The biggest mistake I've made

We are all not perfect ,we all did mistakes but whats important is we learned from with it and tried ourselves not to do that again for the better change.

Hello my read cash family!How was your day everyone?I hope you are all doing great after having the valentines day celebration .For this article,let me share to the biggest mistake I ever made but before anything else ,let me introduce you first my generous sponsors..

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What is the biggest mistake I've made?

Yesterday my son was not feeling well and as a mother ,I focused all my attention to him ,he wanted me to carried him ,and when my husband came from his duty ,he offered himself to be carried by his father arms but he don't want me to get off his eyes ,he wanted that I was there beside him and this scenario was letting me remember the biggest mistake I was made .

Wayback when I was third year highschool ,I am 14 years old that time ,one day my mother asking me why I did'nt wear my uniform or even having a breakfast it seems that I don't want to go to school that time and I did'nt answer him (umaandar ang pagiging maldita na hindi na ayon sa lugar mga dzae)And then my mother get mad because I did'nt answered her ,I was covering my self with a blanket and that time my father was not in our home ,he want to the rice field so early so what my mom did was aking me again ,"why you don't like to go to school now?You became so lazy in your study ,I will tell this to your father" and I was started crying and answered her in a bad way like I was not talking to my mom ,I waa shouted "I don't know how to face my teacher ,until now you did't give the money to paid for the school expenses ,the deadline was yesterday and I am the only one who did'nt pay it" then continue crying "I told you that we don't have money yet ,I told you to make a promise sorry note that will be going to pay it next week ,we even do'nt have viand now"my mom said and me shouted again "then why you letting me to study even if you don't have money?I will stop my study now ,I felt ashamed anyone in the school ,not only this time it was happened. "(continue crying) my mom wanted to slap my face because of what I did to her ,I forgot to give her respect but shes trying to control her self and said "okay ,you wanted to stop? You will stop your studying now ,do you wanted to work in the farm?okay! Then she go outside in our house but still I was crying ,I was crying and realized the big mistake I did then meanwhile my mother gave me $4 for the school expenses ,she was borrowed it from our neighbor ,she gave it to me and said "you will have to go to school now ,eat your breakfast and prepared your bag".I quickly get up and prepared my self and still I was crying .

On my way going to school ,a tears are still coming out from my eyes and since I was late already and the security guard did'nt letting me to enter the school and I have to wait after lunch so what I did I went to the church and keep praying ,a big regrets in my mind and I was thinking why I did it to my mother .I asked an apology infront of the altar and and regret of what I did .I was staying at the church till afternoon and I was letting my self to talked to God .

And when I came home from the school I was looking for my mother ,thats what we always did when we go anywhere ,I asked my mother's hand and blessed ,I felt so guilty I even did'nt apologize or even say thank you her of what I did .I am a bad daughter.

And now that I am a mother ,I realize everything what I did to my mother and realize how hard being a mom ,I can't imagine how my mom taking care of us ,how she raised her 9 kids ,I even get crazy sometimes because of tiredness of taking care of my two kids ,how much more the sacrifices she did to us?I am super proud of my mom who was able to take care her 9kids even if gaano kami ka pasaway.

Everytime I was in my parents home and saw my younger siblings or my nephew showing bad things to my mother ,I get mad of them and did'nt letting them to do it again to it to our mother.

A mothers love indeed of what my mother showed to me ,she was finding way that I can't stop my study even if its already comes in her mouth because of me ,she loves us uncodionally .After that happenef ,I promised my self that it will never happened again .And I am so much thankful ,grateful ,blessed to have a mother like her .Everytime I gave birth to my kids ,she sacrifices her self for us ,she's the one who watched us in the hospital even if she never likes the smell of the hospital but she showed us how much she loves us .

And thats all for the biggest mistake I did and until now my regrets was still there ,though I can't go back that time but day by day I was trying to be a better daughter of my mother.

How about you ,whats your biggest mistake you did?Feel free to share it with us .

We all did mistakes but whats important is we do regrets and tried ourselves not to do it again and learned from the mistakes we've done.

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