"A very Unfortunately Monday"

I hate stress, but stress love me so dearly because it don't want to leave me. It's sticks like it being glued to me. Lol. I've been trying to remain calm and save myself from overthinking but an unfortunate happen again. Can you imagine how hard to fight this battle of mine, right now? The situation is like I have wear a bullet proof late, because I am already wounded inside, so the bullet proof can't save me from pain anymore. I might won't die from an upcoming bullet, but the wound that I already have may possibly kill's me as blood won't stop from running until it runs out.

I'm rooting and dying inside, something like that 😅.

Why does my fate loves to punish me over and over again? Chaaarrr.

Anyway I'm sorry if I am confusing you right now. I'm just letting those thoughts out so I won't overthink anymore. It's suffocating me, and I'm scared that it might make me crazy soon😂. Lol.

So anyways how's your Monday so far my dear readcasher's? I wish your all doing well and safe and sound. Mine are not so well but I'm fighting. Currently the time of typing this blog is 17:06 or 5:06 in the afternoon and yet I am not so sure if I can finish this blog immediately. I'm typing while swinging my son's hammock. He was still sleeping. I already went outside to buy his medicine and yet when I come back his still sleeping.

Garreth is not feeling well today, as he has fever. Luckily my father-in-law was home so I asked him to look for him while I was buying his medicine in the pharmacy.

When I came back his still sleeping.

Moreover, he wakes up at around 5:30. I actually paused writing this blog because I cleaned his feeding bottle, but because he felt that his hammock stops from swinging he wakes up and cry. I immediately take him out from his hammock because he cried like a baby again😁. Well his still a baby after ai, and it's also understandable since he isn't feeling well..

So far it's already 23:44 in the evening, sixteen more minutes and it's going to be dawn. My son wakes up and he was crying again. His irritated because his still have fever. I tried to give him his medicine but he don't like it so I just give him his milk and now he goes back to sleep so here I am trying to finish this blog and finally I reached the end.

Thank you for coming this far. Good night and sweet dreams.

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