What if we just abandon the pain, shall happiness come next forward?

Next in the line should be someone, the one that will cast away the pain. Someone who shall make difference from all the things that happened from the starter line. The next upline must change everything, including those unbeatables. What if we just dumped the pain? Is happiness was the thing that comes next afterwards? What if we forgot all the painful things and let the happiness stay instead. Just what if.

They are whispering inside our heads again. I don’t know who they were or where they were. The thing is that I know they are all telling stories, their names were sadness, belongingness and pain. They again visit for they might miss you, they again come here for some reason and that will the things still a puzzle in the eyes of mine.

Whom shall we speak when times that seem like the ending is just nearer, whom shall I be with if the memories are again coming across in the freedom of nights. The bountiful cross and the deep cut of the vein, the aching land of griefless and dullness. I shall be with them, I shall just hug the deem and deep instead.

The casanovas heart is something that is lost in the paradise of love, why would I just be like that? because I was drowning with unending sorrows. The question I prepared at the beginning somehow never gets answered by anyone. Instead, the loss of trust within myself is empty as my soul has been abducted with the force of darkness.

It's just like the normal attack of self, when we refuse to let the pain go away it's like they come back from time to time.

That’s how I started to think what if I just abandoned myself? the sadness rather. What if there was a chance that proved that I will be happy in my entire life, where the smile I give was truly in the meaning of my heart's desire. Where the greatness I provide was a treasure in my edge of life. The things that make us be with things of life, the greatness I prepared after losing myself.

Losing self is losing everything, abandoning yourself is losing a lot of things. So the freedom of losing inside us. That’s why you never get invited or laughed at when someone is trying to give up. Giving and losing things in life was present within us, normal as it was.  But people who lose, do you think they are happy about losing it?. No one loved being a loser.

Everyone is looking and longing for happiness. Some money makes them happy. Why not?. That’s made them wealthy, enjoying the life they had. Some are happy with nothing, why not?. Nothing was lost. But the ideal happiness is lacking, under the fame, there were regrets, under the shining cars, wines and fancy roses there was pain. Because at the end of the chapter we are all just humans.

If we abandon the pain, will happiness really come next? If we ask for real happiness in God or the Universe, happiness will be first in line instead of the regrets, disappointment and narratives of painful memories and yesterday’s post.

But the real deep sight, that people who once abandoned pain get instant happiness yet long life regrets.

Maybe not. We should not skip the process, we should not try to make an instance of happiness over the fantasy of reality.

Those people who get addicted to drugs, meth, weed smoked and many more. Just the instance they skip the line of pain and sorrow. The happiness comes when the effect of fantasy is tossed its timers. The things that were next in the line of instance happiness were also bigger and wilder pains.

Skipping for instance happiness is never the right solution, endure the pain until the pain won't be felt anymore. That’s the natural narrative of destiny. That’s the procedure we must know.

Wes should face the world and its nature. The lining of life. If this is the first runner, then wait until happiness comes and run for its throne, who knows what was the next after happiness? Might be success, fame and Love. That we skipped the one, it will lead us to nothing instead.

I Wrote this text with nothing in my head, I provide the stanzas with something but I don’t know yet. Until I discovered what I am looking for, it's not happiness, it's not pain. What I was looking for was life itself.

Skipping and abandoning yourself, because you are sad, will lead you to wilder grief. If we just let the Meth, Opium and Marijuana cast the pain the next within the instance happiness is more abstract like a lighting bulb. Liquor and party pills will never get the answer.

I shall need you to read wider, realize the reality after the fantasy I said. Thanks for reading...