One of the saddest news to give to a family is telling them their son/daughter committed suicide, most people might even pass out and die if they get such bad news...

If any of you have seen the popular old Indian movie Tittles 3 idiots, one of them have the dream and passion of being a photography but his parents wants him to be an engineer, anytime he talks about photography his family gets mad and whenever his friends talk about his amazing photo shoot in front of his parents they get mad..

So his friends gave adviced him and gave him the courage to confront his parents so he'd tell them he wants to be a photography coz he doesn't love the engineering he is studying in school, he buckled up and told his parents, they both went mad at him and then he brought out his wallet and there is a photo of his parents smiling..

He said he can't imagine what these smile would turn into if they heard he committed suicide, his both parents were shocked and they all cried together and supported him in his photography dream...

We both know he'd commit suicide if he didn't get the reply he wanted..

Reasons why people commit suicide

• Based on what I have seen and what I know, alot of people commit suicide due to depression and some certain challenge...

• Most people don't have who would talk them out of it, or even give them a better advice, this is the reason why most people just jump into conclusion and think death would solve everything....

My First Attempt Of Commuting suicide

I know alot of us has been through some though times and when it gets to some point we just give up on life, I have once tried Commuting suicide that was the first time and it also the last time am thinking of such thing...

I was once addicted to gambling and it ruined my life back then, I gamble every single day even with my last $.. i couldn't live without gambling and if I don't have any money on me I always meet some friends to lend me some money that I'd pay them within a couple of weeks...

Once its time to pay I kept giving them excuse and this was part of the reason why I lost some good friend's, my parent's weren't aware of this and it kept eating me up...

It was a nice warm evening during 2017 I can't recall the date but am sure its around December, my parents and siblings traveled and I was the only one left at home, I was left with about $50 to use for the whole month so I decided to gamble with it and unfortunately I lost..

I was destabilized and i don't know who to run to, i can't call my parents or siblings for help, i was indoors for about two days, i was starving and i kept crying every single day, and then I had this thought of commuting suicide, and for the i believe that was the only option..

I was thinking of electrocute myself coz there was alot of naked wires around me, i was trigger to hold the wires so I'd end all the pains, as i brought my hands closer to the wires the power went off..

I believe that moment gave me a reason to live, I explained bitterly to my boss and told me not to panic that he'd help me out but i will have to promise him one thing, I knew he was gonna tell me not to gamble, and that's exactly what he said...

He gave me some money to use for the month and i made a promise to myself that I'd never get addicted to anything bad...

I didn't gamble for over two years and later on i started again lol but its not what you think. I gamble maybe once a month or maybe once in 3-4 months and I don't spend more than 2 or 3 dollars...

I hope i wrote something meaningful all am trying to say is there is always something hidden to every people that committed suicide, let's assume I eventually killed myself...

My parents wouldn't know it was because of gambling, they'd think of something else or they might say I have been tempted by the devil, though i was tempted but they won't know why...

Alot of these people who killed themselves have alot of things troubling them and they don't have who to advice and talk them out of it, but suicide is not an option, try your best and overcome whatever your going through we all know it would eventually make us stronger..