A breaking point

Every human has a breaking point, a point where everything seems void, a point in life where nothing seems to make sense, the meaning of living vanishes before their eyes, everything and everyone doesn't seem to count. I'm at that breaking point currently.

Recently, I've been overwhelmed with a lot of life events that are happening so fast that I can't provide solutions to everything at once, I have been so stressed that I feel like I'm breaking down, more like a mental break down because I can't make sense of anything that's happening around me anymore.

From personal life issues to school issues, to network issues, to application issues, to siblings and cousins issues.

I've been living with this cousin of mine for 5 years now but there has never been any brotherly bond between us, we hardly talk or share anything as guys, I stay at his dad's place and I go to school from there, he never opened up to me even when I tried to be friends with him, he pushed me away, so I moved away.

He has an issue with a girl, the girl is a friend of mine, whatever transpires between them isn't my problem, she will always ask after him from me, and I got pissed a time cause I don't feel comfortable telling her his whereabouts, I do tell her she should ask him not knowing something was wrong between them, I got a message from him saying, I should keep his matter from mouth, I should stop telling the girl his movement, that I'm not to be trusted and all, I was shocked by the message, this is a girl we that I talk to and his name hardly comes up in our conversations, I chatted the lady up and she said she didn't tell him anything. Though the issues might not seem big, it is to me.

He acted like a kid today, after all, he said, I tried to talk to him via chatting but he was proving not to be understanding, and I send a sticker to him to end the conversation cause I wasn't interested. After several minutes, I saw a receipt message of him sending me money, this is the money he asked me to borrow him a long time ago, the money I have forgotten about cause what we bought, it was something that benefited both of us, so I didn't bother replying.

This is just one of the pressing issues on my mind, many things wailing me down, I have this mental breakdown... I don't even know how to put my words properly right now.

Anyways, these two things have been bothering me, and I need someone to explain them to me.

Firstly, my bitcoin.com wallet app has been faulty lately, it keeps shutting down by itself, I have contacted the developers, and they said they would get back to me but I haven't heard anything from them since 4days or 5days ago.

Also, I don't know if the affiliate program of this platform still works, I have 3 good writers that registered through my link yet I haven't seen any affiliate payment, though I do get it in the past, but currently not anymore, even those writers, their name didn't appear on my affiliate list, so I don't know if it has been stopped or I'm not registering them properly. I need someone to explain it to me, probably if I tag some of the big guns I know, they might have a possible explanation, @Pantera @Bloghound @FarmGirl @PVMihalache

I'm sorry I tag you in this article, but I need your help, you are the only one I could think of currently, and believe to have a possible explanation.