Tears And Whys

Why do I still carry you at night? Why do tears still flow in my eyes? Do I really deserve this kind of emotions? Why do you always make me feel like a trash?

You told me I am enough. You told me you would never leave my side. You told me we'll never be apart. You promised me everything. You promised love that's never ending. You promised. But why? What happened?

You said you already love someone else. How could that be even possible when you told me you love me? How could you love me and fall in love with another. You held my hand as you ask for forgiveness. I wouldn't wanna let go of your hand. I wanna hold it more and tighter, thinking it may change your mind.

I closed my eyes, tears were flowing down as you walked out the door. Suddenly it felt cold. I don't want to open my eyes, afraid to see nothing of you in my sight. Tears still flowing while my eyes are closed. Sobbing and gently whispering, "baby, don't go"...

I had the tiniest courage to open my eyes. Tears flow more freely. My mind and eyes are looking for you. Couldn't find you anywhere. "No,no,no!" my heart and minds shouts in pain. Tears won't stop from flowing. Body's shaking.

I went home broken. I went home soaked in tears from my pain. I hugged my pillow tight, I cried even more. So many questions in my mind. So many questions I want to ask you. So many things I want to tell you, still hoping it would change your mind. But all I can do is ask myself. All I can do is question myself. All I can do is hug my pillow. All I can do is cry. So this is goodbye.

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