Self at Yesterday!

Yesterday's morning, I wake up around 9 am. I was having a headache. I didn't know what happened. I get up and went to the comfort room then washed my face. I drunk water. I went to back to bed. I observed my head if it was getting to worst.

Thankfully it wasn't. I get up again and cooked my breakfast. I fried an eggs which is my favorite and fried rice also. I eat and took a medicine after so that my headache will be gone. I was alone again. My roommates traveled home to their families which only here in Manila too.

I was bored so much. I don't know what I'm going to do. After around 30 minutes I went to bed again since I felt sleepy. I didn't have enough sleep that's why. I wake up around 12:45 pm. I cooked my lunch again. I cooked vegetables and fish. After I eat my lunch. I just sit there at the dining chair.

I said to myself, sometimes it's not good to be alone. It's really bored. It makes you so sad. You cannot explain what you feel sometimes. You don't know what will you going to do to make yourself to be happy especially when if it is your first time. You want someone to talk too. You want someone to be there that you will having someone to be laugh on while talking.

One more thing, it's not good to be alone when it comes that what if you can feel pain like fever, stomachache and headache. There's no one you can ask someone for help like what happened on me, I felt a stomachache all of a sudden. I vomit and vomit and I'm really weak. It makes you scared more if you are just alone. There's nothing you can call on and that's one of the disadvantages if you are not with someone. It's really hard sometimes but you need to be brave then to fight. No one will help you but only yourself.

Back on, while I'm just sitting there. I visited here in read.cash and noise.cash the two platforms. I read articles and commented after. A few minutes I got a call from my mom. While I'm talking to her I felt really happy. Hearing her voice makes me happy. We were talking a lot of random matters. She talked to me about my sisters and my little cute nephew. She said they cooked also a "Bico". I felt so envy and while hearing those words it makes me felt more to travel home. I felt sad since I felt my mom that she wanted me to travel home too.

After about a minutes passed, I heard a voice from my Papa. I felt really happy that Papa was already at home since I don't want him to continue to work since it is dangerous from the virus. I don't know but I felt emotional when I was talking my parents. My mom said also that she was busy cooking with their viands. I missed already cooking in our house and helping to cook a viands with my mom especially during lunch time.

"It's really hard for me to be far away from them since it is my first time. A lot of things I need to adjust in order to strive more and be motivated to keep moving forward. I need to be strong for them. I'm doing this for my family."

Let's go back, we were talking mom about 3 hours. I felt the enjoyment. While I was talking to her I get some snacks with drinks. The boredom that I felt was suddenly gone. After our our phone call, I went to bed and I didn't noticed that I slept already. I wake up around 5:30 pm. I get up and sit on the chair then thinking what will be my dinner. I cooked my dinner again and eat it after. I went to the room since I make some iron with my clothes. I rest after and took a bath.

I went to the bed after, I make a post too in noise.cash after I took a bath. When I was already on my bed. I back online then received a chat from my youngest sister. She asked some movies that I already been watched. I replied to her some titles and she shared me also a great movie. She said the movie was great. It was worth it to watch.

I became interested and try to search it so I could download the movie she suggested. I got interest since it is true story. The title of the movie is "Hotel Mumbai".

This movie is about what happened on the year 2008 in Mumbai, India. The Taj Hotel had been attacked some terrorist. There are 9 terrorists. The hotel staff did their efforts to help everyone to be safe and to escape in the hotel.

The movie is really worth to watch. One more thing it's base on a true story. This is the part why I got interested with this movie.

"While I'm watching the movie I get some snacks again. I get some Siopao and drinks. I felt pitied for those innocent people who were killed from terrorists. I felt broken and cried. I was really proud those hotel staff who sacrifices in order to help the people there. They are what we called the true valiant heroes."

After I watched the movie, I decided to sleep since I felt sleepy already. Before that I prayed to God and always be thankful to him everyday.🙏

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Thank you so much everyone. I hope I give you some worthy time with this article of mine.

God bless everyone.😇 Stay safe always.🙏

-JRamona20 💜