I know that a lot of us must have seen a fine girl. Sorry, a very beautiful one. I'm one of them😊😊. Asides from the fact that I'm a fine girl, I'm also sexy and attractive. Maybe due to the way I dress, the way I talk, my beautiful piercings, my leg chain, or because I'm naturally sexy.
Have you ever had a deep conversation with a beautiful lady? Have you ever asked her how she is or what she has been going through lately? As for me, it's been hell. I wouldn't say that it's not favorable because it helps at times. Most times, you'll feel bad about what people will do to you.
I'll share some of my experiences. I'm a lady who's always on leg chains and skimpy gowns. I love to dress neatly and put my things in order. A lot of people have a different perspective about me but I'm trying so hard for those negative talks not to get to me.
I've had countless guys who came to meet me just to have s*x with me. I know how embarrassing and disgracing this could be. Most people see pretty ladies as an s*x machine. They just want to do theirs and leave. I'm not sure some people here understand how I feel.
Even if your pretty girlfriend is the most loyal person on earth, you may not trust her. I've battled with trust issues in relationships so many relationships. God knows I've never cheated in any of my previous relationships but I've heard a lot from outsiders. Thinking I'm a prostitute. It hurts!!!
I remember my previous relationship. I told my ex that I was no longer interested. I thought he would feel remorseful but all I could get was "bye-bye". I almost lost my sanity. He only wanted s*x from me. I can't forget how I felt. I felt so bad!!!
I've been in the Nollywood movie industry for over three weeks now and I must say that it's been hell. Advances from different men. Married ones and single ones. The craziest part of it is that none of them wants a serious relationship. They just want the s*x. Even my Dad friends woo me to know how bad it is.
I'm the talk of the location and I know as long as I go to other locations, I'll get more advances from different men. Also, I wouldn't want to have something with any man in the industry and that's why I'm trying so hard to be on my own.
I can't say no to every man that comes my way. I'm a human being with blood in my veins. There are some men I'd love but I don't know what they have in mind for me. So, I think I should just be on my own. I don't need anyone😊.
The worst part of it is that I'm a true lover and I'm a very soft person. It doesn't take me a whole day to fall in love with someone. I feel very bad for that part of me. I won't hate people because of what I'm going through but I'll try so hard to control my emotions.
It hurts so bad because some people see me as a worthless lady. And I know I'm not worthless. I wish I have a man that will treat me like a little sister. I'm alone with my thoughts and I'm writing this with tears rolling down my face.
This is what every pretty lady goes through every single day.
Being a pretty lady is hell!!!