A sad stories to tell

My eldest son had a fever now ,and as a mother minsan maiisip natin na sana tayo nalang may sakit .Hindi natin kayang tiisin na may nararamdaman mga anak natin .Bandang hapon ,maraming rashes lumalabas sa balat niya and I felt so worried ,I wanted to go to a doctor but its already late in the afternoon ,my husband told me that there no clinic available that time ,so I told him baka pwede dalhin sa mangagamot and my mother in law did'nt agreed on me ,baka daw malunod much better na makalabas lahat yun .Ako yung nasasaktan everytime naiyak nalag sa kati yung anak ko ,I cleaned him with warm towel and tried to apply cream for rashes and thank GOD nawala yung mga rashes niya .

While I gave him medicine and let him sleep ,I was thinking about some mother who left their kids for their own happiness.I can't imagine kung papano nila na kayang iwanan mga anak nila.Yet we don't know their stories but ,is leaving the kids is the only solution?

There was a girl named shane(not her real name),When her mother was pregnant at her ,she already sold her at their nieghbor ,and after giving birth her mother leave that place.When she was a little girl ,she already know the truth ,and the family who bought her, raised her very well ,she finished college and now had a work .She never regrets and never had any questions why her mother sell her,she felt blessed that she went to a family who loved her uncoditionally and treated her like their own daughter.Even some of her friends asked her if she wanted to meet her mother ,she had no answer for that coz she always thinking maybe her mother can't afford to give her a better life.

One time,(I forgot what year was that)when my husband on his way going home from his duty,he passed a cemetery,and there are many people in the cemetery even if it is already night already ,to get out of his curiosity ,he asked if what's going on ,why there are many people and the man answered that ,there was a new born baby in the cemetery ,no one saw if who leaves it ,the pedicab driver heard a baby crying but even if he is so scared ,ay nilapitan niya ang umiiyak na sangol and there he saw an abandoned new born baby.The barangay officials came at the cemetery and turn over the baby to the dswd .It was a very sad scenario,how come nakaya ng konsensya ng ina na iwanan ng ganun ganun lang anak.Ang sakit isipin na totoong nangyari yun ,hindi lamang sa mga palabas sa television.

Another sad story happened ,when I was working before ,we had a regular couple costumer,I think they are both teachers they had two kids .Since the store where I was working was the only huge store in that place that time ,they always visited the store to buy their needs .But one time ,I saw the lady with a baby ,they are paying at my counter at dahil etchusera ako ,I asked ,yes true I asked the lady na may baby pala sila ,and it was super cute ,the lady answered ,it was not their baby someone was leaving it at their door ,and I was shocked to hear that ,really?akala ko sa palabas lang ang ganyan .And she said ,sinced they gave it to us ,we will accepted it with all our hearts and we named it "Gift".And they did'nt have any idea if who left that baby .

Even in the news ,I heard so many times about some abandoned babies,I felt so sad knowing that some mother did it to their own kid.I can't imagine kung paano nila nakaya na basta nalang iwan ang anak ,ang sakit isipin kahit gaano nakakapagod ang pagiging ina ay kinakaya ko kasi I am the who choose my life now.Kapag pumasok kana sa ganung bagay ay dapat handa kang harapin kung ano man ang kahihinatnan .

Being a mother was not easy at all ,it is a huge and a lifetime responsibility ,I honestly get tired always but I always think my kids ,I love them ,I always thinking na kakayanin ko lahat to for my kids.

I am so sorry for this sensitive topic I write now ,bigla ko lang naiisip at naalala tong mga nangyari .

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And thats all for today!Thank you for spending your time .My eldest son now is fine ,he is getting better na after a day .And I need to go back to sleep ,it still 2:12am here ,I just wake up just to publish this ,later on I will read some of your works ,hopefully I can find signal .

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