In Your Arms While You Think of Her

Many times I wonder if you are with me at this right moment. Are you thinking about me? Your eyes get dull by the day.

Where are those sparks in your eyes? I miss these glittering gems but perhaps, it is just a mirage now.

I feel the coldness in this room. Thought that it is already winter, but I guess it is just you radiating the shivering auras.

Why did you change?

Just say it, you have someone else.

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I do not like to put my high hopes that you will look at me like the first time ever again. I wished that you said it earlier so that I will break my wishings and dreams of us together. I can just let you go because I want you to be happy.

I will let you go.

Now, I am just counting my footstep away from you, away from my moon and stars. You are a burning star, shedding light on my dark and cold nights, but I guess I will be back in that dark void.

I am hoping that you will turn around to me and look me in the eye, and say that you still love me.

The best memories of us will never be back again. I miss that special smile of yours.

Why did you change?

I will change the things that you do not like, the things that irritate you. I promise that we will be happy in this bitter world. I will paint your heart red again. I will do everything just to be in your arms again.

And so, I learned that you are waiting for someone...

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I just wished you said it earlier... so that my heart will never love again.

I just wished you said it earlier... I will not look back in our memories again.

I just wished you said it earlier... I will let you go.

Disclaimer: Story not based on my life~ just an emo dinosaur.

Happy weekend, everyone! How is your day so far? Mine was just fine. Just doing things I like to do such as drawing and blogging. I hope that you are enjoying your weekend.

I slept about an hour and a half in the afternoon. It was so refreshing! My brain feels like rewired from my hectic, cluttered schedule haha! I am almost done with my art. Might post it tomorrow or Monday.

Oh, and we have a storm in our area, so I just prefer staying at home. Stay safe, everyone!

That is it for this article. I will see you at the next one!

📸 All photos are owned and taken by me, otherwise credited.

Date Publsihed: Sep 17 2022

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