I would appreciate it if you guys could read the previous chapters first
No one knew of how angels died and of methods to kill one. I was growing desperate with each reincarnation she faced and each tragic death that fell upon her… I could never show my face again after the last time. She did not deserve that pain… my precious human was someone to be protected, not repeatedly harmed like this. What was the purpose of my existence then? Was I simply just someone to take souls away? Was I no better than the reapers who will eventually give these souls their final judgement after they gave finished lamenting on earth? I can’t possibly be true.
Each passing decade seemed to take forever now and each time I need to watch over her, I keep questioning why I even continue to do this. I no longer go to the human world. I no longer try to keep a close watch over my underling for they have aged enough and surely know what to do by now. I no longer attempt to talk to anyone because no words fall out from my mouth. My existence needed to end soon.
After much thought on how to destroy myself, I found only one seemed fitting for an angel like me, to fall. Yes, I need to fall down to the human world. Maybe I will become human as well if I did so.
I took the blade bestowed upon us by the higher angels and allowed my wings to spread. They needed to be cut off if I plan to do this. And so I did. I chopped the overgrowth of feathers off until white fabric grew red. Then I stood where I stood guard over my human in all those times and just allowed myself to fall. It was definitely the most fitting of death for an angel who has fallen so low. Soon I will be with my lovely human again.
Perhaps it took days before the underling had returned to their realm. The young angel was definitely excited to show their senior what human material they had brought back this time so they hurried back to their usual watching spot. To their dismay however, no sad angel stood, only a pair of severed wings, the holy blade bestowed upon all angels and a trail of blood was left. No angel.
mention me when it is finished. I will read thw whole series all together