Not easy to raised a lot of kids

#Blog 294

"Sometimes I can't say no to the people who are really needy"

Lemme share this kind of act. I supposed to leave yesterday afternoon in our house. Then all of the sudden my brother in law send me a message at my Facebook account. Upon reading his message I feel pity to him. He had 4 kids now and I know how difficult for him to sustain all their needs. I always remind him not easy to raised a lot of kids. Look at me, even I have 2 sons only but it's really hard to budget all our expenses.

This our convo, he want a favor. He want to borrow a 100php then he will pay it in his salary. He will buy some diesel for his motorcycle. He don't have any budget. While I'm reading his message, I don't want him to borrow because he owe me a lots especially in my gcash. So now I let him borrow some money and it's okay if he didn't pay it again lol. As long as I help him for now.

Since his my first family when I married his eldest brother. I treat him like my own brother. He don't bother to pay it them. I'm too shy also to remind him. His sister always scold him once he beg on me when it comes to money issues. My sis in law been shy on me because of what happened on us with her kuya(eldest brother). She know how good I am in her kuya and it's just a blink we separated.

In short I spoil him. But sometimes if my gcash is empty I don't have any choice to say no. He understand if I'll tell him. He don't feel shy on me even we separated with my ex husband already. Were still closed, even my sister in law. If they had an occasion they always invite us. They always treat us as a family. I didn't go there and just my eldest son only. They just give me some bringhouse. My in laws is very good on me and my family knows it.

My mother in law died few years ago and she really loves her youngest son. She really give everything that he want. We're closed also to mama, she's the one provides our needs when I give birth to my eldest. I have a good environment when I get married but when I worked abroad my ex husband been tempted to another woman. So that's the reason we've been broken family. My in laws been sad with my decision.

I have a good memories with them. Especially to mama, I missed her so much. She's been good to me all the time. Not all in laws are to good to their daughter in law right? But don't ever nagged them. "Mas makakagaba ang ugangan kesa sa genikanan", don't know how to deliver it in English lol. My bad! So bisaya people can understand it.

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September 7,2022

11:45 am

Wednesday

Philippines

The fighter mom,

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