Feb-ibig First: I think I missed the feeling of being in love.
Had you been in love? Or you were in love right now?. Had you been in the feeling of having someone with you? The moment you just see your crush, the blushing of your cheeks and the drumming sound inside you. Do you still remember how it feels? Never ever forget the feeling, we need that kind of happiness for sure. I think I missed that feeling, but the person whom I shared with not anymore.
My calendar had changed. Oh, I won't be bitter this month of love. Let them love and make love this February for they all deserved that. We all deserved to fall in love, to look for the happiness we cannot get by ourselves. Yeah admit it, it’s a different feeling that there is someone that is looking at you, reminding you of things in life rather than being alone.
Once I fell in love, I shared everything. even the smallest thing she knows, all the aspirations and dreams we once dreamed together. Talked about the future and the life ahead. Not just once did I feel the abnormal feeling, but just one person I felt the feeling of being in love.
Do we really forget that after break-up or separations? That’s the question in my head. Why do we need to forget the memories once we shared as a couple? Why do we need to hate them? A girl hates her ex-boyfriend after the break-ups, or either the two tell others how bad they are. The problem they had or everything they shared together.
I might be wrong or maybe right to others, but the feeling, once we felt with each other, should not be forgotten. Well, there's really a bitterness whatever happened. But forgetting the feeling that we once fell into the trap of cupids sometimes is closing others to enter our hearts.
The more we forget the feeling of being in love, the more we become bitter. Once we get bitter that sometimes results in a case of choices just being alone.
I am not against people who choose to be alone for the record. But what I want to say is that it's easier to move on if we forget the person but the feeling of being in love? No, I think it's not right. Rest our heart and heal but don’t close it for someone that is much better and more deserving than the past.
Still fresh is the feeling that someone is worried every time you get in trouble or ask what happened from time to time because they saw you were miserable. I missed the way of someone doing things for me to smile. I am not that smiley person in person, I wanted to look more serious. But when someone knows what makes me happy and laughs, for sure I can't help myself but smile.
The feeling that someone scolds me when I do unright things. I never get mad at anyone who corrects me. At first, I stopped for a moment then when I realized what I did. She's right, oww I meant that girls are always right (Not every time lol).
I missed the feeling that someone is pulling out my hair. Well, a lot of girls do that, I don’t know but girls are weird people. They wanted my hair, even though I don't use shampoo lol. I remember why in my high school crush, she always wanted to pet my hair, massage my scalp and might be trying to massage me.
Someone also gives the feeling of weird things when she always wants to pitch me. Maybe girls felt happy hurting their men? The More I complain the harder they do it. The more boys become irritated the more they make it hard.
I am not on fragrance guy, I felt weird applying perform in my body. So one thing that I missed is the fragrance of the hair lol. You know it smells like the hair of girls that wear hair conditioners. Also the soft hair and long one. When I hold it it's so cool, and the fragrance of the hair conditioner stays on my hands. Oww, that's a sound pervert, no I am not. Maybe more lads could relate, but girls do not haha. Some boys really liked the sweet fragrance of hair.
I should spoil things most men could be agreed with me. Hugging men in the belly is something, you might think that it's just nothing, but the feeling inside the man?. It shows something special when girlfriends do that. or placing your hands on men's back necks in public. Holding hands is popular but the real thing is that men like us are more found romantic, the girlfriend who holds their men in their belly or back neck. (Ask your boyfriends for attestation).
Those feelings that I missed. Well, men and women might have different feelings when it comes to the topic of falling in love. And some are really just something unexplained. But in the larger sense, we could just remember those, the day that we were in love. Forget the man or woman or semi-human that’s once with you, blur their faces in our memories. But never ever forget the feeling once we are in love.
That’s how I start February, I won't be bitter now haha. I love you for reading hehe.
Rest our heart and heal but don’t close it for someone that is much better and more deserving than the past
A little reminder to my future self..