Rainy Day Celebration
Good day fellow writers! Today, I want to share the simple birthday celebration of my father yesterday. I also want to greet @kli4d a happy birthday, he is one of my virtual friends here on this platform. I hope that you are happy and doing good. Wishing you all the best in life as well as your family. This article was supposed to be uploaded yesterday but I'm quite busy so I decided to publish it today. Enjoy reading!
I woke up early yesterday probably around 5 a.m because I need to cut and slice the vegetables needed for the dish we're going to cook. I don't mind waking up like a zombie and not brushing my teeth or washing my face on the sink as long as I can finish my tasks ahead.
I washed then peeled all the vegetables like carrots, chayotes, and cabbage first before cutting them into small rectangular shapes. These vegetables are for our pancit dish. My hand becomes numb and achy after a long time of holding a knife but I just waved off the feeling and started to work all over again. I am used to that kind of feeling, yung laging nasasaktan, laging iniiwan tapos di na binabalikan char 😂
After cutting the vegetables, I moved on (not from a relationship) to the next tasks which are cutting the hotdogs and cheese dogs kaya mo ba toh? For our sweet ala Jollibee spaghetti. It is juicy because it came from tender juicy but I'm much juicier and yummier than them—ay mali 🤯. I cut 2 packs of hotdogs in circle shapes and set them aside to grind the carrots using a cheese grater. I do what I need to do to cook spaghetti.
I am the one who cooked the sauce and pasta of spaghetti as well as frying the most favorite dish of all people on a birthday celebration which is Shanghai! I am glad that we finished the cooking before meryenda time. I get the desserts on the fridge and put them on a table to take pictures.
Do you want to see it? Here it is!
This is Shanghai. One of my favorite dishes, but I don't want to be one. Dito mo mararanasan ang paikut-ikutin pagkatapos ay piprituhin tapos di naman sasaluhin char 😂
Pancit and spaghetti are on the house! The cheese on the top makes me want to eat it again. By the way, that is also our breakfast for today!
For our dessert is the cheesy fruit salad! Mas cheesy pa toh kesa sa mga jowa niyo 🤣 Saglit lang to ubos sa amin kaya nilantakan ko na agad.
This is soju. Jessica soju char 😂 I did capture it but I don't drink it promise! Cross my bloody big heart. I will take a sip when I go to my friend's house in August.
There is also sweetened gelatin and spicy chicken feet for the pulutan. I just forgot to take a picture of it because I am lazy. Yes! You read it right!
We celebrated my father's 43rd birthday on a cold rainy day but that doesn't stop him to celebrate along with us and his friends outside. My relatives don't come because of the heavy rain but it doesn't stop my father to come home drunk 😂 Cheers heeyah!
Authors Note
Good day! I want to leave it here as part of my journey on this platform. I want to visit this article again when it turned 1 year (July 27, 2022). I hope that you enjoyed reading this article because I do. For your information guys, my father isn't a fan of selfies so beware AHAHA.
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**My Unusal Habit When I'm Alone** https://read.cash/@Khairro/my-unusual-habits-when-im-alone-a647a261
**My Bucket List** https://read.cash/@Khairro/my-bucket-list-1a2cabf7
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My Unusual Habits When I'm Alone
I am an ***introverted*** person, meaning I prefer to be alone rather than being in a crowd that is full of people. Some may find it weird but **it does exist**.
*An introvert is often thought of as a quiet, reserved, and thoughtful individual. They don’t seek out special attention or social engagements, as these events can leave introverts feeling exhausted and drained.*
Reference: https://www.healthline.com/health/what-is-an-introvert
I remember the times when my family wanted to attend a wedding or visit a friend of ours in a faraway city. I declined to go with them because my introverted self tells me not to 😂 It's not because I am antisocial and all but I just don't feel to go and join them. My parents agreed to my decision and told me to be a good guard of our own house. I don't mind tho as long as I'm comfortable.
In this article of mine, I decided to share with you my unusual habits when I am alone in our house. Just sit back and relax!
**Habit#1 Cleaning our whole house**
Believe it or not, it's one of my habits when I am alone. I can be easily irritated once I found my room or our house messy and untidy. Whenever my siblings or my parents are in the house? I am not going to move my butt to clean. I want them out of my sight 😂 I want to clean the house all by myself.
Imagine mopping the floor and your almighty sibling got home like a prince and princess. They will step on the floor even if it's wet, see? Who won't be irritated in the first place? The dirt on their foot sticks on the floor and the worst part is I'm going to mop that part again 🤦♂️
**Habit#2 Singing Like I Have a concert**
Since I am alone and I won't bother anybody, I usually practice vocal warm-ups, techniques, and increasing vocal range (don't mind me, I just sound like a professional but I'm an amateur😂). I do this when I'm busy cleaning the house or if I'm taking a bath. Yes! You read it right! when I'm taking a bath. I appreciate my voice more because bathrooms have echo sound effects.
I remember a scenario on my head wherein I'm in the bathroom singing and once I am finished, I decided to go out just to see my older brother's friends on the couch! They are all smiling causing me to feel embarrassed. I told myself that they are lucky because they heard my concert in the bathroom for free 🤣 ( Pampalubag loob AHAHAHA)
**Habit#3 Read stories for a whole day**
I'm a reader since then. Once I read the first part of the story and it catches my attention, I will do my very best just to satisfy the curiosity inside me. That's the reason why I can finish one or two stories in just a day in the past. Eye strain is real? Yep 😂 But lucky me, I decided to make time management for it because I need to balance my time on studying and reading.
I can't read watty today because I am on noise and this platform. It allows me to earn extra BCH on just posting and making articles. Maybe someday? Magbabalik loob ako soon pero dipa Ngayon 🤣
**Habit#4 Speaking on Myself**
Don't worry I'm not crazy hehe 😂 I remember that talking to ourselves is also a form of communication. An intrapersonal communication to be exact (Thanks Oral Communication subject for this learning)
***Intrapersonal communication*** *is communication with oneself using internal vocalization or reflective thinking. Like other forms of communication, intrapersonal communication is triggered by some internal or external stimulus.*
Reference:https://courses.lumenlearning.com/atdcoursereview-speechcomm-1/chapter/92/
I usually speak to myself using the English language because I want to enhance my English speaking skills that can help me in the future. I do this every day until now 😂 but don't worry I'm not laughing on my own AHAHAHA
**Habit#5 Sleeping on the floor**
I remember this time when I am alone, I decided to watch a movie at midnight in our living room. I put the foam of my bed on the floor and decided to sleep in there 😂 I don't remember the movie title but I think it's science fiction. It became my habit whenever my family is going out somewhere and I like it so much.
I also prepared some woods and knives in case of some intruders entering our house. Yeah! That's how prepared I am 🤣 It's okay to be ready than sorry ✌️
**Authors Note:**
Article#14 (July 26, 2021)
Good day everyone! It's been a while since I published an article. Laziness strikes me to the bones so hard that's why 😂 I decided to make this article for you because it just popped out of my head without reason. Since I don't have time to think about a good topic today, I decided to give this a try. I hope that you enjoyed reading this. Feel free to like and comment your thoughts in the comment section. Thank you!
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**Top 5 of my Dream Courses** https://read.cash/@Khairro/top-5-of-my-dream-courses-18275f56
**My Choice, Your Choice: Would you rather Challenge** https://read.cash/@Khairro/my-choice-your-choice-would-you-rather-challenge-197504a0
My Bucket List
I was laying on my bed while playing random music on my phone when I decided to search for a topic for my next article. (Trust me when I say that today is a so unproductive day for me, I don't know if it's because of the rainy weather? Or is it because my body and mind won't cooperate with me?) Anyways, let's back to the main topic. I was browsing on my phone wishing to notice a decent subject to write when I saw a certain post about a **'travel bucket list'**.
I decided to read that article and I was astonished at its content that's why it encouraged me to write my own. If you want to read that article you can click the link **here** https://ofwhiskeyandwords.com/my-bucket-list-and-ideas-for-yours/
You will find my desired bucket list below and I do hope that sharing this can inspire you or motivate you to write your version. It is my first time writing this kind of article so I will make sure to put my ideas reflecting my personal goals and the experiences I want to achieve.
**My Bucket List Idea Categories**
Travel and Adventure
Skills and Talents
Finding Where the Future Lead me
Whole World Staycation
Sports
These categories are both local and international, below I will provide the list that I want to experience in the future and I hope that I will experience it soon with either my family or friends.
Visit the white sand in Boracay Beach
Mayon Volcano Hiking
Swim in the blue waters of Coron and El Nido Palawan
Trip to Chocolate Hills in Bohol
Go scuba diving in Siargao Island
Spend vacation on Tagaytay and Baguio
Field Trip on different parts of Manila (Intramuros, Fort Santiago, National Museum, etc.)
Watch festivities in different parts of the Philippines (Ati-Atihan, Panagbenga, Sinulog, etc.)
Spend a vacation to Maldives and Hawaii
Visit an enormous vintage castle
Attend Silent Sanctuary, Mayonnaise, Boyce Avenue, One Direction, The Scripts, and other good bands and singers concerts both local and international
Swim with big sea creatures or travel by large land creatures.
There are lots of things in my mind but it will take some time if I will list them one by one 😂 So for now, I will just share my estimation on what I wanted to do in this category.
Learn to code and program
Enhance and improve my singing skills
Learn martial arts like Taekwondo
Learn to swim and sail
Learn to cook 1 difficult dish
Learn to drive a car
Learn to play a keyboard and a violin
Learn different languages like Spanish, French, Korean, Japanese, Turkish, and Arabic
Sing a song alone on a stage with a large number of crowds.
Find my passion wherein I can be genuinely happy
Find a job that suits my skills and abilities
Find the love of my life that I can spend my life with
Be a best man at someone's wedding
Find my purpose in life
Contribute something useful to society
Know that I inspired someone
Donate something to charities anonymously
Have friends all over the world even if we have different cultures, traditions, religions, and beliefs.
Start my own business or foundation
Build a library with a collection of my favorite books from different Filipino and international authors
Write a written love letters
Write an everyday diary
Buy a watch, necklace, or bracelet which I can pass to my future son or daughter ( If I decide to have a wife 😂)
Be a volunteer in tree planting etc.
Collect any collectibles
Have a personalized walk-in
Stay 3 days and 2 nights at Nuwa Spa City of Dreams Manila
Stay at Sky tower of Solaire Resort and Casino
Visit and stay at The Peninsula Manila
Buy a house in Toronto, Canada, and live there as a permanent resident.
Buy a vacation house at Maldives and Boracay
Buy a condo unit
Visit Peru, Machu Picchu
Stay in Hawaii for a week and visit their popular hotels, heritage sites, and beaches
Stay and travel on New York
Travel Rome Italy, New Zealand, Switzerland, Korea, and
Have a badminton game with a professional player
Learn techniques in playing chess
Learn how to play volleyball and basketball
Watch badminton games personally
Watch PBA/NBA final games in a wide arena
Run a marathon
Meet a basketball and badminton player personally while taking their signatures and photo
Travel using a bicycle
That's for now HoooOoo! I shared a peek of my bucket list with you and I know that as I grow up, there are a lot of things that I will add to my list. We all have our bucket list in our pockets, if you want to share it with us, please feel free to make an article about it.
**Authors Note**
Good evening everyone! I finished making this article for today. I pushed myself to finish it because I want to share something with you. To be honest, I said to myself that I will make an article at 5 and will be finished at 7 pm but look at me now? Late upload and published 😂 It is because of my laziness, even so, I hope that you enjoyed reading this one.
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Top 5 of My Dream Courses
We all have different sets of dreams and goals when we're young but as we grow older, our dreams and goals also change. There are several factors why our preferences change as we grow up, it can be the influence of other people around us, experiences in different areas or we found genuine happiness or enjoyment in a particular field.
In this article, I want to share my top 5 preferred courses or professions in the future that I want to pursue when I grow up. I will start from the bottom which is my last choice, to the top.
****Top #5 Civil Engineer****
**Why Do I Like it?**
Stroking lines, creating shapes, as well as drawing objects and characters using my free hand is one of my hobbies when I was in 7th grade until now. We have a subject called 'Technical Drawing' in junior high and that's what enhances my skills in drawing.
I still remember the times when my subject teacher used my work to serve as an example to other sections. I can't help myself but be proud of myself and my work. My friends together with the teachers praised my design resulting in me thinking that I can be a successful Civil Engineer someday.
**Why I don't choose it?**
Even though I love drawing, I just categorized it as my 'hobby' which I can do in my past time. I am not that good at Mathematics either...well it's my favorite academic subject when I was in my elementary days but now? Oh ma gad sagad! I think when I'm seeing equations and problems, my stomach starts to churn char 😂 I am reminding myself to go on despite the hardships because college life is not easy as a pie.
****Top#4 Veterinarian/Doctor of Animals****
**Why Do I Like it?**
Being exposed to dogs since I was a child makes me value their life and treat them as my family. That's why it's so hard for me to accept when I see them slowly getting weak from sickness or die without doing all of my best to save them.
In my 18 years of existence, I encountered losing dogs who are close to my heart that's why I decided to pursue veterinary as my career, to prevent them from getting sick and prevent myself from future heartaches.
**Why I don't choose it?**
I love dogs and different kinds of animals but when it comes to conducting a surgery? I think it's not my thing. I tried to imagine myself in that career or if I will be genuinely happy, but I see myself in another profession. Maybe just maybe, it's not meant for me, I was made for anything else.
****Top#3 Biologist****
**Why Do I Like it?**
I love Science especially its branch, Biology. When I was in my junior and senior years, it's a subject that I always excel. Maybe I am just good at memorizing? Or I just enjoyed the subject the whole time?
When I was in 12th grade, I already hold and use a microscope because of our laboratory activities. At the time of our laboratory wherein we are using it for various organisms, I suddenly have the urge to become a biologist someday. I find it cool and amazing that's why I considered being one.
**Why I don't choose it?**
Even though Science is my favorite subject, I found myself slightly lazy from its responsibilities. I think being a biologist will require me a lot of time since it is hard to be one.
****Top#2 Computer Scientist/Programmer****
**Why Do I Like it?**
I like computers and technology that's the main reason why I want to pursue Computer Science or Programmer. I selected Computer Hardware/Software Servicing (CHS/CSS) as my TVL when I was in my 9th to 10th grade. I enjoyed doing activities on that track as well as the memorization of information making me achieve the academic award on that subject.
**Why I don't choose it?**
Computer Scientist/ Programmer needs to memorize and understand different sets of codes and commands. Even though I am good at memorizing, seeing those letters and symbols on the screen makes me dizzy all of a sudden. You need to understand the uses and functionalities of codes before making an input.
****Top#1 Computer Engineer****
**Why Do I Like it and why did I choose it?**
When I was a child, I always wonder how technologies have been made to make the life of people much easier and convenient. I grew up admiring those people who can make technologies work by just using their minds, hands, skills, and talents. Maybe that's the reason why I want to pursue this profession at college, I want to know and explore more. I want to make a contribution to the country or even in the world if it's possible. Technology is evolving and soon it can change the world, and when that time comes? I think my chosen profession is very suitable for upcoming job opportunities.
Authors Note
A cold morning everyone! I made this article yesterday night but since it's already late, I decided to continue it as soon as I woke up then publish it as soon as I finish. I want to share my dream jobs or professions when I am growing up, the reasons why I've changed my mind, and my choice as of the moment. I hope that you enjoyed reading this article and it will be fun if you share your dream professions in the future.
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It's Hard to be a Good Student https://read.cash/@Khairro/its-hard-to-be-a-good-student-b594d6e0
Are you in a Right Circle https://read.cash/@Khairro/are-you-in-a-right-circle-70260e67
My Choice, Your Choice: Would You Rather Challenge
Good day folk! I decided to make this article earlier than expected because I want to rest my mind on thinking about the topics for my next articles. We all know how hard it is as a writer to make a single article to be published every single day. That's why I set aside my fictional stories for a while and finish the pending challenges which is this one and the other is 'This or That Challenge" on our telegram group **Noiseristificationism**.
Without any more concerns let's start this challenge in three!...two!....one!
**Would you rather find true love today or win the lottery next year?**
That's a very easy question to answer. Of course I want...I want to win the lottery next year! Who wouldn't want to have a lot of money? If you have lots of money you can dance gimme gimme 😂 As I've said on my previous article, love is not my priority at the moment let her wait somewhere down the road. You're so road! Rocky road! Double Dutch! Cookies & Cream!—Hmmnn, Nagutom ako bigla ah...
If she can't wait to be with me so badly because she want to hug and kiss me, from my toes, my knees, my shoulder and my head then I'm sorry she is so wild I'm not yet ready charr 🤭 but seriously guys, I will choose to win in the lottery next year because I have so many plans in my life like leche flan, graham flan, avocado flan, PLDT plan 1999.
**Would you rather lose your sight or your memories?**
I preferred to lose my memories because it really hurts ang magmahal ng ganito Kung sino pang pinili ko, hindi makuha nang buo 👉🥴👈 When I'm alone my memories with her lingers on my mind, I still remember her smiles on my head even if her front teeth is missing, her beautiful laugh like it is coming from a dolphin, and her walk like she's the queen of the penguins — Ay teka nga! May jowa ba ko? Opkors wala so don't mind me. May jowa ka rin ba? Ahhh wala!! Same tayo 🤣
**Would you rather speak to animals or speak 10 foreign languages?**
This are both tempting. If I can speak to animals, I can talk to one of my friend who is a hayup, hayup sa galing, hayup sa talino at hayup sa sarap—magmahal but if I can speak 10 foreign languages, I can have different crushes with different breeds. It can be either, Canadian, American, ikaw ay inindian at hindi kailanman minahal— Opxxx! Pasensya ka na, di ko sadya 🤭
But seriously, I would rather speak to animals to know their feelings and problems. If I hurt them through my words, l can suyo suyo them, bilan ng fishball or idate kung saan niya gusto. Sana oll dinadate at may label🤣
**Would you rather be covered in fur or covered in scales?**
Being covered with fur has so many advantages. I can see my girlfriend hugging me all the time, cuddling me everyday and smooching me on her embrace because of my fluffiness. I can be a living huggable bear! I can give warmth not like your ex char🤣 Sana oll niyayakap noh? Why naman ganon?
**Would you rather be invisible or be able to fly?**
When I was a child, I imagined myself to have wings on my back in able to fly in the sky. I always admire the birds because they can travel the places using their wings. I envied the superheroes not because some of them wear their briefs outside but because they have powers to fly and strength to protect the world. My mind is full of imagination noh? Nasobrahan yata ako sa Krim Stix 🤣
**Would you rather run as fast as The Flash or be strong as Superman?**
Bakit puro super hero andito? Hayaan na nga. Well if I'm going to choose, I will choose to be as fast as The Flash because I want to be on my crush side on just a call away. Faster! Faster! Faster!—Ay! Wait may naligaw pawalis pleasee 🧹🧹What I mean is if I have that kind of power I can do anything as soon as possible even if it means I can go faster through your heart yieeee charrr anlandee ko🤣
**Would you rather give up coffee or soda forever?**
I already stopped drinking coffee for almost a year now and I can say that it's one of my biggest achievement. I still remember the times when I drink 2 or more cups of coffee a day tumititik pa ang mata ko sa sarap—(bat may tumitirik!?). It's hard to control pero ika nga nila, if you have will and determination nothing is impossible. The only impossible ay maging kayo ng crush niyo 🤭😂 charing lang baka may manampal mahirap na.
**Would you rather have your first child when you're 18 or when you're 50?**
I would rather have my first child when I am 18 (Ang aga ko namang namulat sa reyalidad niyan 😭). It's hard to make a baby na when your tuhod is uugod ugod baka rayumahin ka bigla o baka mangawit 😂
I'm not promoting teenage pregnancy or to have a child at a very young age. What I mean is, for me I would rather have a child on my early years because on that time I still have strength to make a living. Pero sa totoo lang? Ayoko pa talaga mag anak 😂 Mas gusto ko pang maggala kung saan saan, Saka na yung anak pag mayaman na ko.
**Would you rather read a book or watch a movie?**
Those are both my favorite past time but if I'm going to choose, I would rather watch a movie. Watching movie with your love ones is a great bonding yun nga lang di rin magtatagal maghihiwalay din kayo charr😂 ang bitter ko naman mas mapait pa sa ampalaya, mabuti pa siya masaya sa feeling ng iba.
**Would you rather be color blind or lose your sense of taste?**
It's a hard decision but I will choose to be color blind because sa panahon ngayon mahirap mawalan ng panlasa, baka icovid ka 😂 I still want to taste my mom's adobo, my dad's chapsuey, my crush wonderful dishes like noodles, fried hotdogs and eggs char AHAHAH
Authors Note:
Article No.11 (July 19, 2021)
Hello there! I hope that you are all doing good. I tried to make this article fun to read but I am out of ideas to insert so I'm sorry if you find it over acting or what so ever 😂 This is on my draft for how many hours because I became lazy to make one yesterday. I feel like I still have writers block on me but even so, I hope that you enjoyed reading this article today.
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It's Hard to be a Good Student
I can say that school life is the best part of us. It's a phase wherein we can make new friends, learn new things, adapt to different knowledge, experience to fail, achieve success, and most importantly build ourselves to our future careers. It's a stepping stone for us to be able to finish what we've started and to reach our dreamed finish line.
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As a learner, we want to study hard because we all have the same objectives...and that is to have a decent job to build a better future. That's why we're doing our very best to be a good students. In that way, we can guarantee that our sacrifices are all worth it until the end.
Completing assignments on time, putting maximum effort into doing activities and projects, spending time to study for upcoming quizzes and tests, and improving our weaknesses are some of the qualities of a good learner. However, in my experience, I can say that it's so exhausting to be a **good student.**
Why I said so??
**Reason#1—Good students typically wanted to maintain good grades**
I believe in the saying that ***"Grades doesn't define you as a person but it defines what kind of student you are."*** Who wouldn't like to have good grades to make yourself and your families proud? Who would like to have failing grades? Getting high grades is an achievement but to get that, we need to study hard and make some sacrifices.
To be honest with you, when I was in elementary I'm not serious about my studies. I have failing grades like 75, 76, and 77, I don't usually care about that because I thought that it's just a number... but when I stepped into high school? I realized that I should take my studies seriously because I can use them to enter my dream university and apply for scholarships.
See the importance of having a good set of grades??
**Reason#2—Good students often received expectations**
Being a good student has cons and one of that is what you called **"Expectations"**
When you start to take your studies seriously and you aimed to get good grades? Some people will start to expect something from you. It's like they expect you to get that kind of high grades every time, that you should belong to honors every quarter, or perhaps you should be the one to be on top.
I'm very thankful that my parents, friends, and relatives are not that type of people. They said that ***with honors or not as long as I did my best that's enough.***
**Reason#3—Good students prioritize studies rather than anything else**
When I said prioritize, what I mean is studies are on the top of their lists. They intend to do their priority works rather than do the least important things. This is the reason why good students can excel in academics.
It's a good thing that we prioritize our studies but always remember to enjoy while doing this thing. It's much better if we can take a break sometime after stressing ourselves about learning. Let's manage our time from studying and make space for creating friends and bonding.
It's hard to be a good student because you may experience a lot of things. Stress, lack of sleep, too much pressure, etc. We all have reasons why we keep striving and those reasons are what fuels us to continue despite everything.
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Article#10 (July 16, 2021)
Good day readers! I've made this article to highlight the common problems of being a good student. I know that I just shared a little but you can add some if you have any on your mind. I hope that you enjoyed reading today's article. I'm sorry if I can't publish fiction stories, it's because I'm having author's block at the moment but don't worry I will publish one soon!
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**I Am Innocent** https://read.cash/@Khairro/im-innocent-12445e88
Are you in a Right Circle?
Having a large number of friends is a gift, but having friends with solid connections and open communication is a blessing. Yesterday night, I was able to have a deep conversation with someone about friendship toxicity in our circles. At that moment, different questions started to fill up my mind. I started to question myself...
***"Am I in the right circle?"***
In my high school years, I was able to meet good friends who bring the best on me and contribute to who am I today. To be honest, I'm the type of person who is 'choosy' about selecting friends to hang out with because I want myself to be surrounded by people who can make me feel calm, loved, and contented.
Do you know that kind of feeling? Wherein you will feel that no wall separates you apart from them? That you are welcome? That you are accepted? I can feel that kind of overwhelming feeling when I met the circle of friends I have at this moment. They are good people, good influences, a good family and a good friend. I can't imagine myself cutting my ties with them, they are one of the pieces that complete me, and if that one piece suddenly disappears? I am sure that I will feel a void in my heart.
***"Do I feel like, I belong?"***
A true friend can accept everything in you. Your flaws, insecurities, and even your attitude. It doesn't matter if you have different personalities, skin color, religion, beliefs, hobbies, and talents as long as you can embrace individual differences.
I am grateful because I can feel that I belong with them and that I am wholeheartedly acknowledged. I remember that time when I first joined their group, they treat and talk to me as if I'm their long-lost friend. They made me feel that being new to the group doesn't matter because in no time we can know each other.
***"Am I growing with them?"***
For almost 2 years of being with them, I am given a chance to know each one of them personally. They help me to grow into something good and they help me to show my full potential.
You will be a better person if you are surrounded by positive people. Being with the same circle, we have the same goals to achieve. We all want to have a better future, not just for ourselves but for our family. Squad goals? Definitely!
***"Am I comfortable and genuinely happy?"***
You will feel satisfied and happy at the same time if you are with the right people. It's not just because of the funny moments but it's all about the formed bond and relationship. Comfortable in a way that you can freely express yourself without being judge by them and genuinely happy because they support and trust you from all of your decisions.
You are lucky if you answered 'YES' on all of these questions because it means that you are in the right circle of friends. Treasure them with all your heart and protect them at all costs.
Authors Note:
Article No.9 (July 15, 2021)
Good afternoon everyone! It's been days since I published an article. I just decided to take a break from doing all of this stuff because honestly? I've been sick these past few days but now I'm fine. I hope that you enjoyed reading this article, this is from my own experiences and I wanna share it with you guys.
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Never Have I Ever Challenge: Unveiling the Truth
How are you this fine morning? I hope that you are doing good! I can say that today's article will be different from my previous articles because I accepted the **"Never Have I Ever Challenge"** of @kli4d. To be honest with you, this challenge is famous on our telegram group named **Noiseristificationism.** Since I'm having trouble thinking about what I should write, I think this article will boost my mind. Without any more concerns, let's start this challenge in 3...2...1....!
**Never Have I Ever Dyed my Hair on my 18 years of existence**
"I strongly believe that usage of hair dye can lead to hair damage." That's the reason why I don't want to dye my hair, but today if you will ask me? Definitely, Yes!! Someone on the back of my mind is urging me to try it 😂 When I saw my big brother came home last month with yellow blonde hair color, I instantly laughed at him because he looks like a basang sisiw na kulang sa aruga 🤣 I don't want to be a meany but I love teasing him until he becomes a big bad wolf on real life.
Anyways, I'm planning to dye my hair this week after my haircut but I want to ask your opinion on what hair color should I try. I want it to be dark like brown, chocolate or black again if you insist, what do you think? Share your thoughts!
**Never Have I Ever Been in a Relationship**
I've never been on an official date more likely to have a girlfriend back when I was just a sper-m swimming on the sea until now that I'm fully developed. And you know what? There's nothing wrong with that! I believe that the right person will come to me at the right time, I don't need to rush things.
I prefer to travel the world with my family or friends rather than to look left and right, up and down, front and back just to find the love of my life. Let her wait I'm busy char.😂
**Never Have I Ever Smoked a Cigarette**
I am a good dog, don't you agree? I don't smoke using a cigarette but If I remember it right...I smoked using paper when I was just a child 😂 I tried it once since I saw other kids do it too but never do it again when my father saw me acting like a villain. We played track and field and hide and seek that day while he's holding a very long leather belt.
Seriously guys, if you are going to smoke please don't. It will just damage your lungs especially your overall health. My grandfather died because of that so stop now,do it afterlife charinggg 😂
**Never Have I Ever Fallen Asleep in our Class**
I don't experience it yet maybe soon but I will share the funny moment last last year.
I remember this time when I was on my 11th grade. Our subject teacher is teaching her lesson on the front when somebody said that we should clap our hands to wake up one of our classmates who is sleeping. As a good student who follows the rules of life, 😇 we clapped! We can't help ourselves but laugh when he wakes up, stand up, and started clapping his hands while wiping the saliva on his mouth 🤣 Sad to say, our subject teacher became mad so she gave us her dragon breath and words of wisdom that consume our time until lunch 😀
**Never Have I Ever Kissed Someone Who has the Same Age Like Me**
Kissing is good especially every second, every minute, every hour, and every day! It's just like a vitamin A to Z —Ooops wait! Did I say that? Let's go back to our senses, I just eat Krim Stix that's why imagination ko ang limit 🥴
To be honest I already kissed someone. Her name is Ivy but her mouth is stinky. She is my 3-year-old Siberian Husky Golden Retriever Dalmatian Chimpanzee. In other words, she is Aspin 🤭 Do you want me to make our own love story? Ay! wag pala we're not compatible.
**Never Have I Ever Travelled Alone**
Whenever I decided to go out and travel to faraway places like Bikini Bottom, Townsville, Retroville, etc. I always bring my girlfriend with me, because my day isn't complete without her by my side—ay wait! I don't have jowa pala haysss... Sorry guys it is because of my disease which is "Imaginationistritificationism" stage 10 😭🤣
Back to seriousness, you read it right! I don't travel alone, I am always with my family or friends when we decided to travel because I believe that the more the merrier! The more people in your group, the higher chance you will find someone to like! charot wag maharot travel lang walang ganyanan AHAHAH.
**Never Have I Ever Been In a Hungover**
I am not drinking any kind of alcoholic drinks like gin bilog with tang or Yakult, Soju blueberry and strawberry flavor, Emperador, Red Horse, Vodka, Whiskey, Black Label, wala kayong label—ayy sorry! I didn't mean it promise, cross on my lovable heart 💚 I just want to say that I'm not a drinker yun lang hehe 😳
Although I'm not drinking those things, I am still drinking wines and Tanduay Ice. I am a good citizen of our own home country because I'm not tisoy! I'm Pinoyyy!
**Never Have I Ever Got a Tattoo**
Getting a tattoo can hurt you physically and emotionally. For example you decided to put her name on the skin near your heart because you believe that he or she is your forever soulmate but then one day you broke up. BoOooom Double Kill! Awts, pain, pighati, lumbay, lumpo, bangag?—oh diba sabi sayo there's no forever eh🤣
Back to reality. One of the reasons is I found it unnecessary because when we apply for some jobs here in this country the first thing that they will analyze is your physical body. If you have tattoos, piercings etc. there is a possibility that they will not accept you. (Diba taas ng standards?) I don't have any problems with tattoos, I actually love that art and I respect those people who want to have one 😊.
**Never Have I Ever Tried to Cut my Own Hair**
I didn't try it because I am afraid that I will surpass other people's cuteness 😥 Cute+cute= Me!! 😂 Look! @TheRandomRewarder will agree to my statement.
But seriously guys, I don't want to do 'Do It Yourself Haircut' because I know to myself that the result will be very bad. When I said bad, it's really bad...like bad girl! Bad girl! Ba—Ay! Nalihis. I still remember my sister when she cut her own hair, she became the twin of Dora the Explorer because of her bangs. Dora yarn!?
**Never Have I Ever Saw Someone Die**
I saw some animals and insects die with my own cutie eyes 👀 but a real person? Yes I saw one too! But the only problem is I saw them died in pleasure—Wait! Erase Erase! It's getting dirty here I need to clean up.
Seeing someone's death is the situation I never want to experience because I don't think it will be a good sight. Geez, I remember the movie Final Destination. Have you already watch it?
**Author's Note:**
Article No. 8 (July 12,2021)
Good day everyone! This is the Top 10 Never Have I Ever done in my life. I have fun doing this article and I felt like I can now made a story for tomorrow. I hope that you enjoyed reading this one! You can always comment your thoughts on the comment section.
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I Am Innocent
I can feel the scrutinizing gazes of my fellow students on my back the moment I entered the school grounds. They started to talk, whisper, murmur, and laugh not minding that I can hear what they're talking about.
***"Ohh look at him! He is so chubby AHAHAHA! I think his parents always allow him to go in the kitchen every time he wants"***
***"Look at those arms and legs girl! I'm sure that he can't even run for a mile!"***
I heard them saying.
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I just bowed my head and continue to walk. Bullying is not new to me anymore because I experienced it a long time ago. I am just thankful that my family agreed to move to this city because I've experienced the worst in our past town. I am just wondering because before we move, we heard disturbing news about the people who bullied other students like me in my former university.
According to the police report, 4 students were found brutally murdered at exactly 6:00 in the morning in different parts of the university. They all have the same way of death which is stabbed on different parts of the body repeatedly. The police are currently conducting further investigations about this matter and I hope that the criminal who killed them will be put in jail for the crime he or she did.
Even though I hate those people for bullying me, I don't want them to experience such kind of death. They're still young and they have dreams and goals to achieve. I just prayed that they will get the justice they deserve.
A tap on my shoulder brought me back to my senses.
**"Hey, Earl! Don't mind what other people spoke up to you. Yes, you are fat but that doesn't mean that they are allowed to bully you."**
My new friend Norman said.
I smiled at his concern. The first time I entered this university, he is the first one to befriend me even though his circle of friends doesn't agree with his decision. That's why I am lucky to have him as a friend.
**"I know that don't worry. I believe that someday karma will hit them so bad."**
He stared at me for a while before laughing.
**"HAHAHA! I don't know that you believe in what you called 'karma' too, because for me? That thing doesn't exist."**
We stopped our conversation when the bell rang.
**"Let's hurry! The bell rang already! We must not be late on our first subject because we won't be able to enter our first class."**
On that thought, we ran. As we reached our room I can't help myself but catch my breath. My knees are shaking because of the long run.
We sat on a chair at the back and wait for the professor to enter our class. When our professor came, he then started the class immediately.
Our discussion is running smoothly when he decided to perform a graded recitation about the plant and animal cells. It is done randomly because he is shuffling our index cards with our names and pictures on it.
**"Earl De Castro, please stand up and answer this question. What is the difference between animal and plant cells when it comes to their organelles?"**
Sad to say, I am the lucky one to answer the first question.
I decided to stand up but the chair I am sitting in blocked my fats. I tried again and again but it isn't working. My classmates started to laugh as well as my professor.
**"Mr. De Castro? I think you should start to take your diet seriously. Look at those huge fats of yours! It's bulging! You seemed like you have 2 packs of tabs in your body instead of abs. Anyway just sit down you are wasting my time."**
He said while preventing himself to laugh so hard.
I go back to my sit and shut my mouth. I can still hear the laughter of my classmates getting louder until they can't help themselves anymore. I chose to shut their voices out of my body and wait for this entire class to end.
After Class...
I was walking down the hallway ready to go home when I heard the laughter of my friend Norman and his circle of friends in one of the vacant rooms. I got curious about what they're are laughing at so I decided to eavesdrop on their conversation.
**"AHAHAHA! I cannot move on from what Mr. Hopkins said to Earl. 2 tabs instead of abs!? I really cannot!"**
I was stunned in my place.
**"We thought that you are befriending him?"**
His friends ask.
**"That boy who has a lot of cholesterol? Are you insane? Of course not! I just want to be close to him to know his secrets so that we can spread them in this university."**
He said.
That's my cue to run. I run and run while my tears are flowing down to my face. I can't believe that he is just pretending to be my friend. I thought he is different but he's the same just like the other students...A bully.
As soon as I was able to go home. I quickly go to my room upstairs and lay on my bed, wishing that **karma** should punish them so bad.
**Tomorrow morning...**
I'm walking like a zombie in the hallway when I heard one of the students said that Mr. Hopkins, Norman, and his circle of friends are all murdered last night. They are all stabbed repeatedly on different parts of their body just like the murder case in our past town.
I quickly run off to the scene just to saw their bodies wrapped in a white cloth stained by their blood. Their families are crying out loud as well as the students and teachers who are close to their hearts.
I immediately run to the vacant bathroom to cry.
**"Who is the heartless human being who killed Mr. Hopkins, my friend, and the other students?"**
I asked myself while facing the mirror. My hands are trembling and my knees are shaking.
**"You didn't remember? We did it, Earl! Just like how we killed those bullies in your former school. We chase them one by one just like a cat chasing a rat."**
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I saw myself talking to my reflection. Suddenly, flashbacks from yesterday night flooded my mind. Their screams, their begs, and their sorry. The pleasure I felt when I killed those bullies came back on my nerves.
**"N-oo..no....noo! That can't be true! I don't kill anybody! You're lying!** ***I am innocent!*****"**
My reflection just laughed at my thought.
**Author's note:**
The main character **Earl De Castro** has suffered from a mental illness, which was triggered in his junior years when he was being bullied continuously. He has a multiple personality disorder. It was automatically activated when he feels so many negative emotions or if he is depressed. His other personality is the one who killed those students at his former school and his present school.
I made this story to highlight the problems associated with bullying. I want everyone to know that bullying doesn't make you cool, so grow up! To the people who experienced being bullied please have the courage to speak up! Don't afraid to show the truth!
Good day readers! Did you like the genre of this story? It's my first time writing this kind of stuff so I want to say sorry if you don't like some scenes. I just want to say my deep gratitude to all of you for the time you spent on this story. **Feel free to comment down your thoughts, feedback, recommendations, and suggestions. I am always open to constructive criticism.** It will help me a lot as a writer.
Disclaimer:
I am not promoting any killing stuff. I just want to share the thoughts and the scenes running on my mind.
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Norman
Mr. Hopkins
Norman's circle of friends
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**Starting Point of my Journey** https://read.cash/@Khairro/starting-point-of-my-journey-59730c3a
**Why Do I Live?** https://read.cash/@Khairro/why-do-i-live-f989ccb7
**I Love Him But I Chose to Let Him Go** https://read.cash/@Khairro/i-love-him-but-i-chose-to-let-him-go-51af0045
**Once I Die, I Woke Up** https://read.cash/@Khairro/once-i-die-i-woke-up-3c6890ea
**The Day She Said Goodnight** https://read.cash/@Khairro/the-day-she-said-goodnight-69223a6d
Peek on my "A Not So Interesting Life"
It's a pleasure to meet all of you today. Some of you knows me already but many people are not. I want to satisfy your curiosity by giving you a peek on my life.
My name is Khairro, 18 years of age and currently at my 12th Grade. I'm going to graduate soon this July! ***Am I excited? Am I scared? Am I ready to open another chapter of my life?***
Actually, I don't know what to say right now. My feelings inside of me is unexplainable. Although I am really excited, a part of me is quite scared and disappointed. Scared on the fact that I am not a child anymore, that I am slowly growing day by day and that my priorities are going to change. Well, what can I do? That's life! I can't do anything about it.
College life is what I'm waiting for to be honest but I think that this year will be different from what I've expected. I imagined myself to be in an apartment with my closest friends even if we are going on different universities. I saw ourselves doing homeworks, research, paperworks and assignments together and even travel the places we wanted to visit around Manila. A simple dream but get shattered by today's crisis.
**We can't tell what will happen in the future** and that is indeed right.
An introverted, mysterious, serious, go with the flow and prominent person. That's just a little description my friends told me when I asked them If what's their first impression about me.
I am a type of person who want things to be organized, neat and clean. I value the connection of families and friends so much as well as the things you can gave me. I can guarantee you that once you gave me a gift, I will always wear it, I will always use it and I will forever treasure it.
**On my high school days,** I can say that my abilities, skills and talents has been nourished by my experiences. On this time, I experienced to be a consistent honor student on our school since Grade 7 until now with a goal of being an Engineer someday. My goal is to give my family a bright future and let them enjoy the life they deserved.
As I grew up, I learned a different kinds of talents and hobbies. ***Singing, drawing, graphic designing, reading, playing badminton, cooking, journalizing, photo editing, mobile photography, designing, crafting and today is writing.*** I can't help myself but to be thankful on the things that I can do on my life.
****Here are the sample shots taken by my mobile...****
Nature and sunsets are my favorite subjects when it comes to mobile photography. I believe that their natural beauty can attract everybody in just a simple ways than one.
****My Crafts Using recyclable materials****
Using used cardboards and other materials that can be found on the trash bin, I was able to transform them into something useful like this. It can be your personalized gift box or storage. I also put them on the market for sale. I'm not just recycling but also saving the environment.
****Singing and Making Music Covers****
I want to upload my short music cover on here entitled "Crazier" by Taylor Swift but the video won't upload, unluckily. Through singing, I can show my true feelings and emotions. It lifts my mood everyday and keeps me okay.
Isn't She Lovely
Jealous - Labrinth
Till Death Do Us Part - Leroy Sanchez
This are the example of my music covers. I am not a professional singer but singing makes me happy.
****Writing Stories and Articles****
I can't imagine myself that I will going to enjoy writing stories or articles on this platform because honestly? I am not a writer. I preferred to be a reader than to make a work on myself. Everything has change when I read the articles published by @carisdaneym2 @Corpsekunno and other good authors. They make me realized that writing is enjoyable but tiring 😂 They became my inspiration to continue and make writing articles as my hobby. They are the first one to recognized my works and my first sponsors, that's why I am very thankful to them for trusting my abilities as an author.
Hey everyoneee! How are you all doing? This article of mine is requested by @carisdaneym2 She wants me to have my talambuhay (biography)😂. Are you happy now? Or you preferred to read tragic stories? I can make one for you AHAHAH. Well anyways, I hope that you enjoyed this article so far because I, myself really enjoyed it. If you like it feel free to like and subscribe for upcoming Articles or stories!
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"The Day She Said Goodnight"
The heat of the sun hits my face as I heard the grass and the leaves of trees swayed by the wind. I am currently sitting on a bench near the park while waiting for my girl bestfriend to finish her class today.
**"Where is that annoying chubby cheeks? She is taking her time so well huh."**
I said to myself while roaming my eyes on the front gate of their school. I looked at my watch just to notice that it's already 5:30 in the afternoon then my face turn to the cup of ice cream I'm holding, and realized that I almost ate 6 cups of medium size ice cream that I bought on Blizzard earlier.
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I groaned on boredom and frustration I'm feeling while making circles on my heavy stomach.
**"I am so full. *Brpppppp*"**
I laughed when a loud burp escaped my lips.
I chose to wait for 10 more minutes before I decided to stand up on the bench I was sitting and go directly to the front of their school gate. I was about to shout her name when I saw her exiting the gate.
**"You little chipmunk! Where have you—"**
I suddenly stopped when I noticed that her eyes are red like she just came from crying.
She is about to walked passed on me when I hold her arms and make her looked at me.
**"Wait Raine! Why are you crying!? Did someone bully you!? Did someone hurt you!? I will go teach them a lesson if they did something on you!"**
I asked her frantically. She just continue to sob like there is no tomorrow. My fist balled and my jaw tightened, I can feel the anger rising on my body. With a clue on what's happening, I asked her.
**"Is that because of Jerome? Your boyfriend? What-did-he-do huh!?**
I questioned her slowly but dangerously low and with that, she looks at me with fright on her almond eyes. My gaze suddenly becomes soft, regretting the tone I gave her.
**"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you Rere..."**
I apologized to her for my sudden outburst. "Rere" is my nickname I gave on her when we became best of friends. I'm calling her that when I want her to forgive me on the mistake I've done or if I want her to do something for me.
**"I-it's okay"**
She shortly replied. Her voice cracked because of the crying.
**"I just don't want to talk about it today Charles. I am really exhausted and tired. Can you just drive me home?"**
She asked me wanted to divert the main topic. I am tensed, I can feel that but I chose to understand her because I know that she will share her problem to me soon.
I deep sigh came out on my mouth.
**"Okay, I understand, but I just want to let you know that I'm just here to listen to you when you need someone to talk to. I can be your knight to protect you and I can be your handkerchief to wipe those tears coming from you. You know that I love you right? On the day we became best of friends, I treated you as my own little sister and I am your big brother. I am just here so don't push me away because I want to get your pain."**
I replied to her. With that, we go to my car and I start the engine to drove home.
On our ride, she chose to be quiet. It's like she is in her deep thought. I cleared my throat when we arrived at the front of her house making her stumble on the sit.
**"We're here Raine. Rest now and think the things I said to you earlier."**
I told her.
**"Thank you Cheche...I know that you are worried for me but let me think of this first alone. Drive home safe."**
She said and quickly made her way on their home.
I wait for her to go inside the house before I drive my car on the next street where do I live.
**"I just hope that she will tell me what happen to her, soon. I don't want her to feel the excruciating pain alone."**
I told myself on my mind while I drive.
Several days had passed...
I am extremely worried because it's been 4 days when I last saw my Rere. I wanted to see her so bad. I want to hug her and whisper comforting words just like what she did on me when I was the one suffering.
I tried to call her on her phone but it just keep ringing. I tried to visit their house but her mother said that she wants to be alone for the meantime. I even waited for her on my car in front of their house thinking that she will have a heart to let me in but...no avail.
I am getting frustrated every day. My temper is slowly fading and my anger is totally rising. I am just thankful that I was able to beat up her boyfriend on the pulp until he can't open her eyes anymore. I realized that Raine's boyfriend cheated on her even if they are already on their 5 years relationship. I've never thought that he can do that to my bestfriend. I want to beat him up again but I reigned my emotions.
**"I am going on their house tonight. With her permission or not."**
I told myself with confidence.
Raine's Residence
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I drove at their home at exactly 8 o'clock in the evening. I saw that the lights on their house is limited making me realize that she is the only one at home. When I look up to her room on the balcony, I saw her... My bestfriend is holding one of the rails while her hair is being blowned by the wind. I can clearly see the sadness on her eyes despite of the distance we are in. She then decided to go back on her room without closing the door. I take it as a cue to climb on their balcony to surprise her and to badly asked her if she's okay.
As the time I reached their balcony, I entered her room. I saw her combing her long brown hair while facing the mirror.
I cleared my throat that makes her jump on her sit.
**"Charles!? You scared me to death! And what are you doing on my room?"**
I just stared at her face. The stains of her tears are still prominent. And the sadness on her eyes are still present.
With my remaining strength, I asked her the questions that are lingering on my mind when she decided not to show up.
She sighed and keep quiet for a while but tells me the true story from the start.
***Fast forward...***
**"That's what actually happened... I am tired now Charles, I want to rest for the day. I answered all of your questions so please can you leave me alone for tonight? I promise I will be fine tomorrow."**
She said dismissively.
I can't help myself but to agree because I know thay she is really tired from all of this. With a last glance I bid my goodnight on her.
**"Goodnight Charles...I am very thankful that I met a wonderful man like you. I love you, always remember that, I do.**
I kissed her forehead and i tucked her on the bed. I whispered my love on her on that night waiting for her to fall asleep before I get up. I can't help but to feel nervous for tomorrow, I hope that she will be now okay.
***Present Time...***
I am crying so hard today because it's her death anniversary. I remember again that day, wherein I bid my goodbye on my bestfriend not thinking that it will be the last time that we will be able to see each other again.
I pulled my hair and shout.
I wasn't able to save her from pain, from suffering and from grief. That morning after we talk on that night shattered my whole life because I learned that she committed suicide with the baby on her womb.
I regretted the day ***"when she said goodnight."***
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Character List:
Raine (Rere)
Charles (Cheche)
Jerome (Raine's Boyfriend)
Mother of Raine
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Once I Die, I Woke Up
I didn't notice that I stared at the window for so long. The small drops from heavy rain is pouring down the dark sky and the gush of winds are hitting the leaves on the trees. A sudden breeze of cold air hits my sensitive skin making me shiver, not realizing that the book I'm reading fall down onto the floor.
A loud knock on my wooden door was heard making me turn my head cutting myself from my deep thought.
**"Amber? The breakfast is done already! I know you're now awake! Probably reading that favorite book of yours again and again. It's 5:20 in the morning and you have a school to attend so get up now before I kick you down on your bed."**
I can't help myself but to giggle on my Mother's usual wake up call. For sure she just rolled her eyes on me while her hands are on her hips. Ohhh I can imagine AHAHAH!
**"I know Mom! Don't worry I will now get up, take a bath then we're going to eat our breakfast together. Happy now? "**
I slowly said while getting up and folding the blankets on my bed.
**"Good! I will wait for you honey, don't let me wait for too long! Muah See yah!"**
She said cheerfully while beginning to walk downstairs.
The smile on my face can't be erase because of my Mom's baby like attitude.
I am glad that she returned back to her normal state. When my Father died 2 years ago, my Mother became depressed and suicidal. She was always sad and she won't eat anything that I served. I felt like she is on my side but she is so far away.
On that day, I cried hard...begging for her to slowly move on and accept that my Father won't be here on our side anymore. I let out the sadness, grief and the pain lingering on my heart consume me until I felt her warmth surrounded on my body and whisper words of promises she is granting today.
**"Stop Amber, you're so dramatic. Don't ever ruin the good mood of today! Fix yourself!"**
I wipe the tears on my face then went to my own bathroom to take a bath. After that, I wear my uniform and head downstairs.
At the Dining Area
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**"Why you're so slow? You are getting late! Sit now and let's eat."**
My Mother said while pouting.
**"Mom! Stop pouting you're old enough for that stuff."**
We both laughed at that but immediately sat down and eat after realizing that I can be late on my class.
I bid my goodbye to my Mom and quickly ride to the taxi as I've reached the main road.
On my way to school, I decided to turn my head on the window of the taxi but as the time I turned my face, I saw a small kid getting carried by the people on the ambulance car. On that scene, my mind began to wander, what happens when we die? Do we ever feel the pain again? Or are we going to vanished in this cruel world like a bubble being popped?
A beep from the taxi I've been riding wake me up from my day dream.
**"We are now here on your University Ms."**
The taxi driver said.
I gave him the payment and said thank you for a safe ride before going out. I stand up and stare for the University for awhile before I went on my first class.
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As I've reached the door of our room, a kiss to my cheeks from my boyfriend Jace welcomed me.
**"Hey! How are you? You seemed bothered. Can I know what's bothering to my baby?"**
I smiled from his sweet gesture. Jace and I are almost 2 years in our relationship and next week is our anniversary.
**"I'm fine Jace. I just saw some accident while I'm on the road but nothing to worry about me."**
I quickly replied to ease the knot on his forehead.
**"I see, well let's get inside now because the class will start so soon."**
I nod and we went inside the classroom. As we sit down, our professor from the English subject came in and start the class immediately.
**"Good morning class! Our topic for today is about Life and Death..."**
We greet her also and listened as she discuss our lesson for today. I don't know but the topic make me interested so I chose to focus my attention on what she's explaining. As the lesson go further, she suddenly ask a question.
**"Can you give me any question that is running from your mind that questions your existence? Any volunteers?"**
Reluctantly, I raised my hand to ask my professor, not just because I want to impress everybody or my boyfriend alone, but this question really bothers me. I got this question I read on my favorite book entitled "The Biggest Lie You Will Ever Heard"
**"Yes! Ms. Amber share your thoughts please."**
**"I know that some may find this question weird but I want to ask right away. What if the life we are living now is just a lie? An illusion that is made to cover up the truth?**
I asked her. I didn't notice that we are staring for short while now and the classroom became eerily quite.
**"That's a good question Ms. Amber! But sadly I don't know the answer on that specific question either but the only one thing that I am sure of? Is life are full of surprises, we can't say what will happen in the future."**
**"Thank you! You can now go back to your sit."**
I nodded at her response, agreeing to her statement.
**"Woooh! That's what you get from reading weirdly made books."**
My subconscious self said to my head. I just rolled my eyes on myself and continue listening to the discussion on different classes until the bell rang, signalling us to have some break.
On the Cafeteria...
We are sitting on a chair by Jace and our friends when Jen ask me a question about earlier.
**"Ambyyy... your question earlier to Mrs. Kane is so cool! Where did you get that question?"**
I giggled on her cuteness. I was about to pinch her cheeks when she just gave me a answer-my-question-first-or-I-will-tickle-you look.
**"Ok fine! I got it from the book I've read almost everyday wherein the author can make you agree about his questions on human existence, Happy?"**
I exclaimed then pinched her cute chubby cheeks afterwards.
**"Amburrrr....shtapppp....pinchinggg..my....cheeckhsssss**!"
I released her swollen cheeks when I am satisfied, then we laughed altogether. Suddenly, Jericho throws a question to Jace while me and Jen are busy laughing.
**"Oh wait Jace! You and Amber will celebrate your 2nd year anniversary next week right? What's your plan?"**
I looked at Jace and wait for his reply. I actually don't mind if we just eat somewhere or have a simple date as long as I'm with him, it will be all worth it. He then smiled at me and answered.
**"A simple celebration will do for the both of us, I know that she is not into fancy things and she appreciate even a smallest effort I gave her. So, I decided to have a simple dinner date on our favorite restaurant along with the friends and families of course."**
He answered while staring intently at me. His smile are visible in his face and the love is prominent on his eyes. I suddenly blushed at the sight.
**"Yeah, that will do for me. I am expecting you guys on our anniversary so mark your calendars! Don't ever forget it!"**
I said to our friends still avoiding Jace stares at the side of my head.
A ring of bell was heard making us go back to our classes. I continue to my next class which is Biology and started listening to the professor. As our class ended, I can't help myself to be excited on our anniversary next week.
**"Hmmm, I wonder what will happen?"**
I said to myself before going back home.
The Day of Our Anniversary...
I am so nervous as well as excited on the dinner that will held later on the restaurant of Fradélle. I am wearing a beige tube dress with matching white 4 inch high heels and just applied light make up on my face. My Mother is on the restaurant already as well as my friends because, they want to help for the preparation of the dinner. Who I am to complain right? I laughed at the thought
With a final glance on the mirror. I exited my room and go out to our house. I just walked a few before I enter the Uber I rented earlier.
I texted my Mother that I am on the way to inform the others. She just replied me a kiss emoji and a be safe statement. I stayed quite on the car and decided to look at the sky.
**"The moon and the stars are beautiful tonight."**
I exclaimed silently to myself.
As we arrived on the destination, I excitedly opened the door and go out. I stopped on my tracks and saw the beautiful sight, I can see the front of the restaurant that tends to be our safe haven where I and Jace first met each other.
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I just need to walk passed the road to enter the restaurant but lot's of cars hinders me from doing so. As I've expect that no vehicles would drive on the both side this time, I slowly walked straight to the pedestrian. My eyes are just focus on the man who are facing back at me, I can hear my heart racing and I can feel the butterflies on my stomach...but my admiration to the man I've love the most was cut off by a loud horn coming from the truck.
The scenario is so fast, my eyes widened when I learned that it was coming on my way, It hit my body so hard making me thrown at the other side of the road. I can feel the blood gushing out on my body, I can feel the broken limbs and bones and the excruciating pain on my head. On my very last breath, I was facing the moon and the stars like it's watching me and my dear life.
A loud beep at the side of my bed where I rest can be heard. Making me awake from my deep slumber. I am so confused so I try to recall the thing that happened before I sleep, then the flashback of memories hit me. The anniversary, the truck and my death.
**"Wait? Where am I?"**
I asked myself.
My voice felt like I don't drink a plenty of water for a long time now because of its grogginess. Then a realization hits me. I am encapsulated on a tube where there are lots of wires connected on my body and on my head. I slowly pull it all off and pushed the glass that enclosed me. Using my weakend knees, I step out from the capsule I was in. I decided to roam in the place but was then frozen from my spot when I see a lot of human sized capsules just like mine.
**"W-wwhat? T-he?"**
With my trembling body, I realized that my mother, my friends, my boyfriend and all of the people I know on my whole life are enclosed in the human sized capsule filled with bluish water. They looked like they are in a deep slumber.
I was so scared and confuse that's why I chose to step back just to be cornered in one of the windows of the room where I'm in. I turned my back and decided to peek on the window but a loud gasp came out from my mouth. I was in a spaceship and we are flying on the space! Where no one knows the direction we are going.
**"Is the human race extinct?"**
I said while shaking.
**"Then the life I was in is just an illusion-n? A dre-eam? A lie?"**
Then I remember the book I've read before on my dream entitled ***"Once I die, I Woke Up."***
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"I Love Him but I Chose to Let Him Go"
I graduated from a not so prestigious University with a course of secretarial on our province in Isabela. Luckily, I became the valedictorian. I chose to study hard to make my parents proud and to have a better future not just for myself but for my family. Some of my friends thought that I can't enjoy my college life because I just focus myself on the road of success but they just didn't know that this one is my happiness. My life as a student is not always about books and paperworks, I always tell myself to have fun and get some rest. Hey! I'm a human too! I have feelings and definitely not a robot!
**"Earth to Selene! Earth to Selene Kim!"**
I am back to my reverie when my friend Jamie shout in front of my face.
"**Uhhm...I'm sorry what are you saying again?"** I asked her
She just rolled her eyes on me and raise her perfectly trimmed right eyebrow.
**"What's with you Selene? You're spacing out. Wait! Let me see... A hah! Now I know, you are keeping your eyes on him! Yieeee!"**
She tease me while poking the side of my stomach.
**"Hey! Don't do that it's ticklish! AHAHAHA! Jamieeee...Pleaseee! HAHAHA"**
I laughed so hard on our two sitter chair not minding the stairs of people on the café we are in. Wait? A café! Oh my!
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**"Jamie! Everyone is staring at us! It's your fault!"**
I hid my reddened face on the foods served in the table because of the embarrassment. And this girl! She just laughed at me! What kind of friend is this? Nah! I love this girl even if she's crazy.
**"Don't worry dear, look at the table no.9! your long time crush Eren is staring at you! Isn't that an achievement? Do you now feel the butterflies flying on your stomach? Do your heart beats faster now? C'mon! Tell me!"**
**"Shut your big and loud mouth Jamie! What if he heard it? I can't show my face to him anymore! C'mon lets go back, I have some works to do on my office."**
I immediately stand and pulled her up. I can feel his stare on me for a long time now, that's why I'm itchy to get out on this café and forget the embarrassing moment of my life.
The moment that we are heading out to the door, somebody holds my arm and make me turn my back from my tracks.
**"Eren!? Uhhm, Wh-why? Is th-there any problem?"**
I literally stuttered. My God Selene! Fix yourself! You are so obvious that you felt something on him! I scolded myself.
**"My parents wants to have a dinner with you. They are expecting you tomorrow night, 7:00 pm at our residence. And please don't assume anything, I don't like you."**
As he turned his back on me, I pulled Jamie who are shock on my side and get out to the cafe as fast as I can.
I let my tears fall from my eyes because of the pain and harsh words he inflicted on my heart. I make sure that we are far away on that place before I let myself to cry.
**"Shhh...Don't cry Selene, it will be alright. Don't mind him, I thought he is a good man afterall but I guess a handsome face doesn't guarantee a handsome attitude. Forget him and don't ever think of that guy again. Okay? Let's now go home."**
I don't have the energy to answer her so I remained quite, I'm glad that she understood it well. She push me through her car and buckled the seatbelt on my body. She silently drove home while I let myself fall asleep into darkness, wanting to forget the pain still crawling onto my heart.
The Next Day...
I woke up on my bed and noticed that it's already 11:00 in the morning. It's still early, I thought...Wait? What the! I have a dinner to attend at 7 pm! I almost forgot! Sheezzz.
I went directly to the bathroom just to found out the deep black bags under my eyes. It is also puffy and swollen due to my crying last night before I sleep.
**"Don't think about it again Selene! Forget about that situation and forget about him!"**
I scolded myself while staring at the mirror.
I quickly set aside that thought and began to take my bath. It took me an hour on the bathroom because of some girly stuffs.
As the time I am finished, I go downstairs just to found out my parents are already eating on the table. They asked me to join them. I quickly nod and sit on a chair beside my Mother.
**"Baby? Do you already know that Mr. & Mrs. Carper asked you for a dinner?"**
My mother asked
**"Yes mom, Eren told me personally at the café yesterday."**
I replied...
**"That's good! I just want to let you know that we are doing our very best to give you a better future. You know we are getting older and we are not always on your side forever."**
I became confused with her reply, but I chose to shrugged it off. I don't want to stress myself even more.
Mr. & Mrs. Carper Residence
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This is it! You can do this! I tell a mantra to myself while knocking off the nervousness slowly creeping on my chest.
I pressed the doorbell of their house and Mr. Pedro, the guard of the house let me in.
For everyone's information, Carper's and my family are a long time friends that's why Mr. and Mrs. Carper already knows me already as well as the people on their household.
**"Wow! This is huge and well made!"**
I exclaimed to myself. The decorations of their house costs a thousands for sure.
**"Selene? Is that you already? Look at you! You grow up as a fine and beautiful lady! Well, let's continue this conversation on the table. The foods are cooked already."**
As we sit, I greet Mr. Carper who are sitting on the center of the dining table as well as Eren who just gave me a shrug and cold gaze.
I can't help myself but to feel hurt by his actions so I chose to avoid his eyes and presence.
**"Let's eat now sweetie while we tackle the reason why you're here"**
I nodded at Mrs. Carper and I started to eat.
**"Selene? You already know that my family and yours are a long time friends right? Well to make it short when we're just starting our business me and my wife here, as well as your parents decided to let our son or daughter marry each other in the future. That's the reason of this dinner, your parents already knows it and I know that you have a feelings for my son. So it's a win win situation."**
I can't help myself but to be stunned on what Mr. Carper has said. I am shock but my insides are celebrating, I knew I love Eren from the start but does he feel the same?
Suddenly, a loud screech of chair coming from Eren has been heard on the whole dining area. His fist are balled and his jaw is tightening. I know that he is against on this situation so—
**"I know this already a long time ago Selene, it is just marriage so lets give that to both of our parents."**
He shortly said and turn his back on us, leaving the dining table quietly but I know that he is pissed off based on the aura he emits.
After the dinner, I bid my goodbye to Mr. And Mrs. Carper. They ask their driver to drive me home and I agreed since it is already midnight. I went directly to my bed thinking of our wedding to be held next week. I am happy *but I know he isn't*
After 3 years...
It's been 3 long years but he didn't change the way he treats me. I am currently crying my hearts out while holding the picture frame of our wedding. You can see that I am wholeheartedly smiling while his reaction is the opposite, frowning.
After our wedding day, he started to avoid me. He avoids me like I have a serious virus needed to get rid off. Our house which is a gift from our both parents is always empty because I am only in there alone, crying... again and again. We have a separate bedrooms, he is often getting at home at midnight and he doesn't want to eat all of my cookings. I love him but I don't know if I can endure more.
I decided to call my friend Jamie so that I can divert my attention to something else.
**"Hey! Selene Kim? Want to get out to inhale fresh air?"**
A smile crept on my lips, she knows me really well. I answered her yes and she agreed quickly.
We decided to go in the mall to shop some clothes, shoes and bags. After that, we went to a restaurant to eat our lunch. Jamie tells me that she will just use the bathroom for a while and she quickly doze off.
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As I sip my juice, I see my husband with another girl sitting on a table. I can see his soft features towards her, his gentleness and even the sweetness he can't give me. A burst of pain pierced my heart but I ignored it. The girl is beautiful and stunning, I don't stand a fight against her. The girl whispered something on his ear and my husband laugh so hard while holding his chest.
I don't see him that happy for the last 3 years of our marriage. That kind of smile, that booming laugh and that genuine happiness. The pain becomes unbearable from the sight that I'm seeing so I quickly stand up and went home. I message Jamie that I need something to do and say sorry to her for leaving without her knowing.
As I reached home, my tears began to fall and my sob began to get louder. With that, I know to myself that I am a loser on this battle. I opened my drawer and pick up the envelope containing the divorce paper. He gave me this a long time ago with his signature and now I decided to put my signature on it. With my trembling hand I quickly signed it, breaking the bond that ties us together and letting him get the happiness he want to achieve.
At this moment, I realize that *"I Love Him but I chose to Let Him Go"*
A soft tap on my face let me woke up from the dream of my painful past. I didn't know that I am crying on my sleep.
**"Are you okay babe? Is that the same dream again? I'm sorry, because of me and my doings on the past, it still haunts you even in your dreams. I want to say sorry everyday and acquire the pain I inflict on you. I love you please forgive me!"**
**"Past is past Eren, we can't do anything about it anymore. I know that you are sorry for what you did, and I already forgave you a long time ago so I wish you to forgive yourself. We have now our little angels and we are getting stronger each day. That moment make us strong and that past will make us stronger. I love you, lets sleep."**
In those time, I thought that it's the end of my love story but I was completely wrong. Now, I am happy, I am contented and I am loved.
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"Why do I LIVE?"
**"Innocent, naive, ignorant and unworldly."**
This is me when I was just a child. No problems, no stress, no overthinking, just minding on the things that I should play with my friends. I still remember the times when I just play the whole day until sunset, my happiness is evident on my face and the enjoyment is prominent on my eyes. Then after that tiring day, I will go directly to my smooth bed in order to rest and will wake up again to start the cycle of my childhood.
***"Nothing is permanent on this world but CHANGE"***
Trees will grow, plants will die, animals will grew up as well as humans. As the time goes by, as the time I grew up probably at the age of 13 to 15 years old, I started to question myself. Questions that I badly want to be answered in order to be enlightened. Do you know the feeling of trying to figure out something but you can't? The feeling of the more you think, the more you will feel the headache? That's exactly what I'm feeling on that moment.
I know that I needed answers and I will not find the answers on my head if I ask my parents, relatives siblings and even on my friends. It is a "QUESTION" that only me will know the answer at the right moment of time. Indeed, change is inevitable and I can feel it on myself. I am no longer that innocent and ignorant child whom I called myself to be, otherwise I became a child that is filled with questions and curiousity.
***“The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing. One cannot help but be in awe when one contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvellous structure of reality. It is enough if one tries to comprehend only a little of this mystery every day.”***
***—Albert Einstein—***
One day as a celebration of my Grandfather's birthday, my family decided to go on on their hometown to pay a visit. What I did not expect is that visitation will bring me some answers little by little, slowly feeding up my curiosity and will enlighten me from my own isolation.
When we arrived on my Grandpa's house, we greeted him, we ate, we took a photo with each other, we laugh, we reminisce some memories, we talk and we bond altogether. At night, when they are all asleep I stand up on my bed and I went on the garden. I decided to sit on a chair and chose to watch the night sky wherein the stars are twinkling and the moon are shining so bright.
I am enjoying my alone time when somebody cleared a throat, I startled and look up just to found out that it is no other than my Grandfather. He ask me why I am still awake on that hour and why I am so focus staring at the sky. I became silent, but instead of answering him I ask him "**Why do you Live? Why do I Live?"** He just stared at me for a while then he starts to smile. A smile that tells me he is like me when his age is like mine. He sit down beside me and said...
***" You grew up so fast, last time I remember you were just a child clinging on my neck but look at you now! You are starting to find answers to your questions."***
He said while smiling brightly at me. I can't help myself but to blush in embarrassment.
***" Well you know at my old age, I now know my real purpose. The reason why I am born and the explanation on why I am still alive. I live for so many years to learn and share the life I've been living for. I was born to give you your mother and I am still alive to take care of you and to fulfill the answer and curiousity on yourself. Someday you will find the true answer on your head, it just takes time, don't pressure yourself."***
He tapped my back, kissed my forehead and bid his goodnight. I was stunned on my place, I was so shock but along with it is the smile forming on my face. As I watched his retreating back, I realized that the answer I am looking for will be answered at the right time. I don't need to pressure myself because it takes learnings and time. On that moment, my Grandpa's answer to me is still ringing on my head. Giving me a learning on the question **"Why do I LIVE?"**
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Starting Point of my Journey
Let me introduce myself to every users in here formally. Good afternoon everyone my name is Khairro. I am a grade 12 student who's studying in the Philippines. Yepp! You heard it right! I am a Filipino and I'm currently at my 18 years of age who has a dream to be a future Engineer.
Different kind of hobbies makes my life more exciting, I am fond of taking pictures especially if the subject is nature and sunsets. Singing classical, ballad and acoustic musics are my specialties. Playing badminton with different people outside boosts my energy and I so lovedddd to read different genres of stories and also watching different kinds of movies.
Here are the sample of my own photographs:
Sunset and Nature Photography makes me feel alive. For me, I am not just capturing them one by one but I am also showcasing their naturally made beauties for everyone's eyes. Giving titles on my photographs underlies a meaningful message, a message that can leave questions or realizations on your head.
Pet and Random Photography is what I'm doing if I have lots of free time for myself. I am just a 'NEWBIE' on this field but my interest in here turns out my hobby. And guess what?? This hobby that I've developed help me a lot to overcome my stress on everything. It saved me from drowning to my own thoughts.
Another hobbies of mine includes reading books or ebooks, playing badminton, making poems and short stories, making inspirational quotes and sayings, watching movies, cooking, doing DIY (Do It Yourself) kind of things, crafting and lastly gardening. It is a lot to take but I do most of this things whenever I have a spare time for myself or even if I am bored.
Mostly, I spend most of my time on reading stories from books/ebooks. I don't know but reading really catch my attention. It lets me explore things I've never imagined before and let me travel the places I create on my head. It is my own world, my own kingdom where I can be free to express myself and my feelings without thinking what other people might say. It is my comfort zone.
Honestly,
I am a month old on this platform (read.cash) but I chose to post in here just today. Maybe some of you are wondering why, I am not that good at writing articles or stories so I think that this platform is not for me. I am shy to share my own thoughts thinking that nobody will pay attention to it.
But today is different, there's something in myself that tells me to try this one. To have a confidence to show off and stand for what I believe. Realizations hit me H-A-R-D, I am in this platform for a reason and I will not find that reason if I'm just staying on my comfort zone.
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