Sadness is love like I could felt the unending grief but I could still smell the aroma of sweet lovely heaven. I could be the person whom you think I wasn’t, for the love and sympathy of your unending rejoice I could offer even my life.

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Devon doesn’t know what to do, his hand is shaking involuntarily. The Hospital is too busy and nothingness he can do to at least relax in a position like this, his mind is full of the imaginary thing that will happen. If he could ask all the nurses and doctors that walk in his front he already did, to just check the injured person.

“Where is he?” That’s is the reason why he wanted to check the laying patient, the old man looked at him with disgusting sight and never attempted to hear it explained. “If something bad thing had done to him Devon, I will kill you!”. He pointed his finger at the stressed and messy-haired Devon. Now he’s crying, not because he was afraid of the old man but about what will happen to the patient. It’s all his liabilities; he can’t even forgive himself for being a horrible man.

He is looking at the glass door, the man is lying on the hospital bed with full of blood in his head. “Kid, you need to get aid first!” Says the female nurse that accommodates him and holds his hand to the room. Why he doesn’t felt any pain in his wounds, the blood is flowing yet he didn’t dare to observe. He just wants too he’s twin brother to be safe, so he could be peacefully rest.

Chapter 3; For The Boy I Loved, I Gave My Life for Your Rejoice

“Stopped doing it” the old man grabs the mirror on Nathan's face, “You been looking at this for the whole day now!” he looked at the old man, he’s trying to look of the difference the last time he saw the old man face, and now he can’t recognize him for the mark in his face.

Nathan looks at the room filled with nothing but just a white color of a four-sided room. He doesn’t recognize the room either, it’s like he’s in somebody's home as a stray rat that could be entered without the owner’s permission. He doesn’t even recognize himself why he dares to?

Reminisce the past. He is forcing his brain to remember the last picture in his mind. He frosted, the last picture he saw he’s with someone, they laughing and singing. One animal they don’t know just crosses their way; the boy next to him is shocked and accidentally unrecognized the pedals and crashed into the woods.

“No!” he hears a familiar sound shouted at him, then a huge pile of slice woods just bang him. “Nathan careful!” but it’s too late, he gradually hears nothing, his body becomes numb and the eye he has just turn to black, and never returns.

“Just give him a break!” said the man with stethoscope in his neck, then comes nearer to him still he is just looked at them, trying to realized nor figured out what really happening to his environment. “I just come to check something!” said the doctor, and then Nathan just bowed to say his willingness.

The doctor check he’s breathing, it’s all that fine. The next thing that happened they give his eye a bright light. The ophthalmologist checked if there is something unusual in the eyes of his patience. “That looks perfect!” the old man smiled at the doctor and even shakes his hand

“You heard that Nathan, it’s now fine!” Nathan was neither emotional nor feeling; he just let the old man do that but never attempted to feedback on the hug he gives. There is something inside him that telling the conscious their something wrong and something is missing.

“Where is he?” the old man shocked and get off from hugging him. Now he felt something that is really weird. The old man just went to the window, facing the sun, not the sick Nathan. “You know what I asking! Tell him to see now!”. The old man's face was changed when he hears what Nathan just told him. “Dad!” for calling him the word, the old burst with tears; it’s been ten years now the last time he hears that. He tries to hide the tears, but they just come naturally.

He took some papers and handed them over to Nathan, at first he read it very difficult but the words are simple and understandable by a ten-year-old child. The tears flowed in hes eyes, it Devon he’s brother who wrote the letter to him. At the end of the letters say “FOR THE BOY I LOVED, I GAVE MY LIFE FOR YOUR REJOICE”.

Now he figured out what happens. He wears his brother’s eyes. That’s the reason why he now can see the light, not the blank black he lived for ten years now it’s because Devon gave him the chance.

Devon hates being in a dark corner, he can’t live in a room with no light. Not because he is afraid but he thinks he is another person, he felt the feeling of his twin brother, who losses his eyes because of him. If he doesn’t let Nathan come with him traveled to the countryside he was a man who has been blind, not his loved brother.

There is no time that Devon wasn’t felt guilty, only Anastasia could hold out the burn in his heart. The first time Devon saw Anastasia’s eyes he was mesmerized by her beauty, he forgets the bitterness of the past even just a couple of hours.

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