Black Sheep

The sun was so good, whenever I see sun that is shining it gave me hope for the coming days, it gave me motivation to thrive more, work harder and do good in everyday.

I can see hope in him whenever I see sun that is shining.

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Unexpected visitor came yesterday, he is my younger brother, whenever I saw him I can see the reflection of our father because he really look like our late father. I am happy whenever I am seeing him because he is my brother. 

In every sibling we cannot deny the fact that we have a different personality and I can see that he is the black sheep of the family, no one wanted him except me and my mother, but my other siblings did not want him to stay with him. 

He caused a lot of trouble, he is a drunker and he has no respect in others who did not also respect him, but I am still his sister and I love him even though on what he always did. BECAUSE I KNOW HE HAS HIS OWN REASON. 

When I was in grade six and he was in grade two our mother abandoned us, he left with another man so our cousin's adopted us, Me, Him and our youngest brother.

It was my graduation in highschool, and it was his graduation in grade six when our mother came with all regret in her face, that time I never forgave her despite of everything she gave to me as a "Pasalubong" but my brother left with her.

I really cried every night because I was the one who stand as mother to them but they still left me, but the thought of them in good hands calmed myself. 

Until one day I heard that our mother again was left, and he leave my brother in our aunt, that aunt is super strict and she has capable in life and they made my brother one of their maid, and he cannot eat without a hard work. 

my heart became heavy because of what I heard, so I went to their place and asked him to leave with me but he declined, he said that he has his own life now.

Now that he is in his 20's, he really had his own life, he only work for himself and he don't mind others, I can't blame him because of what painful and hardship that he encountered. 

He is an aloof person, he does not smile to those who does not smile at him, he is not friendly and he has no friend, he is cold towards other but he is warm when it comes to me. 

I really felt sorry for him, if I could just go back the time, I don't want to let him go, and I blamed myself because I let him leave with our mother to think that he was in good hands. 

I can partly blamed my mother for what he became, if she did not get my brother back then,  I know he can never like that, but I was so happy yesterday when I saw him, he has a lot of foods for Sophia, and he really love Sophia. 

Before he left yesterday I had to remind him some things, I am always here if he wanted a person to talked to, because I can be his friend and sister always. 

We both forgave our mother but it cannot changed the fact that she made him like that.

FINAL THOUGHT: 

Because of the hardships of life we experienced we can be a strong person in every way, What I noticed from him, he is like that because he does not want others to hurt him again, he does not want others to noticed or know his weakness that is why he remained himself hide and Isolated.

I could be more happy if he would decide to stay with us because he is welcome anytime, but I know he has his own life.. 

Good afternoon read.cash Fam, I am here agaim with a new update, Thank You for always staying with me..

This is still me @Dawn_Dii , thank you for your time, and have a good day ahead 💚💚

Date Published: April 24, 2022