Parenting is surely very tough responsibility, looking out the kids, teaching them what's right and wrong so they'll grow up to be a good citizen in the future is not easy.
When kids grow up to have character and attitude defects parents will always be the one to blame. Why did they didn't manage to discipline their child or why did they over discipline their child. It's always the parents who are the front and back end of blame when kids doesn't grow up well. So it's not really easy, but that's part of life cycle.. we we're once a baby, toddler, kids, teens before we turn into adults and we will be parent especially if we want to have our own family. Everything should be balance, it's not easy but it's the most fulfilling stage of our lives as well, to become a parent.
She was singing, I was smiling while listening to her but then suddenly....
Yesterday morning my blood boils like I was very mad, I even felt my chest is in pain after getting very angry. My gosh, I wasn't able to manage inhale and exhale as I had an adrenaline rush reaction..
This morning, I am in a very good mood. I wake up the daughter with all the love and cuddles..
Then before I had my coffee, I already put milk, black coffee and sugar in a cup.. I suddenly left it as I was preparing the washing machine because our laundry is filing.. due to low pressure of water recently we didn't manage to do it. Then today water pressure is fine..
While doing it, the daughter was singing.. I even smile as she memorized some lyrics already with βSad movies makes me cryβ song as it played by the FM station.
After I was done with washing machine, I go back to my cup of coffee as I will put hot water on it when suddenly I saw the kid put everything in the cup.. I mean she put all the sugar on the cup and all the black coffee πππ as in full.
My blood raise up into my head boiling! Like wtf!!!! I shouted and even slap her literally, I told her to eat her breakfast but she didn't because she played with the coffee, milk and sugar ππ
I even got annoyed because the washing machine cord for water is already broken, the water is spilling. My bro in-law doesn't know how to use it properly then I saw my cup of coffee filled with sugar and black coffee π
When you are anemic but you suddenly got high blood, it's possible when you become a mom πππ
To all parents when your kids are silent or singing, for sure they are doing something that will boil your blood π so watch out! LOL!
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I know I shouldn't have slap her, but it was sudden reaction. That's why I told her to get lost in my sight before I beat her. Good thing her grandma took her and continue feeding her. My mum in-law has very soft heart, way back she always interfere every time I scold the kid, but I told them not to interfere especially when I am in the moment of being very angry as it will turn me more to be a monster. I don't like when I'm very angry as I have this demonic side to hurt everyone infront of me. They've learn the lesson tho, so mum in-law took the kid while I am composing myself to calm down. I told them to interfere if I already beat the kid very hard, they seem to remember it haha! After she saw what the kid did she console and told her not to do it again because it was her mistake.
I admit I am short tempered, I am strict too, I don't like hard headed kids but I am trying my best to extend my patience. I don't scold her for no reason, although I regretted I hurt her but at least I just did it once before I lose control.
This is what she put in the cup, she made it full. I used brown sugar in my coffee as I add a little only it's sweeter than the white ones even a lil amount only.
Closing Thoughts
You see how hard parenting is it needs tons of patience, so to all parents when kids are silent and singing what out what they are doing, don't be surprised if your blood boils.
But you know, it's still better having naughty kids than having sicky child.. because it will surely break your heart as a parent.
So yeah, I am like this almost everyday haha! I know most mom's can relate. It's just a matter of how long and deep is your patience.
All images is mine.
Thank you for reading!
Date Published: November 23, 2021
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