August 9, 2022
Long hours had passed, but my mind seemed to wander in the vast. I couldn't seem to figure out what I am feeling, or probably I just need some resting. But to stop my mind from wandering I couldn't do, as it will continue to travel without further ado. I hope I could look what's into it, to give me a hint even just a bit. I hope we could stop my mind from thinking when I'm awake, but that's only possible as I fall asleep.
One, two, three days, a week or two, that I've been searching for the desire I lost. My body and mind don't seem to want to work to make a post. Fingers tapping but the mind is halting. Time is running and I keep on chasing. I feel like I'm wasting, or probably I need some resting.
My mood declined along with the weather outside. Regardless of what I do, I don't seem to be fine. As gloomy as it is, my mind couldn't be put at ease. I couldn't figure out what makes me worry, even if I make a long story.
While looking at the horizon blankly, "what's the matter?" My mind couldn't answer. Thoughts were still overwhelming, can't they just stop from coming? They occupied my congested mind and more were still coming from behind.
I fed myself with bread as I felt something dread. I couldn't explain what's giving me pain. I couldn't think, not even a single blink.
Long hours had passed, but my mind seemed to wander in the vast. What could it be that I couldn't plea, to my mind even if it's mine? This feeling is pensive, thoughts in my mind are massive. Maybe I don't need to worry and rather say sorry?
I should say sorry to my mind for keeping it wandering. Sorry for my feelings for putting it in pain. I seem to complicate things that make my mood swings. I tend to overthink making my thoughts like an intertwined link. I seem to forget to breathe which makes my mind twirl like a wreath. I seem to forget to be grateful instead, rather than letting thoughts wander beneath.
Just a short post because my mind is still tangled and wandering since I got sick. Still can't clear these overwhelming thoughts.
Anyway, thanks for reading.
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