Blogging is honestly not my niche, and so since at the beginning of my journey, I never consider myself as a writer but just a lost wonderer chaaarrr😂. However the funny fact about me is I always set a goals in my blogging journey. I might don't write them every month but they are being installed in my memory, perhaps brain, like a robot you know?😂.

To be honest I set a goal not to keep me motivated but only because I want some achievement. Why do I want achievement? Because I am working so hard. Charrr. So though I know that it would be so hard, I still install some goals in my mind. Well nobody says that achieving some goals was easy, because it needed a lot of sacrifices and hard-works to make them achievable. Though I only made those goals just for the sake of my earnings, achieving them brings pride to me as well. I mean there's a great feeling inside of me every time I successfully completed my goals each month. Like it's a celebration to be celebrated, like that 👀🥳.

But as they said, if what you were doing something that was not totally part of you, or out of your league then expect that things will turned out complicated. Achieving those goals will become a real struggle to you. But persistency, determination and perseverance is the only keys to turn those goals achievable.

However, sometimes we can't deny that those keys won't help you to unlock those goals. Some circumstances may occur that literally will block you to achieve your goals and that circumstances are already out of your own control, so you'll surely gonna fail.

So this are the list of my goals that somehow I failes to achieve within my whole year of journey.

Unlocked 10k views

As far as I remember, I unlocked the 5k views two days before I turned five months from this platform. However I didn't write any article about that and I also didn't saved any screenshot for that achievement, but I know it was before I turned five months. Lol.

So because of that, I had this expectation that I'll be going to unlock 10k views one's I turned ten months or before I turned one year old from this platform but unfortunately it didn't happen. (>.<).

Well, if am I going to make an excuse for that, I would say that lot's of my old reader's are not active anymore so my views become less. But if am I going to make a fact why I failes to achieve this goal, then surely it was because my articles are boring and nonsense so nobody likes to read it. Lol.

I feel so sorry for I am not a good writer, however I am still grateful for my constant reader's as they still continue supporting me. (^_^)

Hold 1 BCH in my wallet

Sometimes remembering this goal makes me feel demotivated for somehow. But since I know that I use my earnings to my little family and to help my partner for our expenses, then I still feel motivated to keep going. I still believe that one day I'll be going to have one BCH in my wallet. I don't know when will it gonna happen but as long as I am working for it, I'm still optimist for this goal.

This is really the reason why I keep on writing.

But if I didn't spend my one whole year earnings here, suppose I already 3.3 BCH in my wallet right now. But sad to say my wallet is currently broke, because you know? We have expenses.

Achieve 500 subscribers

I feel a little bit sad about this. I'm already one year old user, perhaps an active user and yet I still don't even reach 400 subscribers. I don't know, but failing with this goal made me feel like I am a total invisible and unreachable, though I am trying so hard to be reachable. Lol

However I am grateful to this 375 awesome subscribers of mine. I don't know them all, and I don't know if how many of them are still here, but I am thankful that they remain in my list and they didn't unsubscribes me after disappointing them.😆.

I know my topics are not uplifting or what so I understand for somehow why I have less subscribers.

Writer's epilogue;

After one year, I would say that I started to love writing. Blogging is hard and challenging but this become part of my daily basis. Writing also helps me to release some stress and this is also become my comfort zone, my home.

Anyway I might failes to unlock those goals, I know time will come and will allow me to achieve them all. Right now I should have keep going.

This is all for today and thank you for reading. Suppose I should publish this before I go to sleep last night but I fall asleep (>.<)

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