I Am Jealous Of The Clouds
It was not a happy day. I thought it was just a normal day, the same routine.
I was out and about the town because of work. I am not at home most time of the day. I finished my work at around 5:00 in the afternoon.
While taking a rest before I took shower, I opened the discord community I am in. I am so confused about what is going on. There are so many messages.
So, yeah, someone break the news that one of the members died.
I do not like to be detailed about it anymore.
Life is unpredictable. You really do not know when is your last day.
It is really hard to let go of someone you dearly loved. My first death heartbreak was the passing of my grandma. She was 86 years old when she joined our creator. I was really sad that day because I was out of the country. During that time, I needed to go back to the Philippines as fast as I could.
I cannot eat and sleep. I was emotionally and physically drained. I try not to cry on the plane because people might ask me as I might cry even harder. It is hard to breathe, plus the altitude.
I did not waste my time, I went straight ahead to the province the moment the plane landed.
As I reach the house of my grandma, tears rolled down my face. It was really a hard situation for me.
One of my regrets in life is that I did not spend much time with her as I am busy with personal and career goals.
You will never know someone's worth until it is gone.
I know my lola is now happy, guiding us from the clouds. I am so jealous of the clouds...
It is still hard up to this day to accept that she is happy without us. It was a tough time for us as a family.
What can I take from this is that we should celebrate life and spend time with our loved ones as much as we can. We cannot take time back. Life is just a one-time pass in this world unless there is a real afterlife. If it is true, I will find my grandma and will spend the Summer with her.
That is it for this article. I will see you at the next one!
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Date Published: Aug 17, 2022
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How sad this friend, I just read something similar in another article, it is really sad to talk about death and specifically about the death of a loved one from whom we may be a little distant. Your wound will not heal, but I know that she will be taking care of you and will give you all the energy to move forward, she knows that you still have many years to live and that you should enjoy life, because sometimes even though time and years go by, life is very short. Have a nice day my friend, I send you a big hug.