Midnight Thoughts

Monday, 11/22/22 ❣

Hello, read friends! Good morning! It's Monday again! How are you lately, are you feeling okay? Are you all alright? I hope you are. Whatever you're going through right now, be still, better days are coming. You can do it! Trust Him.

It's 12 midnight and here I am, alive, alert, and enthusiastic!

I am working right now even it's my day off. Hardworking? Nah! I am a lazy b*tch! Haha. I am just used to doing this ever since. If I don't work overtime, my salary would not be enough to pay my bills. So yes, work work work is the key for me! Plus more more more grind here and there. I am referring to these two amazing platforms of all time, read.cash and noise. cash. Thank you for being part of my daily life.

Check them out! Their written works are as impressive as they are. 💗

While working, I have a lot of stuff running inside my head again. Maybe I am overthinking things again. Not good, not good! Erase. Erase. No, I can't stop it (random thoughts). It keeps running around in a circle inside my tiny brain and now my chest is starting to feel heavy again. Hay naku!

What am I thinking again this time?

Same thing. It's about me, my life, and my situation (full of problems). We all have problems, I know that. I know as well that I am not the only person on Earth suffering. I know you have problems too that you can't stop thinking about. It's not easy. It's never easy.

But I can say that I am doing good so far compared to before. I don't know when and how I started having these anxiety attacks. Have you tried having so much fun in a day then suddenly in the following days, you're super sad again without knowing the exact reason why? It feels like you're drowning and suffocated by your own negative thoughts. Horrible!

Just like earlier, I get up from bed full of energy but now it's slowly draining. I don't want to drain myself again because of sadness.

So what did I do?

I eat! Yes, I shifted my attention to eating and now I am happy again, lol. Real quick huh! I am proud of myself right now because I was able to control myself and even stopped my mind from overthinking again. Choourrr!

To avoid it, I also feed my mind with happy thoughts only! I get this advice from Roy T. Bennett. According to him,

“The more you feed your mind with positive thoughts, the more you can attract great things into your life.”

My thoughts end here and thank you so much for listening. I was just called out also by our CMS team and was told to log out and now I am free. Free from negative thoughts and irate customers, lol. I love my job.

Thank you once again, my dear readers and supporters! From the bottom of my heart, I am truly happy and grateful to have you. Saranghaeyo!

Have a blessed Monday! 💗