We sometimes are toxic ones, agree or not?

Toxic people become more and more evolving these days. In western countries, someone who has been called a Karen represents a toxic woman who is making herself inside the issue even in the real deal she wasn't in that place. In the Philippines, there is also their name a Marites, or representation of those women who wanted to gossip about the lives of other people. We are all aware of toxic people yet we are not when it comes to ourselves. Do you agree with me when I say that we are sometimes toxic people?

How to spot toxic people? We are all aware of that kind of genre in all aspects. Well, social media includes them on a viral post. Karen who was loudly acting was the top, and so on. But the thing is that they are not the only one that is toxic sometimes we are.

Why did they call it toxic? First, because they will irritate certain people. I guess we do that in the commons. Sometimes we irritate someone by asking so many questions that we really already have. Just to tease someone and that someone becomes irritated because of what we spoke redundantly.

Toxic people are jealous type one, indeed we sometimes jealous of something or someone that we pretend to ignore and never talk to them. Toxic thing is that neighbours see something good in other people and that they won't speak or give a glance. Thinking that they are more ahead they become jealous type.

But what I wanted to say is that we are not only toxic to others but we are doing the same to ourselves. We are toxic in the sense that matters to try and absorb are not normal and not that makes us please.

Toxicity is watching a movie even if your eyes are tired. It's toxic that we just let our eyes open even if it was to be closed. Because we like what the theme is or the person playing the rules. The one episode that was promised becomes three more and more.

I guess there was no difference in others forcing you to do what you don’t like because your eyes wanted to sleep but because we are eager to finish or immediately get the story we become toxic to ourselves. Agreed that we are toxic to force our eyes to open even if they wanted to rest?.

Toxicity is eating food, particularly fast food or junk food. Someone forcing you to eat what you don’t want, what will they think? Toxic beings?. Then we are also toxic for forcing our stomach to digest foods that are unhealthy and something that because it is fast and sodium tasty we just eat and be ready to be lazy.

I do personally believe that I was that kind of person. I don’t know to cook so when I was alone fast food is a comfort that is in my head to ease my hunger.

There are more things that make us toxic to ourselves even when we are not with others. The thing is that we don’t do harm to others yet we do that to ourselves.

Overthinking is also a toxic thing to consider. Imagine other people thinking you must not just continue school because you will just marry someone and you will be a stay at home wife, that’s a toxic mindset of Marites in our street.

But you also do it to yourself by overthinking and expecting things early as possible. We must sometimes relax our mind to any matter, because worrying and suffering could also be toxic to ourselves, thinking about things made us skip the food, can't concentrate on chores and even sleep was interrupted.

Could you absorb my message, that we are sometimes not toxic to people or animals but we are in our own bodies? Could you imagine that we are irritated by such human speaking matters that question and blame us for everything yet we do that thing to ourselves?

I do that, blaming myself and even hurting myself just to feel numb and like a heroine that will transform to somewhat kind of meditations.

At the end of the pages, I made this comparison for us to reminisce about those things. Toxic behaviours of us just to please someone we just let our own self suffer, just to make someone proud we just let our real dream sleep for a long time, just because we wanted other approval we disapproved of ourselves.

We become toxic and that is somehow a huge cut because it's not others, it's not those strangers, it's not our relatives that we were doing the toxic act, we were doing it ourselves. Body and the mind.

Well, honestly it sounds that this write up is a bit dramatic but believes me I just let the idea come out and it's exploited haha, thanks for reading. Agreed or not that we are sometimes the toxic one?