@Ellehcim 8 July 2022

Another What if adds to the list. **07/06/2022** I could not exactly remember the date I wrote some kind of a random prose one late night recently. When I say recent, it maybe few weeks, or months ago.

Regardless, let me ask this because I am curious. Do you also like scribbling some words or phrases, or poems in your notebooks whenever you feel like it? I do. Even it's just about random things, or as deep as expressions of how I really feel, writing it down through some divided collection of prose makes me feel better. This happens especially when my thoughts are too loud I start hearing my actual voice in my head shouting, or whispering in an aggressive manner. Thoughts can really keep a person awake throughout a whole night, and I am a living proof of that. Thank God though, because prayers and meditation really helped me survive through all these moments. Right now, I can say I am fine. I am fighting well, I am surviving well. I am a courageous warrior of God. Since tonight is one of the nights when I feel too tired to even start a mind-provoking topic, I am asking assistance from my big notebook, for some ideas to publish. And I found this page where I wrote some deep sht (in my perspective). It's even funny how reading it again felt familiar, not just because of the mere reason I am the one who wrote it, but because it also helped me remember memories relating to the theme of the piece. In a sense, it's a cute De Ja Vu. I am not intending to make this lousy introduction any longer. Below is the piece I wrote weeks or months ago. I hope you'd enjoy it. And understand the emotions along with it, try to interpret it and give your own side to it, I'd love to hear from you. Here it is. ***What if there really is a place*** ***That can heal what medical professionals could not?*** ***That if someone goes to this place*** ***All deafening voices will suddenly shut up*** ***And leave for real?*** ***All wounds will eventually heal*** ***Without having to wait forever?*** ***Imagine a place like that exists*** ***Where I'd just go there*** ***And feel better*** ***Without having to resort to quick repairs*** ***That do more harm than good.*** ***Then maybe, we don't have to*** ***Do things we are not supposed to do*** ***Just to give us some sort of distraction*** ***A temporary escape from the sickness*** ***that has no cure*** ***I heard that happiness is not the same*** ***as being distracted from sadness*** ***Because happiness is real*** ***And the latter is nothing but*** ***a random taste of heaven*** ***Before life gives a whole feast*** ***of hell the following year.*** ***So imagine there's a real place that heals*** ***All kinds of brokenness*** ***And frees from shackles of the past*** ***And breaks the chains of future's terror*** ***And removes all things ugly*** ***in the present...*** ***I see two possibilities*** ***Either it'd be full 24/7*** ***More in demand than night clubs*** ***or movie places, or amusement parks*** ***where people usually seek happiness.*** ***Or maybe, it'd be empty, somehow*** ***Because people are either afraid*** ***to reveal their brokenness*** ***Or either too embarrassed*** ***to accept that they are*** ***sad, and hopeless.*** And just like that... It ends! What do you think about it? Any inputs? Please comment them below! Anyway, a quick portion to show my gratitude to everyone who continues to read from me. All of you are appreciated. One more thing, to my loyal sponsors, from 20 or more people, down to less than 10, and I understand, it's due to the BCH situation. I do hope that we can all go back to the better side of blogging soon, so please go to the moon, Bitcoin Cash! I also have most of my sponsorships suspended, because I don't have enough finds to keep supporting my favorite authors, so I apologize for that. Rest assured though, that when everything goes back to normal, I'd renew all of it, I never did cancel anyone, so far. Just suspended. To my 351 subs, thank you so much for putting your support in me. I hope I could mention y'all one by one. Let's keep supporting each other and be patient until everything gets better again. I feel that it's soon. The bull run just got a few time delay, it will bounce back soon! Thanks for reading from me, and I hope you'll always stay. Until next time!

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