I am a 90% "Introvert Person"
I am introvert person.
Individuals having their own differences. Some may extrovert, introvert and ambivert also. It's depend of a person. Some of us born being an introvert. Sometimes it may hard but sometimes it makes you comfortable.
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When I was a child, I can say that I am already an introvert person. I am a very shy. I don't want to go outside. I am very quiet. In my elementary years, I am a class president in our batch but it was really hard for me because I am an introvert. It was the big challenge came into my life. I was always thinking that there are a lot of my classmates who deserve on the said position. It makes me out of myself.
It gives me a worries and I was really pressure. I am very shy talking in front of the people. I didn't know what I'm going to do but I didn't have a choice but to accept it even I didn't want to. I didn't have a self-confidence to myself because of being an introvert one. I know in my own self that it was the main reason for it. I was born that way that's why I don't want to do the things that give me a heavy problems. I was really scared. Every little things gives me a nervous.
When I became a class president, still I was really quiet. I always pray that time that I will surpass it. Sometimes it will make me unfocused. It will distract me. It will ruin my concentrations. Introvert person is really sensitive too and that's me. I am really sensitive, I easily cry and I easily get hurt.
It's the main reason, I am afraid to face when there is a problem because it gives me a heavy emotions that make me tears easily. Introvert person makes me frighten. When I was facing a problems, I easily lock in my room and having an endless cry.
When I was in highschool still the same, nothing's change. I was a transferee student of that school but it makes me down and worried. I don't know how to approach somebody. I was there, sitting and looking my new classmates. I was really shy even I pushed myself to approach my seatmates but I couldn't make it. It was really hard for me. Shyness makes me stop what was in my mind.
When I was in our house, all I did staying inside even my mom asked me to go to her friends house still I didn't go outside. I don't know even in our place I felt shy. It's really seldom I'll go outside. I'm going outside only if it is necessary. If it's not, I was in the house. Lock in my room.
Now, in my current situation mostly I prefer here inside at the apartment. Working and cooking my favorite foods. I'm really shy when it comes to strangers especially when I met people at first, those people who I'm not close. I'm not comfortable that's why if my friends wanted to have some fun, I didn't go with them. It makes me worried.
Being an introvert person makes me happy too. I can do what I want since I am prefer to be alone. I can concentrate in my work. It gives me a lot of help. I can explore many things in my own. I enjoy learning new recipes. I enjoy watching movies. An introvert give me a peace of mind. I can focus the things what I want. This is me, I'm happy with it.
I know there are a lot of disadvantages of being an introvert person. One is you are always nervous but I learn about this thing and the other concerns. I started to improve myself. I learn what are the best ways. I realized I need to get out of my comfort zone too. I want to change myself in a better.
Too much is not good also. It's better we are always in the middle. We should know how to handle the things. We should know how to face it. We should know what are the things we must do. We should know what are the best decisions we choose.
We need to build ourselves too. We must uplift it. Don't stay always what are the old self you are. You need to rise but always remember always in a balance. Always stand in the middle. Try to realize things what are the best things you need in yourself and in your life. Our life depends on what the decisions we have. We should always prepare and to be a self active minded.
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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some thoughts with this article of mine.
God bless everyone. Stay safe always. π
-JRamona20 π
Introvert ako since birth siguro to HAHA san kaya ako ipinaglihi mapili ako sa tao o sa kaibigan lalo na ngayon na may anak na ako mas lumala.