I Forgot to Forget You
It's been a few days since the day you left. I've been alone for a few days now as well. I wonder how many more days will I be alone.
How many more weeks will pass until you come back? How many more months will it take for you to come back?
Are you still coming back? Just tell me when. Because I honestly forgot to forget you.
You are the one what I am looking for every hour that passes. Your scent is what I'm looking for in every fading clothes you left in my closet. Your name is what I write in the waves that strike my feet. Your palm is what I long for with every handkerchief that I use to wipe away my tears. And in our memories is where I get every strength I exert every time I fall backward.
You have been my rest in my tiring world. And you are still my respite from this exhausting pain and grief. You are still the one I go home to every time I step away. Because I can still see in you the temporary pleasure and happiness that you permanently took away. You are still my rest in this world even if I'm no longer your home.
In my great hope that you will come back to me, I forgot to move forward without you. Yes, I haven't been able to move on alone because I'm still waiting for you. Please forgive me because I love you too much that I forgot to forget you. Because I'm so much forgetful that I forgot to forget you.
If I'm no longer the one you want to take a break from in times of weariness, I hope you find the one that will truly make you feel at ease but remember that if the day ever comes that you want me back, And you thought I was still the one you wanted to go home to, remember that I am waiting for you from the home we built.
I forgot to move on alone
I forgot to forget the memories we made
I forgot to love others because I still feel like it's still me in your heart
I forgot to end our two-year story
I forgot to let go of your hugs
I forgot to forget you because I feel like you're still there
I forgot to forget you,
Please teach me to forget you.
It is difficult to forget someone in our life, our heart or our mind, there will always be memories that make us think of that person or that pet. Our mind is a storehouse of memories that sometimes brings us memories of the past that we want to forget and that we are unable to forget, because it was something really important to us. It is said that time helps us or heals us, but it is not really true, time only passes, we are what we have to do something with that time to be able to solve what we feel and heal from the wounds, time cannot fix everything alone.
But it is important to know that we need to fight and make an effort that time without having to be forced, we have to be patient, the happy moments do not disappear from our mind, they are only hidden and when we heal from all the wounds the old memories will come back but they will not hurt anymore.