Have you ever been crying under the moonlight and talk to yourself like a fool? When was the last time you cried with a magical tears that cannot be seen? Where do you usually scream in times like your heart is hurting so much where you do not know if your pain enough or you're just trying to calm down in a middle of nowhere?
It was told that the loudest cry are those cries in silent. Have you tried crying silently? Which do you think is the most painless cry, the wailing one or the silent one? Let's leave it there for you to judge.
Tears are unspoken language that we understood as pain. We tend to cry when we are hurting, grieving, or feeling helpless and worried. But there are those cries that needs not to be known by anyone else and that you must hide your tears in a magical way so you can go on as if nothing happens. Sometimes, pretending is the best option to hide the matter of the hurtinf heart.
But, don't you know that heart will get tired too? When it's hurting too much, it will choose not to feel it and it learns to play numb to survive but at the end of the day, it will still feel the pain somehow and cry in her silent hours, and scream out in the silent moonlight where nobody hears and nobody noticed.
We have those crying times in life where our mind couldn't control the chemical reaction from within and makes our heart beating and skipping in an unusual manner, where science couldn't explain in detail why emotion is so full of abstracts and humans is so full of pain.
Crying in silence does not mean you are scared of getting caught, it is just another way of saying scream in silent and be brave. After all heart will get tired and mind will understand.
I cried hard last night because I got scammed by a foreigner. It was an online trading but failed to get on my profits.