"My January turned out bearish"

Blog#136 no.1

Hello reader's, today is the first day of February as time flies so fast, I didn't notice it. I hope you guys are doing well and safe.

Anyway today is actually a holiday as today is a Chinese New Year, but since were not a Chinese we didn't celebrate it lol, I just mention it as I remember it. Actually I don't have any idea of which topic should I write. I've been being preoccupied taking care of my son the whole day and I don't have much time to read just to get a good discussion to discuss, not even have much time to read your article. It's actually hard to write an article every day, but I don't wanna lose my own tract and I don't wanna lose this opportunity so I just write.

Eventually I tried to write my monthly report as I wanted to see my little progress, but after I saw my performance, I get discouraged lol.

This January I only got a chance to published 26 articles, because of different circumstances. Aside from my first month, this January I also had the poorest performance here in read.cash. Every month I actually keeps on looking forward for some improvements, as it is also part of my monthly goals, but this time I was really disappointed. If I'm gonna compare my performances for the past four months, January was the worst. My performance can be compared with the market right now, as it also becomes bearish😅🤦. I also noticed that the green baby becomes bored visiting with some of my articles and of course I understand him as my articles are actually boring 😂.

But I don't wanna put more pressure on my shoulder as I am already pressured being a mom 😅. It's sad that my performance for the first month of the year was poor but what can I do? I don't wanna stick being discouraged by it, but instead I should still try to give my best for this month of February.

This month I still try to publish one article every day, but if there's no way to write I'll just leave it and try to publish on the next day. Improving the quality of my articles looks hard as no matter what I do, my articles still low at quality. It's not that I'm losing my confident but it's because it's also become my biggest stressed, so I think I just go with the flow.

So from now on, I wanted to implement my No expectation, no pressure policy. As I'm gonna stop expecting for more improvements 😜. I don't know why I keep on looking forward to it, though I know that I'm not good in writing an article lol. I think I become overconfident with my writing that is why I keep on expecting🙄.

Furthermore I should also motivate myself first before I motivate others as I cannot empower that motivation, if I can't even apply it to myself. I used to write an inspiring message, to inspire my reader's but sometimes I can't inspire myself 😅.

Anyway I think I'm gonna end this blog from here, as I don't see that I'm making any sense. I'm sorry if this blog is quite boring 😅.

Thank you for your precious time 😗❤️

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