A breaking point

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2 years ago

Every human has a breaking point, a point where everything seems void, a point in life where nothing seems to make sense, the meaning of living vanishes before their eyes, everything and everyone doesn't seem to count. I'm at that breaking point currently.

Recently, I've been overwhelmed with a lot of life events that are happening so fast that I can't provide solutions to everything at once, I have been so stressed that I feel like I'm breaking down, more like a mental break down because I can't make sense of anything that's happening around me anymore.

From personal life issues to school issues, to network issues, to application issues, to siblings and cousins issues.

I've been living with this cousin of mine for 5 years now but there has never been any brotherly bond between us, we hardly talk or share anything as guys, I stay at his dad's place and I go to school from there, he never opened up to me even when I tried to be friends with him, he pushed me away, so I moved away.

He has an issue with a girl, the girl is a friend of mine, whatever transpires between them isn't my problem, she will always ask after him from me, and I got pissed a time cause I don't feel comfortable telling her his whereabouts, I do tell her she should ask him not knowing something was wrong between them, I got a message from him saying, I should keep his matter from mouth, I should stop telling the girl his movement, that I'm not to be trusted and all, I was shocked by the message, this is a girl we that I talk to and his name hardly comes up in our conversations, I chatted the lady up and she said she didn't tell him anything. Though the issues might not seem big, it is to me.

He acted like a kid today, after all, he said, I tried to talk to him via chatting but he was proving not to be understanding, and I send a sticker to him to end the conversation cause I wasn't interested. After several minutes, I saw a receipt message of him sending me money, this is the money he asked me to borrow him a long time ago, the money I have forgotten about cause what we bought, it was something that benefited both of us, so I didn't bother replying.

This is just one of the pressing issues on my mind, many things wailing me down, I have this mental breakdown... I don't even know how to put my words properly right now.

Anyways, these two things have been bothering me, and I need someone to explain them to me.

Firstly, my bitcoin.com wallet app has been faulty lately, it keeps shutting down by itself, I have contacted the developers, and they said they would get back to me but I haven't heard anything from them since 4days or 5days ago.

Also, I don't know if the affiliate program of this platform still works, I have 3 good writers that registered through my link yet I haven't seen any affiliate payment, though I do get it in the past, but currently not anymore, even those writers, their name didn't appear on my affiliate list, so I don't know if it has been stopped or I'm not registering them properly. I need someone to explain it to me, probably if I tag some of the big guns I know, they might have a possible explanation, @Pantera @Bloghound @FarmGirl @PVMihalache

I'm sorry I tag you in this article, but I need your help, you are the only one I could think of currently, and believe to have a possible explanation.

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So sorry about your Bitcoin application bruh. And yeah, the affiliate link still works.

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2 years ago

Someone still registered through my link yesterday's and still nothing yet, how do you do it

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2 years ago

Wow. Sorry about that bruh. Don't give up

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2 years ago

Oh you haven't solve this Bitcoin.com wallet am pretty sure some of those you tag will have a idea to get it solved

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2 years ago

Yeah, I think so

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2 years ago

They say" familiarity breeds contempt ".. I understand how your cousin's behavior is having a negative impact on your mental health. It happens like that especially when you are q good person. Truth is dint allow it to affect you so much, as you said he behaved Childishly. Everything na time, one day, you will definitely leave his father's house

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2 years ago

Like seriously..I'm already tired of this place, it not like I can't get my place. My dad already ask me to get my own place.. But I have just few month left for the final year, and again I believe since I have a family close by, I shouldn't be renting a place.. But I think I made a mistake now.. I was thinking of him as family

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2 years ago

Brother, that cousin of yours is childish in behavior, I was imagining it, it was just getting tiring! How could he return the debt he owed just because of a little misunderstanding? Is that not childish behavior? More, he didn't talk to you, when you move closer to him, he rejected you. That's bad of him.

Brother mi, my advice is: just stay your lane. Dey your dey, make him too dey him dey. As touching everything happening now, don't worry , all will be fine. God be with you, bro.

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2 years ago

That debt own was even surprising, he didn't tell me he return the money, and I already forgot about it.. I just came on WhatsApp to see the receipt of the money transfer, 1k, something we both use, he didn't even talk to me.. School own dey there o..

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2 years ago

Perhaps you should uninstall and update your app, it might be outdated you know? About the affiliate link, it should still be working. Perhaps, they didn't register well through your link.

As for your cousin, if he wants you to keep out of his matter, it's better you act maturely and stay on your lane. It's obvious he doesn't need you around him, then face your business and leave him.

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2 years ago

I have done that several time for the app, as for my cousin.. I have stayed out of his way for years, probably because I leave at his place, not like I can't get my place, but its just remaining 3month for me to finish my studies, and I believe I should act like a family, his own is even little from what's is giving me breakdown.. But his act is totally breaking me down

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2 years ago

If you can't find them on your affiliate list, it most definitely means that they didn't register properly. Maybe they took a tour round read cash before they clicked on the registration button. If they actually registered, it should appear on your affiliate list. As for your cousin, just let him be, he obviously doesn't need you around. Mind your business and dissociate yourself from any lady he has affiliations with. I think that will solve it.

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2 years ago

I have even been keeping my distance, guy to guy o, even never spoke for more than 10min before, staying at his place is really breaking me down.. I have many things going on, he is just trying to add to my problem

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2 years ago

For the issue of bitcoin.com app, have you tried to download afresh? I mean deleting the old one and downloading the latest. Also, maybe it's space(storage) issue, try and clear space..

The one of referal, I remember I referred someone but the details didn't come up,I just assumed that the person didn't used my link when though she confirmed that she used my link. Maybe referal bonus is scraped off

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2 years ago

I have tried that several time, also for the affiliate, I dont even mind.. This life is beginning to look meaningless

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2 years ago

Oga abeg calm down. Don't reason like too much. It may lead to chronic depression. Please crave out time to talk to someone you love. Call your babe

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2 years ago

Yeah, I think I will do that

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2 years ago

Your cousin is really something else, I wonder what could have caused this great hatred. It'll be fine Fash, I can't truly tell how you're feeling presently, ranging from your cousin's behavior towards you, your Bitcoin wallet all, affiliate payment amongst all others. I do receive payment from my affiliate, the reason to why your Bitcoin wallet app keeps shutting down is left unknown to me.

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2 years ago

Otisu mi gan... Everything just tire me

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2 years ago

Affiliate payment is still functional, I received one a moment ago

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2 years ago

Do they pay monthly or what...or as the registered person receive payment. It gets to you too

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2 years ago

Anytime your affiliate receives a tip, you receive a part of it immediately

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2 years ago

I guess as much, it do happen like this in the past, but those that registered via my link, I haven't seen anything from them.. And I dont even know if they registered right, it was a link from my article I sent, they went to register to comment. I think that's how it should be done right when one is to register with your link

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2 years ago

I didn't see any affiliate payments for a while as well. Not sure if still works

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2 years ago

Oh, I guess thats might be true.. Cause I can't even find them on my affiliate list

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2 years ago