Back to zero but never empty
Back to zero but never empty.
Hey there, my super lovely read-cash buddies! How’s it going? I hope you guys had a great day today. When I woke up this morning, I felt so refreshed because, after so many weeks of sleepless nights, I was able to get a peaceful 12 hours of sleep. I need to get back those hours of sleep from those days when I was mostly awake all night. I need to get back on track again and prioritize my health because we all know that health is wealth and it is a precious thing that we must treasure.
You've probably noticed that I've been inactive for the entire month of April; I really expected to be active, but it turns out that I'm still inactive. But I did try my very best to be active here. I’ve been visiting from time to time, but you know that it’s not the same as before. One thing that caused my inactivity here is the problems that are piling up nonstop. That made me feel so demotivated. Hays, it sucks when you want to be productive but there are things that make you not want to do anything but just be in your room all day without seeing a single sunray.
Because of my inactivity, the amount of BCH that I accumulate is not the same as before, during those times that I was so active here. My earnings decreased 2x from what I usually accumulate before and also given the market value dropped drastically, causing our earnings to decrease as well, but it did increase the number of BCH that we accumulate. The lower the price, the higher the BCH we can accumulate, which is one of the best advantages of the bloody market.
The timing was just so perfect because as the market keeps dropping, the financial problems also keep on coming. My BCH wallets are also just like the market; they keep on dropping day by day and my earnings start disappearing every week. I wouldn’t mind if it was just a small transaction, but every transaction that I make is a big transaction to the point that it drains all of my bch earnings in my crypto wallets. I have only cashed out for myself once, and it was on my birthday, and the rest of the transactions are all borrowed money that they needed. Basically, I haven’t literally lost all of my earnings; it's just that they just borrowed some money from me. But because I don’t know how to say "No" sometimes, especially if it is my aunts and uncles, I always give what I have as long as I still have something left to give.
The problem with me is that I can’t say "No" to someone, especially if it’s my relatives, and this is one of the things that I hate yet I love about myself. I can’t say no to them because I always feel guilty whenever I say no when they ask for a favor. That’s why, whenever they want something from me, which mostly involves money, I always give them what they want and lend them some amount of money they need. And this month is really the month that badly needs money. I’m okay with lending my money as long as I still don’t need them for a moment because I can get my money back when I need it already. It’s just like I’m letting them keep my money. Lol.
And right now, the amount left in my crypto wallet is only $20, or equivalent to one thousand pesos. I am back to hustling hard again to accumulate more BCH while the market is still dropping. I need to get my BCH back while it’s still a great advantage to accumulate more.
It’s okay to lend your money to someone, but only to those trustworthy people who are willing to pay. Not those kinds of people who get mad when you ask for the money back. Hays, the audacity.
PS: Thank you awesome people for renewing your sponsorships even though I was inactive. Thanks for trusting. Love you!
Hustle Hard!
Fighting Goal Diggers!
Just like in investment, lend money that you can afford to lose. Sometimes when I lend money, I consider it an expense and never to be returned.