"Three in One"
It's Monday and a lot of thoughts are running in my brain and so now I'm exhausted ๐. Suppose I have a sensical topic to share, but since my brain are working so hard today. I mean it keeps on giving me a lot of thoughts to think, perhaps a suggestion of which topic to discuss๐, and so now I am having a hard time to focus to one topic. And I am afraid as well, that the sensical topic will turned out to be nonsensical at the end of this blog (my apology)๐.
Because honestly speaking, those thoughts are chasing each other inside my head, my shoulder, my knees right now. Oh my God. Hahahaha they are playing around my whole system ๐คฃ๐คฃ.
Anyway it was just a joke. Hopefully I made you smile, or laugh, but if I didn't, I'm not a joker so my apology๐.
Okay let's get to work.๐
Since I cannot focus in one topic today, I just decided to share them in one discussion. So I called this blog as Three in One.
Here are the three topics that suppose I wanna write for today.
#1. 15 yet 27
Today (October 10) is my younger brother 27th birthday. Suppose I wanna write a story or a message for him, but I don't know how am I going to start it without a drama. I don't wanna write a dramatic story this time, but as I attempted to write, it always turned out dramatically so I ended up deleting the message.
Anyway his already in heaven, 12 year's already. He passed away when he was just 15 year old, that is why the possible tittle for this topic was 15 yet 27.
His 15th birthday was the last birthday that we celebrated with him. It was just too simple since my family don't usually celebrate birthdays. My mom just cooked him๐. I mean our mom just cooked some food at home and we just greeted him a Happy birthday and that's it.
In our memory we can only remember him with his 15th year old appearance. Suppose his already 27 year's old today but we don't have any idea how he possibly looked like, if his still alive until now. Maybe his handsome since I am beautiful. Hahahaha just kidding ๐.
Moreover I know his already at peace with God right now. So I would only like to greet him a Happy birthday in Heaven. I miss you my not so little brother.
#2. Decluttering
I have a cousin, an older cousin to be specific. But his kind of irresponsible husband and father to his wife and children, and I really felt sorry for his family about his behaviour. But I don't wanna get involved with their family issue so even if I have something to say I remain silent. This cousin of mine used to be nice before, but I don't know what happened that he changed a lot.
Every time I read the post of his exhausted wife in her Facebook,I wanna give her a hug but I can't since I am a million miles away ๐.
Anyways, so tonight after I read the post of #Olasquare I got the idea to give my unused stuff as well. I have lots inside my luggage, and I am actually planning to give them away so they become useful and I decided that my niece's from my cousin would be the beneficiary. I just needed to save money for the delivery since they are in the province.
#3. My broken heart ๐(charrrr๐คฃ)
Well I'm already good right now, but not as totally.
So this bowl is my only souvenir from Hong Kong. I have two bowls like this. But unfortunately last night this two bowl got broken.
I am terrified seeing them broken because this is my favourite bowl, and also my only souvenir. But because of Lala(our cat) I lost them.
Well honestly yesterday my mother-in-law do some arrangement inside the kitchen, and when I saw how she arrange the stuff I told her that the things are in danger because we have cat at home. I told her that she should not arrange the things like that to avoid unnecessary incidents, and actually she listened to me.
She rearrange the things again and change the position of the try BUT, she forgot to take care of my bowl's and that is why when Lala run around inside the kitchen last night she broke my two bowls.
I feel like I got stab 100 time's last night when I open the light and saw my precious bowls broken๐๐. My heart keeps on bleeding, but I can no longer fixed my bowl's as they are already broken.
I wanna cry with anger, and honestly I ignore my MIL this morning because of what happen. I can't help not to blame her because I already told her about our cat but she still did what she wanna do. Like urrrgh what ever.
I know I sounded like I am overactive here, since it was just a bowl. A simple bowl I know.
We'll I won't react like this if the bowl was just given to me for Free, and second if the bowl was just made here in our country because I can literally buy it again BUT! I bought it abroad. Even if the amount for this item was just too cheap, well actually it's not cheap for me since I bought this bowl for 125 HKD each, which is 700 something in piso, I still can't buy it again since I am already here in the Philippines. I can't just go back to HK just to bought two bowl's and go back home. ๐คฆ.
Anyway I'm already fine right now, even if I didn't hear any apology I already forgive myself ๐. Because I don't know whom to forgive, so I forgive myself ๐.
So this are my thoughts for today, and thank you for reading.
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Let your brother have a peaceful birthday in heaven. Let you get another souvenir from Hong Kong