Mama's grave
#Blog 171
When someone will leave you behind for good and it hurts you so bad that makes you cry everytime you missed that person. So yesterday morning we visit mama's grave along with my in laws. It's her 67th birthday also but they celebrate it in the cemetery every year. But it's my first time be there since she died. My eldest son always present but this time I'll be one to attend. I didn't bring baby kulot coz it's raining outside.
The cemetery is quite far from our house, it takes 25minutes I think. We just rent an OngBak for us and the rest used their own motor. I didn't used mine coz it's raining then my hands are in pain also because of my gout(arthritis🤭). How I missed the road of Bislig highway that we can see the boulevard.
It's really raining and it's so cold, I forgot to bring my jacket. We really visit this place during evening coz they are having a live band while your eating a dinner and have some drinks at the front of the beach. Isn't cool right? We really hangout there few years ago with my closed friends. Missed that days that we are free to do whatever we want outside.
The 2nd photo is our longest bridge in my place, the Bislig City bridge. When I'm in College I always pass this bridge coz my school is very far. But I enjoy my everyday routine that time along with my classmates. There's a lots of memories I remembered yesterday. Too many things to reminisce while I'm young, sarap balikan ang lahat lahat.
At the cemetery...
After the longest bridge we've reaching the cemetery already. When I ask the son of my sister in law " where's mama"? He pointing it out in our front just few steps only then I see this tarpauline at the road. I started to cry upon seeing mama and sis in law said "mama will be more happier that you visit her today". Even it's raining we really visit mama, the rain can't stopped us.
Meet my sister in law with her daughter and Auntie Jenjen the sister of mama. Auntie looks like mama right? She's also a neighbor of mama and that's the reason we're too closed also along with her 3 kids. And now they have a stable job that they can provide their needs. I'm happy with the family of auntie now that mama provides their needs for so many years then now they can stand in their own. Life is like a rollercoaster. I'm shocked that auntie still using the sling bag that I give her last 2019 I think, my Christmas gift to her. She said "I really kept it nicely Jean", oh really auntie? Thanks for the care. I really appreciate the people who really keeping my gifts for so long.
I'm happy to see papa and he ask me where's CJ but I tell him his the one will take care of Collin(bb kulot). I tell papa that I want to bring bb kulot but sad to say it's raining papa maybe next time I will. I don't want bb kulot can catch a cough or a fever.
After few minutes of cleaning the area of mama we start to pray and sing a happy birthday to mama. All of us have a teary teary eyes and we just smiled looking at mama's face. We just prepared some foods for our lunch. We're having a chitchat with them.
My ex husband also there and I know you will ask me later hahaha. We just pretend we don't know each other and my in laws just understand us coz it's our choice. Time will heal for us don't worry I'm good.
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March 21, 2022
1:25 pm
Monday
Philippines
The fighter mom,
hahaha isn't its awkward sis? does your ex husband already have a new girl? Marites lng