A mother's heart is truly Fantastic

February 6, 2022

We humans have feelings on different aspects of life. One of the feeling we may felt in the feeling of fear, the feeling afraid on doing something or afraid for someone acts or conditions.

When I became a mother, I admit that I have many things I feared of. Like, I'm afraid that I don't have money because that means I can't able to provide my son and I won't let that happen since I don't want my son woul feel hunger because his parent don't have something to fed him where in fact it's our responsibility as parent to provide the necessary needs for our son.

I'm afraid that something may happen to me as of this moment because my son were just 2-year old and it's sad if I left him without seeing him grow taller and already have a stable life also it's a heart breaking for a child when he grows up without a mother. That is why, I'm afraid if ever it may happen to me.

Another is that, I'm afraid that my family or I and my partner may be broken one day for don't want our kids may suffer because of our selfishness. So, I'll try my best to not let it happen to us for our kids.

Above everything, the most fear I have as a mother is the fear that my kid is not feeling well or if something not good happen to my son. I don't know, I really can't sleep well when I knew my son felt something not good. I, as a mom also felt the pain they felt. Because as a mother, we have this instinct that our kid feels different especially when they are not active as what they usually do. If, I've seen my son that is not so hyperactive then I felt worried already for I know it's not normal to him.

When my son got sick, I really can't avoid of not watching him all the time. That's why when I'm at work and my partner chatted me that my son had colds, cough or fever my world already is trembling. The point that I can't able to focused already at my work. Maybe that's really is a the feeling of a mother. Now, I understand how my mother cared for us her children everytime we got sick.

Also, we as mother we really did everything for our kid to be fine. In my case, I really gave my son a medication once he doesn't feel well or consult a doctor about his condition if it's already worst.

Another is that, my son's skin easily get irritated and once it's get bitten by mosquitos, ants, or any insects the bitten part of his skin will be bloated or swollen. In other words, his totally allergic to any insect bites.

In fact, my son now had some rashes like in his neck. I don't know it's like a bid red spots and once his neck is sweating he felt itchy and I was worried because the red spots became bigger.

Actually, it looks like this.

At first, it was only one red dot due to an insect bite but my son kept on scratching it because maybe it's itchy so that is why it spreads like that as shown on the picture.

I was worried so, we brought him to a doctor to know what medicine should I put on it. But sadly, the doctor wasn't there when we were there at his clinic. Therefore, I just instead bought the ointment suggested by my friend.

So, it's been 2 days now that I applied the ointment on my son's neck and it already looks like the red dots were healing. So, hopefully it will be totally healed on the next days because I hate seeing my son havin such skin problem.

This is also the reason why I don't allow my son to play outside the house because I knew his skin were so sensitive and easily get some allergic reactions.

I know a lot of moms are out here? Do you also feel the same as I am when there's something happen to our kids?

Because if yes, then I must say that, a mother's heart is truly fantastic. A heart that full of love and care for her children.

That's all for now.

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