Hey, it's me. Creating a new account is a challenge for me since I love my old account and I have a lot of memories there.

I know beginning with nothing again is hard but this is better than nothing.

In this new account, I hope rusty noticed me already because it's really hard to leave one account to create a new one. But yeah, let's set aside that first.

So because I have no topic today, let me share you anout my family's characteristics 🤣

I ask my partner about what topic will I write last day andnshe told me to write the characteristics of my family 🤣 so here it goes.

Mama sang.

This is the partner of my auntie, she’s kind sometimes but most of all times it’s a prank. I really hate her, why? She had a dog before and she ket it die by not giving the dog a food to eat. Whenever I give her dog a food she’ll get angry and here we go..the world war 1234567890 starts again inside the house.

Bad sides: she always killing her pet.

Good sides: I don’t see any good sides of her even those times I’m still living on My auntie’s house.

Lany.

• This person loves to stay inside her room all the time and I didn’t see her go out, I don’t know what is her blood related to mama sang but they seemed close. Lol, my auntie don’t even care about lany’s life but when it comes to us she’ll get angry all the time and says random things that doesn’t make sense.

Bad Side: chismosa sometimes.

Good Side: she’s also quiet sometimes.

Kyeopta.

• well some of you knows her because she’s one of the inactive writers here in readcash, well she’s good enough because she’s also the one who booked a ticket for me. What a good girl right? By the way, whoever don’t have a lovelife here I recommend her to you.

Bad side: she loves cursing other.

Good side: she’s generous and kind.

Olet.

So this girl is one of a gossip member of my family, yes. She loves gossiping. She always do that and sometimes you’ll not surprise anymore if you have a new life story that is not related to your real life. She’s toxic tho, she hate it when someone is entering her life but she loves entering other people’s life. How weird?

Bad side: gossip here, gossip there, gossip everywhere.

Good side: nah, she’s maldita.

Merlyn.

• She really have a good characteristic, she’s not materialistic tho and she’s helping me whenever I need a hand. She’s also one of my news reporter when there has a new life story Which is super different from the original story of my life. Ang chismosa ng mga tao dito ano pangaba?

Bad Sides: I don’t see her badside

Good side: she don’t care about gossips and fake news.

Tita Didi

• so she is the child of my grandma’s sister, she already 80 now and she really love social media. She’s also noisy but not in a way where she can hurt someone. Uhm no, she’s good enough to copy someone’s attitude. She’s also a retired teacher from the school where I go now.

Bad Side: None, she’s so energetic despite of her age.

Good Side: super friendly xd

Linda.

• She’s also love gossiping. Whenever she see things that’s just put on the table she’ll get it and throw away without asking 🤣. She hate garbage and also she really love customizing things around the house 🤣

Good and Bad sides? Be a seer.

Crisal

• So this is my father’s younger sister, actually I don’t hate her at the same time I hate her. She’s too perfectionism, she loves stepping down into someone’s life if she saw you in a worst situation. She’ll gonna compare her life and your life to her, she loves expecting more than what you can really do and it’s bringing me into the worst reality where she insulted me during those times that she figured out that I didn’t take the course that she love.

Zeng.

• aww, this is the most lovable cousin that I ever had. She’s the older sister of Kyeopta, what I hate about her is she’s too clingy.

What do you think about my family? sometimes they are good but most of the times they’re not. Let’s just pretend that it’s not hurt anymore when they try to suffocate someone again 🤣. That’s their life, but I really hate it if how they show their attitude towards others.

For the additional in this article, let me share some questions and answer from me, I have this on my account for almost a month but unable to publish this.

Hi everyone! it's me at your service.

Tell me about myself.

• I am the type of person where I love socializing but also a quiet type of person at the same time.

• I'm not confident when it comes to other things like solving math, or numbers because I struggle when I answer them.

• But above that, I'm a person who loves being in a new experience and who loves gaining more life lessons. Well, as we know gaining life lessons helps us to build ourselves 🤣.

What Am I Expecting In Myself In The Next Few Months, or Years?

• I'm expecting myself to be more confident in the next few months or years.

• it's hard for me to gain confidence in something that I'm messing up. Just like trying to be close with everyone because I felt like I'm not attractive and maybe they call me feeling a close person.

• And I'm expecting myself to be more vulnerable than before.

Am I Wishing For Something?

• Yes, I'm not selfish or what but I'm praying for my happiness. I've been through a lot since I was a child and it seems like happiness is running away from me.

• And one of my wishes is to create something new from me, out of my comfort zone.

• But the most wish that I have is that I'm praying no one will change especially on the things that I have right now.

What Am I Afraid Of?

• Actually, I'm not afraid of anything. These past few weeks I'm afraid that maybe I can't able to express how much pain I feel because of my mother. I have no problem with her but only her childish attitude. Yes, my mother is kinda childish when it comes to the things that she wanted but she didn't get any of it since I don't want it..but she throws a tantrum every time I said no to her.

• I'm afraid of losing my happiness just because I love them so much. I already let myself be in pain. I hope she can understand that sooner.

What My Happiness Is?

• I'm happy in a single things, like watching funny movies or reading any comedy stories. My happiness is not that deep so sometimes I'm that open to everything.

• One of my happiness is writing through notebook, I have one box of diaries here since I was a child. Maybe I'll share them here soon, but ofcourse it's for happiness only 🤣

• And one of my happiness is searching random things in youtube, like raw food asmr, modded games HAHAHAHA. Modded games is the center of my happiness in my phone since I hate doing my best for level up 🤣

Author's Note

So today, I didn't do anything good. I have this problem where I'm bleeding for almost 2 weeks and 4 days and It still didn't stop. There's nothing wrong about it since I'm taking pills, what pissing me is I feel so tired everyday and unable to finish my day task because I feel uneasy.

And today, I was thinking if I will share on of my weight loss journey update again. Well, it's hard for me for about this weight loss since I can't eat all of the food that I wanted 🤣. although I don't have a choice but to follow what my obgyne told me.

Do planking, light exercise everyday is the worst nightmare that I had since I need to wake up early 🙃. But yeah, self discipline is a must..they said.

Nov 3, 2021
By: GyraG.