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I Feel Ghosted Do you believe in internet love? I guess most of you will say “It's lame and impossible” like how can you love a person without seeing them personally only in screen, without touching them or without intimacy.. I also said that until I met Peter.. Peter is a Canadian guy, I met him online .. specifically in a blogging platform that paid cryptocurrency. I don't have social life in real life, so I indulge myself in virtual world. It seems my life revolves around virtually only, as I don't have that enjoyable life.. I just keep hanging around infront of my pc it's as if I am really talking to people personally. Unlike other users Peter somehow is not that anonymous, he shares some of his primary social medias aside from crypto social medias. I started connection with him after we exchange some insights towards our articles. Peter has dark humor which made me laugh, making me smile and it seems my day will never be complete without his presence through online interactions. There were times that he also comforts me when I am down, he always ask how I was if I am fine already or not.. who would never felt at ease when there is someone who spend time to you just to hear your story, comfort you like he cherish you? I don't believe in internet love as well before but why I am slowly giving in with Peter's gesture.. Sometimes when I am going through something he'll stay late at night just to hear me out, considering we have huge gap of time difference.. isn't it sweet right!? Any *marupok* will fall for that, and I think I am becoming *marupok*.. Not just that he'll always tell me I am beautiful, but I don't take it seriously though.. I know he's a sweet talker but I must admit I felt happy when he compliments me. ***

Image: Pixabay.com https://pixabay.com/illustrations/sad-girl-broken-heart-depression-5148048/ But recently Peter started to get cold with me, I cannot ask him why.. because you know in the first place we didn't have any label at all “just friends.” I know it's my fault for being attached to his sweet gestures but what can I do I had a wicked heart.. aside from that Peter is a handsome guy, ughh! When we chatted his replies was just short, just an answer to my questions unlike before he'll make the conversation long. I am bothered, not with his actions but with my feelings.. as *I felt I am ghosted.* I should have not let my walls slowly breaking because in the first place.. I should not expect something. I can't asked him directly why he's being cold to me, maybe because he's just busy.. and I am too scared he might tell me why it's big deal to me, I'm afraid he might reject me.. but seeing his cold treatment makes my heart aches. **Marupok* - being weak **Hello there!** This is just a fiction story, I know there are scenarios that this happens because we keep interacting with other users.. So I hope you won't feel being ghosted, don't fall for a sweet talker.. they will likely the ones who will left you hanging and make you question your existence *char!* 😂 Thank you for reading!

**Fiction story:** I Am Not In The Picture https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/i-am-not-in-the-picture-7f0e21c7 Living In Fantasy World! https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/living-in-fantasy-world-fe17cc78 Did I Fall For A Monster? https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/did-i-fall-for-a-monster-1a59a578 **Find me at:** •**readcash** **•****noisecash** **•****Publish0x** **•****Hive** **•****Twitter** **•****Telegram** **•****Discord** **•****email** https://read.cash/@Eybyoung https://noise.cash/u/Eybyoung https://www.publish0x.com/@Eybyoung https://ecency.com/@eybyoung/feed https://twitter.com/eybyoung?t=Ak57df0FRqagMNNE25mgQw&s=09 https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/whos-lame-c7b5484d#bad-link `Date Published: February 20, 2022`

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