An Introvert Guy Having Friends

Can you still remember the moment that your just a child in this world, no problems, no responsibilities, no stress and anxiety? Do you miss those days that your still a happy person? Those days that your so friendly to anyone, you've gained lots of friends and manage to have bond with them? Those questions are related on me, I remember that I'm so friendly before, I've befriend with all my neighbor and they knew me as a happy boy. I have lots of friends before in province, we always have time to hang out near the shore, climb the tree and get it's fruits, sharing a scary stories when it's already dark and many more. I miss those days that I'm judtba friendly person but as I grow old I realize many things in this life.

Not all people that you consider as your friend treats you as their friend also, sometimes those people you recognized as your ultimate friend is the one who stabs your back. I became conscious about reality during my 6th grade, that's the time that we move here on Manila and I studied at private school. I became friendly to become and they also show kindness to me I really thought that they are true friends not until I learn that they are laughing at me cause I came from province. I cried that time and from that moment I change myself, I decide to be alone. I didn't join their conversation and sometimes they play inside the room but I didn't join. I draw everything that I imagine such as robots, buildings, houses and many more.

In fact, I made a drawing of city in a paper and I managed to finished it on my 7th grade, that's the time that I have interest in architecture but when I learn that it involves calculus then I didn't pursue drawing again since I'm not that good in solving. During my 7th to 9th grade I totally became an introvert person, I will only go to school then listen to the lecture and stay silent on the corner of the room. I will only talk if someone ask me or the teacher called my name for recitation. I'm not a friendly guy like before, I had so many realizations about life. Though I have the same classmates from 7 to 9th grade I didn't get close to many of them, I think I have 3 friends in our room and they also silent person.

We have the same interest specially when it comes to supernatural series, in fact we build a group called Men of Letters which we had different characters to portray, my characters is Castiel which is an angel. During my 10th grade that's the time I moved to section 10 it means newclassmate and new environment. As usual I became silent but as time goes by, I became more interactive inside the classroom all of them became close to me. That's the most memorable and happiest grade that I'm with and until now some of them are still recognized me. During my 11th and 12th grade that's the time that the boys inside our room are my true friends, though I'm still a silent guy but still they really like to make fun of me specially during presentation which they gonna make me laugh while reporting.

We became close friends and build lots of memories, one of the boys his name is Seth makes the group and whole classroom lively, he made some humorous actions and being a clown of the room. He became my close friend and I'm always at their house to do activities and even eat at their house. With other boys we build lots of memories, there are times that we are engage on defending our research paper at division level, you know what lots of students there are memorizing what they gonna say and some of them re-reading their entire research paper while me and my friends just lying on the floor and play mobile legends but still we manage to got a place during announcement of top.

Until now I'm glad that they became my true friend, some of us are different location but we still manage to talk with each other some are busy in schedule since we are all in college but we manage to have a bonding to play badminton at Arca South. We've been friends for 4 years and we didn't have any conflicts, everytime we are all gathering, there's nothing we do but to talk about ladies and even reminisce the past memories we had. I'm glad that even if I'm a introvert guy still I manage tovhave friends. Yes I admit that I'm a silent person but I'm a kind person, I am ready to help anyone in needs maybe that's the reason why I gain lots of friends which is true to me. I believe in saying that it's better better to have few friends that it's true rather than a lot which you can't distinguish if they are trustable.