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When the motivator needs motivation. *Imagine being a motivational speaker, and you're battling with depression.* *The meaning of the title is more like saying; when the mentor needs mentorship, when the doctor needs medicine, when the coach needs some coaching, or when a lawyer needs a lawyer.* ***Sounds absurdly funny right?*** ***Yeah, I thought so too.***

A quick Recap. I've kinda been on and off, and then totally zoomed off this platform, it's been this way for weeks. **I'll say:** I'll draft and publish it today. **Then I'll say:** oh no, I'll do so tomorrow. And when the morrow comes, **I'll say:** I'm tired, it's just reading 5 days off, how about making it a week? And then when a week comes, **I'll say:** Well, it won't be bad if I just sell off my account. To cut this short, I've been a little and then greatly unsettled. Something happened yesterday; which inspired me to write today. A summary of what happened. @Kacy01 messaged me on Whatsapp; asking me why I haven't been active on this platform, I told him the reason, and I'm not going to mince words about this, I'm saying this plainly and sincerely. I told him I wasn't active on this platform because @TheRandomRewarder stopped visiting me. I'm a user who is used to tipping people's articles whenever I read them, I remember when this all started: *Whenever I didn't have enough to upvote people from my* *read* *.cash* *wallet, I'd go as far as transferring BCH from my wallet to my* *read. cash* *wallet, just so I'd have enough to upvote comments and articles.* Recently, when I found it difficult..., not having enough to upvote people's articles or upvote their comments on my article, worst was not having enough to renew my sponsorship. I withdrew from read. cash. It might be hard to believe, but it's the sincere truth. Back to the summary: *After reading my response, he told me this:*

I'm buttressing on the first sentence: "**no be una dey encourage us to keep going?"** It hit deep and pierced directly into my skull. That sentence made me reminisce on the good old days; when Ellawrites never missed out in publishing for a day, I remember then; when read. cash was almost everything to me, days when missing a day on read. cash was like forcing poison down my throat and asking me to smile. *Truth be told, Kacy's words, are one of the reasons why I'm drafting and would be publishing this article today.* When the motivator needs motivation: That I mostly write motivational articles or poems, doesn't necessarily mean that I am perfect and fine. Most of my write-ups are written from my depressive state. There was a time I wrote a poem on **"Unheard voice."** I wrote it through tears, I felt bad at that moment. I was beyond the word: **"Shocked"** when it was reposted by some friends of mine.

There was another day, I felt somewhat down, and boom, I started scribbling and ended up writing a poem on **"Rise"** *I wrote it to reassure myself and others, who might be in that moment of trial and self-doubt; that if they don't give up, they'll one day make it to the top.*

There's a reason why I plainly stated that; **I write mainly from my experience.** Truth be told, I don't know how to make research, that's probably why I haven't gotten any content writing Jobs yet, lol. 😂

What am I saying in essence: Sometimes, a doctor might also fall sick. Sometimes, a mentor might need some mentors. Sometimes, even a marriage counselor, might need a counselor to counsel his/her marriage. ***That someone solved your problem, doesn't mean the person has solved his/her own.*** ***Thanks, Kay, for your short and precise words of encouragement.*** ***Thanks to all my lovely subscribers, sponsors, readers, commentators, tippers and those who thumbs up.***

**Till we meet again in my next article and yours.** Thanks for reading.

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