I fell asleep. Tiredness washed over me

February 19, 2022. No. 161

I knew it would happen when I least expected it. I knew that the time would have to come when I fell asleep completely when I least expected it and it happened right now. I have fallen asleep for over 2 hours in the blink of an eye.

As everyone will know, it is something that I have been commenting on for some time, the lack of sleep to which I have been subjected for several months. Only when I discovered Pegaxy did it increase. I go to bed past midnight daily and get up at 5:20 am every day. I go to bed running in Pegaxy and I get up straight to continue running the horses. The reason is the following: It is necessary to keep their energy below 20. If I don't drain those 5-6 hours of energy that they have when I get up, then I run the risk of not being able to do it at work, because of the mobile, and that the Pegaxys reach 20 energy before returning home and withdraw them from my wallet.

Today we were discussing in the channel of the GUILD Chad´s P3 Racing on Discord, which some people call the achievements you have luck. The articles that generate the most views for me are precisely those in which the title speaks of achievements and successes. It's like a clickbait that catches everyone equally. It is normal to want to see the results of others. It is understandable, human nature works like this.

So when I look at the comments, on many occasions a user almost always appears who tells you: “How lucky you are”.

Someone said to me today in a joking way when we analyzed this situation: “Yes, lucky to be so tired”.

Luck, friends, has little to do with it. For me, luck is something subjective, just a word to give meaning to the effector sequence of events that just happened and ended with a positive balance in your favor. But the way I see it if you didn't contribute to that being the case, not even the best luck in the world will help you have good results.

Your successes are the result of hard work, dedication, and commitment. Of battling because everything is fulfilled and wanting to get ahead. While others alone spend their time criticizing and complaining that things don't work out for them, you are struggling and looking for solutions and opportunities to get ahead. That is what makes you different from the average and stand out from the rest. My dad always told me: “Whatever you do, try to make a difference above the average. Get out of the pile and shine with your own light.”

Considering that, always in my whole life I have tried to shine. Even finishing with honors at the university with a gold degree, something that only a few can afford to obtain in a career as complicated as Computer Science.

Now I'm stuck with read.cash, Pegaxy, and whatever other projects come along, plus the work in general and I need to do an extra. This has led to sleeping little and struggling a lot. So is it luck?

Between the bad internet connection, I've been facing today and changing my plans and routine completely, my Pegaxys reaching the permissible limit for the GUILD of energy, and my tiredness, I fell asleep and came to react right now. Luckily it was only 2 hours and I didn't wake up in the morning.

Now it's time to run the Pegaxys as fast as possible since the internet has improved a bit and I can drain their energy and also write an article. It was going to be about another topic, but since it's already early in the morning, I had to write fluently, so better than this topic, impossible.

See you tomorrow. May luck always be with you :)