turn around.
I couldn't really think of something for today, but I do hope this has served as a motivation to us, to always disregard every thing people tag you as. Love you all.
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October 2021
Someone jokingly said to me this afternoon that no one loves her. I smiled and asked her "do you love yourself?" As long as you love yourself and besides, if God loves you, then there is no other love greater than you loving yourself and God loving you too. We don't need to see the negativity in us but look up with hope and be optimistic. God is with us always.