A crazy world often offered us crazy opportunities and it was planted in our hearts. And this sometimes lead to becoming a desire to pursue. Each of us have desires, and these desires are physical desire, intellectual desire, sexual desire, and economic desire. But amongst the mentioned types of desire, what is the most hardest to pursue?

Have you ever unfold yourself because you are afraid and hesitant to pursue what you desire? Think of it very deeply because sometimes it leads us to be unhappy for a very long time. When our desired don't meet and didn't happen, it leaves a broken and longing space in our hearts. If this happen, it would be shaken extremely.

I listed three reasons why people are very hesitant in pursuing and making their desires satisfied. These lists are based on my knowledge and experience. The experience of a 17 year old student. So, this maybe a little be shallow and not deep for adults. But let me try to give at least a justice.

Fear of getting lost and failed

This is common why we don't pursue our desire because we are afraid of the consequences it has. The following consequences are the reason why it becomes heavy in our hearts to become hesitant. We have this portion in our heads that if we do this, others may hate me or no one will support me afterwards.

Lack of belief

When you are hesitant, it means you don't believe yourself much to win and become successful in that desire. Lack of belief produces more fear and hesitation because you cannot trust yourself, the people around you and the Lord itself. There are reason why we lack beliefs. It may cause from the past rejections, failures and people don't show support.

Do not know where and when to start

I think this is also the reason why we are hesitant. Although it was clear in our heads what the desire is, but we cannot make a concrete plan on how we will execute it. The main problem for people encountering this problem is their resources, time and support that is available. I hope when you manage to process and plan everything, you have the ability to make it as reality.

If you noticed yesterday, I am not active because we have just a little family bonding. We went to kuya @DennMarc house, and just eat a boodle fight within the family. It was a good time for me because this is the only time we can spend time like this. Everyone's busy at work and some of them are still studying and will take their final exams. It was me the pointed with yellow mark. It was taken from kuya's phone.

This is the photo of what we eat yesterday. It was just a simple boodle fight and we forgot to get the Nilagang Baka at the back of our house. What's funny is we just remember when we almost finish the food so there's a lot of Nilagang Baka left. It was a memorable memory for me because I haven't experienced this with them for so long.

Family bonding and spending time with the family is always worth it and not a single time is wasted. I wish we can be neighbors with all of my family soon so that we have to see each other everyday. I am glad that our family has no conflicts to each other and we really avoid it. I have so much fun yesterday. Full details about yesterday's happening will be published by kuya @DennMarc . He told me not to talk much about it. Hehe.

You are so welcome to become my sponsor. I would love to see you there in that block. Thank you po!

I am grateful you read this!