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I tried smoking ***Hello my beautiful read cash family***! How was everyone here?I hope you are all doing great today. Honestly I feel so tired today and thats the reason of not able to active on this platform from the whole day. I was busy cleaning the house because tomorrow were going to have a visitors ,alam niyo na mga pinoy ,pinaghahandaan talaga ang bisita haha.So I was busy cleaning and organize everything .I wanted to wash my laundry today coz for sure tomorrow is another busy day again but I was'nt able to finished cleaning,so I wasn't able to do my laundry.After cleaning the living room and kitchen ,I went outside to clean the backyard. Everytime I rest ,I open my tiktok account and facebook to make my self away from stress lol ,so here I am now sitting while holding phone ,we are already done our dinner and my kids are watching tv so I was trying to write and publish an article since I really need to earn.Anyway ,a little bit sad I feel when I check the market and its bloody red again ,I do hope that on the first week of May the price will pump so that we are all happy. Another thing that makes me feel tired and unmotivated today is I don't have a topic to write and good thing I remember sissy @alicecalope experience of smoking so why not to share my experienced too. Have you tried smoking? A big yes ! Hahah,but I think it only twice that I tried smoking. My father was a smoker before when we are kids and most of the adult boys arround us are smoking .As a kid who did'nt know how bad is smoking ,I was able to tried it ,but its not really a cigarettes,when we are playing with my neighbors ,we used to play bahay bahayan and I am playing the role of a father ,and what I saw from most father are they are smoking .We used dried leaves of banana and rolled it then burned it and hola,we had a cigarettes already lol! But I also tried a real ciggarettes way back when I was working as a saleslady .One of my co workers became my close friend and her friends became mine too.When we recieved our salary ,we we went to a disco bar ,drunk alcohol but I did'nt spend a lot from my salary ,I only spend $2 everytime we are having a good time with friends,one of our friend was rich ,he always the one who spend for our drinks and pulutan.Most of them are smoking ,I really hate the smell of it but nasanay na din and because I was so curious what is the taste of a ciggarettes ,they taught me how to hold and used cigarettes .I never like the taste of it and I told my self that I will not let my self be addicted on it.That was the first time that I able to taste a real cigarettes and told my self not to do it again. But when I learned that my boyfriend before was cheating on me ,I invited my close friend to have a 1bottle of beer and there I cried a lot and I don't k ow what comes into my head when I asked my close friend a stick of cigarettes and I did'nt noticed that I've done two sticks.I can't believe I did it . After that happened ,it was morning already and I feel so much guilty of what I've done and promised again to my self not to do it again.Until now ,I never tried it again ,I know how much its dangerous to our health thats why I always encourage my husband to stop from smoking especially that we had kids but it was hard for him to stop from smoking.And now that the cigarettes are so expensive ,my husband is now using lomboy ,its a dried leaf of a lomboy tree and inserted with tabacco .Maybe its not too dangerous same as the real cigarettes.He find hard to stop from this addiction as what I've shared before about his bad habbits. Lead image from **Unsplash** And thats all for today ,thank you for your time .Have great night or day where ever you are now. Stay Safe and God Bless🙏

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