Blog#179:14 March 15,2022

Hello there my lovely family here in read cash, how was your day anyway? I wish you had a great and productive day today. Anyway whatever you are doing right now please stay safe and healthy.

So far today, I'm literally tired 😅. I did our laundry and it's quite a lot so my back is aching 😅. At the same time, my son is not feeling well that is why I finish my laundry at around 3:00 in the the afternoon as I still need to take care of him.

Since yesterday he isn't feeling well already, he started to have a cough so I give him medicine for it. Unfortunately his cough becomes worst and it's started to irritate him so much so he keeps on having his tantrums the whole day.

When he fall asleep I immediately do our laundry, I also sneak some time to read some articles but since his throat his itchy he keeps on coughing so he can't sleep well and started to have his tantrums again.

It is really hard whenever he isn't feeling well, as all he wants is to have my attention. The whole day I struggle a lot. Since he always wanted me to carry him, I can't even have time to go to the toilet. I can't even seat for a second as he wants me to keep on standing while carrying him. I even struggle to eat my food as he don't want me to put him down, or else he would definitely cry hard. I can't even cook our food as he need to stay beside him😅, but whenever I get a chance I hurriedly went to our kitchen to prepare our food as nobody would prepare it for us.

Anyway while I am typing this article, he is lying in my lap while watching his favourite nursery rhymes. The time is already 12:36 midnight. Actually he already fall asleep, he just struggles to have a good sleep because of coughing that is why he's awake..

When his papa came home and tried to carry him, he refused and when his papa took him from me, he cried out loud. I'm totally tired and exhausted at this hour honestly,but I can't even go to sleep as my son is still awake. My eyes are already heavy 😫. Na

I really hates whenever he got sick, but no matter how much I take care of him he still gets sick. Well I think it's normal as my son is still a human 😅. However I really felt pity for my son as he can't even drink his milk. He has no appetite but I keep on forcing him to drink even just a little so he won't get dehydrated. I hope he feels better soon, so he would be playful again. I'd rather to be his playmate than to be his nurse, as all I wanted to see is his laughter thsn his tears.

Message;

My dear readers, honestly today I really felt demotivated as I have lost another one subscriber again 😞. This is the second time that someone unsubscribe me, at first it was okay, I didn't feel this sad. I understand that not everyone will remain but losing another one is quite sad. I felt discourage,( maybe )my articles are not good enough and it's not worth it for their time so they prepare to leave.

Anyway to all my readers, I'm really sorry if I had no interesting topic to share. It's just this day's I'm dealing with stressed and I really found my situation so hard. I am trying to balance everything but it ain't easy.

However thank you for those who never gets tired of reading my article. I will try my best to support you back. God bless.

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