Dreaming with my mother in law...
#Blog 169
Are you closed with your in laws?
I've been dreaming with my mother in law but not every night. First week of March I've seen mama in my dream and it's just a normal conversation while I'm living in their house for so many years. But sometimes the location is at the office of mama at Barangay Hall. She's a barangay treasurer. In my place we have 2 barangays. Mine is MANGAGOY and mama is TABON. I lived at BISLIG CITY. Our famous Tinuy an falls and enchanted river, are you familiar with that places? That's my beloved hometown.
It's very rare for me when it comes in dreaming. I don't know also hehehe but sometimes I want to dream with someone but it's not happening. Then mama is always present in my dream but I'm happy of that. Tomorrow is her birthday then I want to visit her at cemetery. I chat my sis in law via Facebook messenger and shes very happy. Then I'll bring a birthday cake for mama and I always thinking of her.
Mama's death is unexpected for us but mama is a diabetic person for so many years. I always love mama with a big respect and also to papa. As the oldies said don't ever disobey your in-laws and learned to understand and love them as well as your parents also. "Mas makagagaba ang ugangan kesa sa genikanan" as what others said. But I'm lucky to have them coz they are really good in heart. They take care of me since I'm pregnant till I give birth to my eldest son. Their 1st grandson and also to my side.
I've never visit mama at cemetery maybe that's the reason why I keep dreaming on her. Mama loves me a lot, I can feel it. Since I'm 3 months pregggy with my eldest I'm almost living in their house. Since 2004 till 2011 we lived at mama's house. We're planning to rent a house when my eldest son is just 4 years old but mama don't allow us. She's more worried if we were rent and the expenses will be more tougher for us. We need to buy some milk and diapers for my eldest and other necessities.
So mama make a decision, they will occupy the whole 1st floor and we occupy the 2nd floor. I tell mama "no need". But mama really begs me, then my heart break into pieces when I see mama started to cry. So I tell mama "okay okay we're not leaving mama". The undying love of my mother in law really touches my heart that even now I'm too closed with them. Even were separated already with my ex husband for many years but still they treat me as a family always. Nothing's changed and they still loves me.
Even the sister of mama that lives also here in my place. They still chatting on me at Facebook. Her kids really calls me "auntie Jean". Now they grow taller like my eldest son. My son inherit it to them when it comes to height. Im too much aware also what happened to auntie when her husband cheating on her. They have 3 kids but still her husband still a cheater. They really struggled the difficult ways that time. Especially their foods and my mother in law is to the rescue.
Doing some good to other people it really pays it at the right time. Now the kids of auntie have a great jobs that they can support their mother. It breaks my heart everytime they reminisce the thing that we shared on them. They keeps telling me auntie Jean we missed your products of Avon and Tupperware but especially the snacks. I just tell them hey forget it hahaha. Being a dealer of that items it's really a big help on me that time coz I'm a full time mom. I'm always giving them a shampoo,soap, perfumes and many more. Share your blessings sometimes if you have enough to share. Since they have a jobs now they always give some money or gift to my eldest once he visit to my in laws. They are neighbors to my in laws so my son will visit them also. They always tell my son to visit them. My son said mama don't want to see papa hahaha. I really don't want to see him. It's hard to forgive but I can't forget. Time will heal for us.
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March 19, 2022
1:10 pm
Saturday
Philippines
The fighter mom,
Sis hindi ko masabi, hahaha. Pero mabait naman mother in law ko. Hindi ko kase naranasan ang makasama sa isang bubong na bhay. Dahil simula ng mgsama kami ni hubby ko ay may bahay na agad kming natirhan