User for 10 months: Not everything is rosy
Jul 19, 2022. No. 285
More than 10 months have passed since I started this adventure with you here. I have learned a lot and I have even entered to a nice friends club, Club1BCH. Eternally grateful to @PVMihalache, @Jane, @bmjc98, @eybyoung, @fantagira, @emily2u, and all the other users who welcomed me as one more, as one more member of the family.
Not everything is rosy. I have suffered a lot, these last few months have been devastating. Not only in my virtual life, but also in my personal life, because of so many things to take into account on a daily basis.
Being in the crypto world can be very cruel if you are not sure you can earn a lot of money, but you can be aware that you can lose everything in a matter of seconds. These ups and downs can destroy your emotional stability when you least expect it. In these last days, I have hardly looked at the price and I have felt liberated. I'm going to do it more frequently, I'm going to forget about everything and keep going forward.
A hacker destroyed my life in just a few minutes. Some people believe that $400 USD is not much, for me, it is a fortune. That was what in seconds disappeared from my account and from that moment everything changed. I stopped writing for days and became paranoid. So far I haven't fully gotten over this issue.
After the market in total red has influenced everyone. I myself have suffered a lot for something that is out of my hands to control and the only thing I can do is wait. Despite having about 8 BCH, some of them for doing a little trading in Spot and Futures, I have seen how in USDT the money has evaporated at every moment. If the BTC does not continue to rise and the BCH does something in the future to rise, even more, we will continue to live on a trickle.
There are also issues that cannot be controlled at all. One thinks that life will take a course and suddenly changes to another place. It's a matter of keeping trying and being able to understand that everything happens for a reason. We can't always control or pretend that everything will go as planned, even when we think it's the right thing to do.
Perhaps you do not understand these words at all, maybe I am speaking too simply and without giving in-depth details of everything that is happening in my life right now. But some things cannot be disclosed, even if it breaks our hearts and we want to scream at the world for an answer that does not come.
Hey David! It’s been long months since we last spoke. I took some time off the virtual world, because my depression and anxiety was taking over. I had seek help and look after myself. Sometimes a break from it all is exactly what we need to recover some headspace and come back stronger. I wish you all the best and I’m sure all the lessons you have learned in these hard times will not go to waste 💙