If you are the type of person who just never gets tired of hustling, then congratulations and I just envy you so much for having a lot of energy because, for me, I'm tired of hustling already.
I'm tired of doing the same routine where the moment I wake up, I have to start thinking about how could I make money again just so I have something to spend to buy my needs and other wants, and so I have money to save up for the things I want to do and achieve in the future.
I'm tired of constantly thinking about what topic should I write on read.cash again just so I have content to publish with the hopes that the Robot will tip it generously like how it used to be.
I'm tired of updating my noise.cash profile already and keep posting even nonsense things just so I could get to earn some Bitcoin Cash cents that will add up if I keep accumulating them.
I'm tired of checking up on my other social media platforms like Appics and Torum to earn other crypto tokens. I'm tired of monitoring my other crypto investments just to see if they're already at a profit or still at a loss. I'm tired of chasing opportunities and trying my best to grab them because it's just tiresome and demotivating when you realize that your best wasn't even good enough.
I'm tired of constantly hustling in the virtual world or crypto-verse where people seem to keep grinding nonstop, all day, all night, 24/7, as if they're not resting at all and their favorite tagline is sleep is for the weak.
I feel so tired of doing all these things knowing that other people out there are just enjoying their lives and spending their time the way they want to without having to worry about money.
I'm tired of hustling and being a student at the same time when other students are just going with the flow of life and only have to think about studying because that's what students need to do.
I'm tired of endlessly thinking and planning about my future that it's been snatching me away from living in the moment. It's so draining to always think ahead, especially when people expect you to have a very bright future.
I know I'm just a little tired and I only need to take a break to rest but I've been wondering lately about what is the point of doing all these things?
Linkin Park's song lyrics say,
I tried so hard and got so far,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter,
I had to fall to lose it all,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
Will all of these things matter in the end?
Perhaps, I just need to remind myself of all the goals and dreams that I want to accomplish not just for myself but for my parents as well. I may be tired of the "hustle culture" where people romanticize it so much, but I also have no choice but to keep grinding too because if I won't, nobody will ever hand me the goals that I want to achieve.
We always say that we should rest when we feel tired and that is what I want to do without having to feel guilty about it. I owe it to my present self and I need to pay for it somehow.
I'm tired of hustling but I will never give up on my goals and dreams in life.
I understand why you are tired dear. There's no need to be on all those platforms and the world changed since 2019 and will change rapidly. Everything that is must takes away the fun in one's life.