Wish I could have a daughter

Hello beautiful read casher's here!

How was everyone here?We are already in the half of the month ,the new month is fast approaching ,I guess I can't achieve my goals for this months because of my inactivity in the past few days .But I am still hoping that I can achievey monthly goals,there are still many days for me to earn hihi.

Anyway ,yesterday my son wasn't able to go to school he was suffering lbm so I gave him erceflora and thank God after a minutes he was fine.But in the afternoon ,he keeps running outside ,playing with his little brother and did'nt listened to me ,I know he easily get cough when his back will get wet from his sweat .But he never listening to me ,I feel pain in my throat when I keep calling him so I let him play out side and change his clothes.When we are about to sleep ,he started coughing ,I massage his back with liniment oil and his body feels cold ,he had a cold sweat ,my mother in law told me it was panuhot and I gave him a medicine for cough.This morning I busy preparing our breakfast and my laundry and I noticed him that he keeps coughing ,so I decided him not to go to school for the safety of his classmates and teachers.Around 7am I went to the school to tell his teacher that he will be absent now and I submit his module also .

I wish I could have a daughter

I don't have any regrets that I had to boys ,I just wanted to have a daughter I wanted to experience how does it feels to have a daughter .When I was on my first pregnancy ,I really felt that it was a boy ,and I was asking to the God that hopefully the baby in my womb is a boy .I wanted to have an eldest son coz I know and trusted him that he can protect his younger siblings if we ,their parents are not around.During my second pregnancy ,I was expecting that it was a baby girl ,I really felt that it was a girl ,may said also that and I know my self it was a different pregnancy compare in my first one.I can't leave the house without a simple make up,I always wear make up that time ,even the people around me ,told me that it is a baby girl,I started looking some baby girl stuff at the store and I imagined on how I make the hair ,put some colorful hair tie ,dress her a pink and a girly color dresses ,but my husband told me that we will buy some stuff after we had our ultra sound but the ultrasound's result was a baby boy .I did'nt felt sad about ,I am still happy and wishing him to be a healthy baby.

Since I had already two boys now ,I wanted to have a daughter,I saw from my friends,neighbors daughter on how behave they are ,and I can compare them from my two boys.

I and my husband was arlready talking about this ,we are planning to have a 3rd baby but not for now ,we need to finish first our house .I wanted to have our own house before having a 3rd baby and I can assure this to happened that I can't be pregnant for now coz we don't have our own room here hahah,we are sleeping at the living room area.I am complacent that I can't get preggy for now.My youngest son is already two years old and we are planning to have our 3rd baby if he will turn 4-5years old.

And for some mothers here that are having a daughter ,how does it feel to have a baby girl?Please let me know hehe.

I get this idea to be my topic now because last week ,our neighbor asking me to be a godparent of their daughter and I said yes to them .I was so excited and looking for a gift for my godchild.I found it supercutie when I saw those pretty cutie baby girl stuff in the mall and I was thinking that someday I will buy some of this for my daughter ,charr! Hahaha.

Another thing I wanted to have a daughter coz I think that a girl is most responsible than a boy when it comes to house chores ,I was thinking my what ifs,what if one day I get sick ,no one will do some chores coz I know how could a boy can do .Just like my siblings ,in our house my younger sisters usually do some chores coz my younger brothers are always in their friends and never thinking the house chores but I guess it depends on how we raised our kids I think .We had a girl here but she does'nt know cleaning ,so ayun wag nalang mag ka anak ng babae no?,I change my mind na haha.

When my sister in law found out that her daughter got pregnant ,she was crying and she told me this "wag mo nang dagdagan anak mo dae,tama na yung dalawang lalake,wag kanang mag anak ng babae".Her reasons kung bakit nasabi yan sa akin its because it was really hurt for her ,we as a mother knows how painful in giving birth a child ,we know how hard the 9months we carried them in our womb ,taking care of them 24/7 until they get older.And she said ,she don't wanted it to feel for her daughter,kaya sinabi talaga niya sakin yan.And I was thinking that also and it convinced me not to find a baby girl but if God will give another baby ,I will accept it with all my hearts .

And thats it for today ,thank you for your time ,have a great day !

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